Unspoken Secrets

Description

Jongin's life wasn't perfect. Nobody's is. But he never had a good past. He watched his parents get murdered at a young teen age of 13. He ran away, finding refuge in an empty shelter. Though now Jongin is working, has a reasonable income and is taking care of a man-child, Lee Taemin who has Borderline Personality Disorder, there is only one thing he can be. He watched the murderer stab his parents, he watched his mother cry out silently to him. But it pleasured him. Seeing them suffer made him feel good. Jongin was a psychopath.

Foreword

Kyungsoo remembered the time he entered Jongin's home. He wished he never suggested the idea. The house was a universal mess, there were strips of paper and rubbish every where. Kyungsoo wondered if those were one of Jongin's detailed plans of a homicide or something. 

There was another guy in the house. He was in an unusually large crib. Kyungsoo thought that the guy probably thought it was some sort of jail. Kyungsoo guessed that the guy must be Taemin, the man-child Jongin is taking care of.

"Hey, Taemin," Kyungsoo ruffled the guy's hair and he hummed in response. Taemin picked up a rattle and pushed it into Kyungsoo's hands.

"Don't touch it," Kyungsoo heard a voice at the door. He turned around. His boyfriend, Kim Jongin. "It has his saliva all over it."

Kyungsoo shot Jongin a look and Jongin closed the door behind him. "Don't mind him, alright, Taeminnie."

Kyungsoo had promised to stay over. Breaking promises to someone like Jongin was a big no no. Kyungsoo's life was on the verge of life and death. He had a psychopath for a boyfriend. Kyungsoo shuffled out of the bathroom and towel in his hair.

He passed by Taemin's room. He saw the man curled up in fetus position  with a pacifier in his mouth. He made his way to Jongin's room. The latter was lying upright on the bed without a shirt on.

"Hey," Kyungsoo said softly, as he hung his towel on the clothes hanger. He climbed into the bed next to Jongin.

What Kyungsoo thought to be a peaceful night would change his opinion of Jongin for a long while.

"You're on a death train, baby. You'll never leave unless you die," Kyungsoo felt Jongin's breath on the back of his neck and the voice of his lover on its own made his heart cringe and his skin tingle.


 

Wow haha I'm gonna try my best! Writing a psychology/psychopath AU is the hardest ever. I do know the basics of psychology cause I've read but my knowledge isn't that much as Cardiology and Thoracic surgery. I'm scared that I cannot portray Jongin properly and this story will end up a big joke but I'm going to try.

The description didn't mention Kyungsoo but the tags do, so there will be kaisoo moments here and there. No Taekai, that is because Jongin keeps himself to Kyungsoo, nobody else. I received a comment on my taekai one shot titled superhero and we were just talking, and here this fic is born.

I'm gonna put my best effort to write this au cause it is hard. I can analyse yeah, but my analysis skills like I can't do for history I just point out the obvious but for literature I'm just like pahaha I found out all the secrets

Anyway we were talking about psychology here, right? Ya, I go off point. This story is called Unspoken Secrets because if you see, there are no mind readers in this world. Unless they use some kind of magic of course. So your thoughts remain to you and no one will ever know of them unless you decide to tell them. Like you don't tell your mom you some guy off cause she'll slap you. So she doesn't know and here Jongin doesn't tell anyone what's going on in his head. Even Kyungsoo. I mean psychopaths are generally more closed off than sociopath. Sociopaths are messy, though they are somewhat similar to psychopaths, even if they murdered someone, they'd get caught. Cause they don't take the time to plan out, they act on impulse. This is THE difference. Psychopaths sit down at their desk one day and think of something, maybe to kill someone. It's only a few months later do they really carry out their plan. And they don't get caught. That's why their ing dangerous like you don't even want to get up close to them. Kyungsoo here has already bought his coffin and booked his cremation plan, he's on a death train seriously. 

And I've only explained the 'Unspoken' part of the title. Wow. I talk alot. Now for the 'Secrets' part. Secrets mean nobody knows it. Like you keep a secret from your sibling or something. Yeah. Jongin has a lot of secrets. They're all stored in his head, hence Unspoken you see so. Does it make sense now.

Actually I wasn't going to do this but I was bored (0111 hours, 6 Nov '14) and I wanted to talk to you guys and explain some complicated that goes through my head while thinking of ideas to comprehend into stories. Ouch.

FINALLY, thank you Mayoochez (this is not the 'you' tag and I hope I've got your username right) for mentioning this in my Superhero story, and agreeing that I should try to write a story like this. Thank you very much.

Thank you to the subscribers and readers, commenters and upvoters.

Jeez why am I thanking people so early. Anyways, please really just wait for the update cause it's 1 am now and my sister and cousins are hogging my computer. I'm on my phone as you can guess but it's a ty mess and typing on it will be the hardest thing ever.

XO,

2H5E

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coincidences
#1
Chapter 1: This makes me want to read some psycho kaisoo loovee storrieess yeaaayy GREAT STORY, it really could have been a long chaptered story
ReinaPea
#2
Chapter 1: Very good story
Mayoochez
#3
Chapter 1: uhh the whole situation of kaisoo made me think hard and its short ._. eventho i've never read pyschopath au before but i read actions ,isn't it similiar?
nggg your right abt jongin he's not so well described and i tried to focus on kyungsoo but the feel of jongin has gone
so i think it'd probably be better if you put this on jongin pov?? this is a good kaisoo tho! b
kaiseu
#4
Chapter 1: i just came across this so randomly but i had to admit this was really good, no kidding, and it may or may not be caused by my weird addiction towards psycho!jongin. i hate how you killed jongin at the end, but then i guess there wasnt a better way to end the story than do so, i seriously admire you for keeping the story realistic the whole way. good luck for your future fics! i'll upvote because you totally deserve it :)
Mayoochez
#5
ohmygodohmygodohmyGODOHMYGOD
thank youuuuuuu thank you very much :')
my name is in it thank youuuu again (you got it right)
and why ,why would kyungsoo involving himself with a pyscho and he knows it??
this will be my first kaisoo IM EXCITED