A/N:

This piece starts as a drabble I write to release the tension of weird attraction  that I developed for Seunghoon recently. I also threw in some thoughts on guys' gender and ual identities that usually go underinvestigated that I saw in many other fics. The type of relationship that I write for MinHoon is definitely queer, in that it is nonheteronormative, and by that I mean it doesn't have a power dynamic that mirrors a heteronormative relationship in which the guy/top dominates the girl/bottom. I repel those fics, even though I recognize that those types of heteroual/homoual relationships in real life do exist. I'm more interested in describing characters investigating their own emotions and psychologies not through the lens of a binary straight/gay, but rather their confusions come from a deconstruction of gender and uality.

Forgive me if I sound like I'm writing an essay here - but I feel like these narratives are neccesary in that my characters are not only characters but also real human beings and I want to do them justice in their complexities rather than flatten them into certain stereotypical tropes.

Anyway, I hope you enjoy the fic, and if you do, please kindly leave a comment.