“Jigeumeun, So Nyu Shi Dae! Appurodo, So Nyu Shi Dae! Yongwonhi, So Nyu Shi Dae! 8 girls bowed down 90 degrees after saying their taglines in front of the pink ocean. 8 girls…SNSD supposed to be 9. And one of them is me, Jessica Jung who watched the other 8 through the television. Before they were standing straight again, I turned it off. I just can’t bare to see their faces. Their happy faces. Successfully performing in front of loyal fans who stayed after what’d happened. And I, sitting here alone inside my house. I can’t perform with them. I just can’t…ever again. Lonely. This is what I felt right now.