The Distance Grievances

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She loves him eversince she was taught to differentiate the words Affection and Attraction.

However, she was just another ordinary girl on his list.

True to be told, she's nothing but a mere shy girl who loves to steal glances from a distance.

 

She knows what to say...she knows what to do...

But backs out everytime their distance zeroed.

 

 Until the perfect time comes in her way...

 

...that brings that someone in their lives.

 

 

 

Foreword

 

Chaerin sighs for the nth time, contemplating whether to proceed with the plan or not. Two weeks ago, she received an opportunity... a tempting yet indecent at that one. Fidgeting her fingers, she shut her eyes hard upon noticing that her wrist watch ticks the final minute... 'It's time.'

 

Walking her way to the presidential suite, she pauses for a minute before fishing out her phone and calling that someone who's already on the other side. Once he opens the door for her, she fights the huge urge to shake as she knows that there's no turning back. 'I choose this...and I know this is right.'

 

"Ready?" he coldly asks, and she's aware that he doesn't have any concerns towards her.

 

"Yes Mr Kwon." she replies, thankful that the dim light hides her pale face.

 

"Good, Mr. Choi already explains the details to you. right?" he asks again, with the same fervor.

 

"Most definitely." she said with a nod.

 

"Good, then I guess we shouldn't waste time..." with that, he forcefully grabs her and started kissing her... in the way that she never dreams of. Chaerin closes her eyes and pretends that he's doing it with full of passion, although the way he kisses her screams disrespect in any of its sense. True to his words, he really makes no effort to waste his precious time as he started doing his act. Throwing her fragile body on the king sized bed, Chaerin just in what is bound to happen.

 

 

 

Clothes are strewn everywhere as the two individuals lie down on the huge bed. Both are awfully quiet right after the heated session that took place awhile ago. The man loudly sighs as the woman beside him tries not to create any noise, all along back facing each other. Breaking the silence, he stands up, collects his clothes and instructs her, "Mr. Choi will contact you. He'll be responsible in case you need anything. If this makes a good news, he'll also be the one attending to your needs and will settle the payments. Just make sure it will be successful..."

 

For the first time after their session, the woman lets speak. "Yes, Mr. Kwon... I consulted a trusted doctor. Trust me, this session will make me bear your offspring..."

 

"Good! Because I don't want to repeat the deed again..." with that, he walks out of the room, leaving the woman to release all the pent up emotions she's hiding. Breaking down into tears, Chaerin recalls why she let this situation to happen in the first place...

 

 

 

She has been keeping an eye on him eversince she first saw his face. Not even knowing his name, Chaerin just found herself one day waiting for the guy she constantly sees walking across that waiting shed. Every weekdays, at exactly 5:00 PM, she will see him strutting his way, but she never dare to greet him, make an eye contact with him, get to know him or even just look at him. People seems afraid with that guy, but Chaerin feels nothing but desire to be with him, upclose. Everytime he's near, she will just bow down or turn around because she's afraid that he'll find out she's checking him out. At first, it's just an admiration...until it slowly develops into longing... that inevitably grows more into affection.

 

But look wise, she's just an average girl, while he's not. Everytime she sees him, he'll have a new bruise on his face for the constant fight he's participating. Everytime she tries to approach the man, her stomach will twist and hurt as if there are butterlies flying inside, halting her initial plan.

 

Whenever he's around, her world would automatically turns into a better place. Though, sad reality, he was never aware of her existence. He's just a dream...goading her to wish. He seems an ecstacy that penetrates her whole body... For Chaerin, Jiyong is anything a perfect guy should be.

 

Until he made her see what his sole imperfection is...

 

He cannot love... for he doesn't know how to...

 

 

She vowed to get to know him soon, but failed to get his attention. Just like the aura he possessed, Jiyong seems to be the coldest guy on Earth. His charm is undeniable, so is his power. Unfortunately, just like all the people in the world, problem also strikes this perfect man. And that where her chances open...

 

He needed a child. As the only son of the dying wealthiest business tycoon, Jiyong is expected to have an heir despite of being a war freak senior college student. His father, Kwon JinHwah, assigned on his last will his request of seeing his grandchild before he faces death. Apparently, the kind businessman was diagnosed of having a Brain Tumor, and has more or less than a year to live. This sudden news bring dilemma not only to his company but also to his only son, Kwon Jiyong.

 

And that's where Chaerin's wish came true. Knowing that this is a once in a life time opportunity, she uses her wealth and connections to make sure that she will be the chosen one to produce the next generation of Kwon. She let herself be degraded, she even used different name to make sure she'll have this job, she let her conscience call her for that matter...Chaerin doesn't care, for she secretly hope that he'll fall for her.

 

Yes, call her delusional or stupid daylight dreamer, Chaerin tried to catch his attention, at least with who she is now, she tried to seduce him, make him notice her, make him sees her worth... but constantly failed. She never caught his attention as the heiress Lee Chaerin, how come he will fall for the unknown surrogate mother CL?  Just like the ruthless man that he is, love seems to be the strangest word in his dictionary. Chaerin thought she will succeed... but turns out, no matter what she do, she will never capture his heart.

 

 

 

And now, lying alone in this huge bed where he used to stole her innocence, Chaerin finally accept the fact that Kwon Jiyong will never be hers...

 

..but she, in return, will forever be his.

 

Picking up her scattered clothes, Chaerin quietly made her way out and go home. Praying that her womb finally bears the one they are waiting for, she sighs thankfully for the wonderful memories Jiyong gave her. She gently caresses her tummy, talking to the supposed baby that may or may not exist at the moment...

 

"Baby...once you are born, be good to Daddy, okay? Mommy loves you... so much! But you belong to Daddy... Hopefully you understand me once you grow up. I will always be here for you... though you'll never ever know my presence. I love your Daddy too... it just so happen that he can't love me back...that I'll never be good enough for him... that I may not worth to be your mother afterall."

 

"When you grow up, I hope that you will be strong nomatter what... If... If your Daddy have his own family in the future, please treat them as your own as well. I hope one day we will meet again... and though I know you will never recognize Mommy, bear in mind that the day I will bring you in to this world, that day will never be forgotten. I will always remember how you look like forever..."

 

That night, she lie down on her bed, dreaming about the guy she just slept with. In her dream, she was hugging a cute little boy while the man she loves was hugging her from behind. They were watching the sunset from the balcony of the huge house. 'Dreams... they can give you false hopes and instant bliss as well...How ironic.'

 

 

 

And their story begins...

 

 

 


A/N: An idea popped out in my skull and screamed for attention, therefore, I decided to type it down before it haunts me. Hopefully you will support it again. I will try to update it as fast as I can.
And to my favorite authors out there! UPDATE your fics too. juseyo! TT_TT
 
-MINAMI-

 

 

 

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Zalina_Chaterine
#1
Rereading this ff for nth Times now. I read this for the first time in orange world "Watty". Still the best ff ever. Great Job Minami 👍🍒🐉💕
aidakia
#2
Chapter 4: Jin is way too cute and smart for my heart ??
aidakia
#3
Chapter 3: Omo.. this father-soon conversation was sooo cute ^_^
pippo09 #4
Chapter 6: Waah, what a beautiful story. I'm glad it gets featured because I won't able to read this beautiful story if it doesn't. Congrats for getting featured, and also thank you for creating this wonderful story. My sadnesses vanish after smiling so much at Jin and his piglets conversation. Hahaha.
Sya-wol97 #5
thank you so much for this story :))))
also congrats for getting featured
pabo_genius
#6
Chapter 6: AWWW what a cute story! Really loved the plot and concept it’s just unique and fun to read! Love how it is not cliche and different ! Thanks for your efforts, it deserved to be featured
QueenEunji
#7
It’s been a while since I last read FF about Big Bang. This is a great fic :)
Brekhna
#8
Chapter 6: Omg this story is so so goooooood. I love it. Going to re.read it.
DamshieDane
#9
Chapter 6: Waaaaaah! I'm done!!! As expected authornim ㅠㅠ I love this story ㅠㅠ ♥♥
_nrlfatihah
#10
Congrats on getting featured!