*Eun Rin's POV*

"She smell fabulous! I am so going to buy the soap she use!" The little girl cheered as she pushes me back to the living room full of guys.

"Alright we will stop by the shop and get one for you. I will ask Jin to send you home" Rap Monster smiled.

"No I want all of the six of you guys to join me! You guys sent me home together except Suga oppa!" She demanded with a cute pout and crossed her arms.

"What? Why? Are you the queen or something, why do you need so many people to send you home?" V protested.

"I am the queen alright! You owe me ice cream! You owe me a piggy back! You promise you will buy soap with me! You still owe---" She responded to the protest by listing out all the bets the members owed, leaving them speechless.

"Fine we will follow you back! What a troublesome sister you have!" Hope gave up and headed out with the rest of the members following with a groan escaping their mouths. Once again, it was just us.

"I'll be in my room. Tell me if you need anything" He told me with his head hung low before slowly heading back to his room.

"Wait-- I" I stopped him and hesitated my speech and thoughts but in the end, still decided and determined to do so.

"Can you please kindly heat up the leftovers and feed me? I really need you help as you can see." I continued with his back still facing me.

"Sure of course I would" He replied with a faint smile, glancing up to look at me in the eyes. My cheeks instantly turned into a thousand shades of pink and red.

He heated up the leftovers and set me down on the dining table. He held the bowl below my mouth to prevent the food from dropping and fed me the food a bite at a time. My stomach was growling like a wolf.

I have been starving myself and finally, I was able to let myself move on through a little encouragement from the people around me especially Suga. I didn't have any special or specific reason to do so but just looking at Suga made me wanted too. He really meant that much to me. I couldn't keep my eyes off him while he was feeding me, it was just so charming and it was like a scene out of a romance drama but unlike drama, the male lead didn't look at the female lead with loving eyes. Instead, it was just him concentrating on the food he was feeding me.

Everything around me turned silent, the squeaky window we had was not squeaky. The bird chipping went silent and so did the sound of the water dripping from the pipe. It all stopped for some reasons. I saw Suga's mouth moving but I couldn't hear what he was saying only seeing the spoon of food coming towards me.

"Ah!" I whined in pain when the hot food fell onto my white soft tights, coming in contact with my skin.

"Sorry I am so sorry! Are you okay?" He hurriedly asked me as he swiped off the food off my tight. At his touch, it was like magic, the pain was eased immediately. 

"I am fine" I would reply. Finally showing a smile that hasn't appeared on my face since everything in my life collapsed. 

"I would be more careful next time" He added and continue to feed me. 

"You still want anymore?" He questioned but I shook my head since I was full.

"Okay then, hey Eun Rin I-- I" He startled. 

"We are back! How is my air freshener doing, my turn to change your bandages!" He cheered as usual but for some reason, I feel like going back to my old self. I just want to curl myself up as I sit beside the window, claiming myself.

*No deal with it! Be your really old self, stop trying to escape reality!* I would tell myself strictly as J-Hope took Suga's seat as he changed my bandages.

"I really miss you. The air freshener that would come by just to tease me so we could laugh at each other. It has been so long since we did that right? Don't you miss those 

"Can you please kindly heat up the leftovers and feed me? I really need you help as you can see." I continued with his back still facing me.

"Sure, of course, I would" He replied with a faint smile, glancing up to look at me in the eyes. My cheeks instantly turned into a thousand shades of pink and red.

He heated up the leftovers and set me down on the dining table. He held the bowl below my mouth to prevent the food from dropping and fed me the food bit at a time. My stomach was growling like a wolf.

I have been starving myself and finally, I was able to let myself move on through a little encouragement from the people around me especially Suga. I didn't have any special or specific reason to do so but just looking at Suga made me wanted too. He really meant that much to me. I couldn't keep my eyes off him while he was feeding me, it was just so charming and it was like a scene out of a romance drama but unlike drama, the male lead didn't look at the female lead with loving eyes. Instead, it was just him concentrating on the food he was feeding me.

Everything around me turned silent, the squeaky window we had was not squeaky. The bird chipping went silent and so did the sound of the water dripping from the pipe. It all stopped for some reasons. I saw Suga's mouth moving but I couldn't hear what he was saying only seeing the spoon of food coming towards me.

"Ah!" I whined in pain when the hot food fell onto my white soft tights, coming in contact with my skin.

"Sorry I am so sorry! Are you okay?" He hurriedly asked me as he swiped off the food off my tight. At his touch, it was like magic, the pain was eased immediately. 

"I am fine" I would reply. Finally showing a smile that hasn't appeared on my face since everything in my life collapsed. 

"I would be more careful next time" He added and continue to feed me. 

"You still want anymore?" He questioned but I shook my head since I was full.

"Okay then, hey Eun Rin I-- I" He startled. 

"We are back! How is my air freshener doing, my turn to change your bandages!" He cheered as usual but for some reason, I feel like going back to my old self. I just want to curl myself up as I sit beside the window, claiming myself.

*No deal with it! Be your really old self, stop trying to escape reality!* I would tell myself strictly as J-Hope took Suga's seat as he changed my bandages.

"I really miss you. The air freshener that would come by just to tease me so we could laugh at each other. It has been long since we did that right? Don't you miss those times? I do and I hate that I am only able to smell your scent but not seeing your smile along with it, like you always use too. Can I see you smile once?" He requested as he worked on the medications but no matter how much I forced myself to smile, I just can't.

"It's alright then I believe you will come through the heartbreak soon. Heal faster so you can go back to school and show those es you are okay and you are tough!" He just smiled his sadness off and tied the last bandage.

*Sorry J-Hope* I apologies mentally and head back to the window area as I wonder why I am so useless.

To Be Continue..

Hellooooo! Finally like another update right!

OH MY GOSH! Like I am so busy this year and I don't even have time to breathe!

UGH! Lousy update of mine, sorry I just came back from camp.

Anyway, look like our Eun Rin is almost back onto the right track and Suga.

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