~~~~~~~~~Leeteuk POV~~~~~~~~~~~~

We just walked into the dorm when I heard sniffing…

What on earth?

 I walked towards Alex’s room…Yeah…it’s defiantly her crying…

“Al—” I started, about to walk into Alex's room

“We’re home!” Siwon yelled, I glared at Siwon,

“Is anyone even home?” Uki sighed. Siwon ignored her question, as he walked towards Uki.

“Be safe okay?” Siwon patted his sister’s head, she sighed, "Don't get drunk"

“Arrasso! You don’t have to be so worried about me!”

“When was the last time you got drunk?” Siwon eyebrowed her, she rolled her eyes,

“It was just –insert Siwon’s eyebrow stare- a couple of –Siwon’s stare gets more intense- few…-one brow goes up- ten times with Big bang…”

“And what do I not want to see here in this dorm again?” he asked, crossing his arms

“…Choon Top…” she scratched the top of her head

“And?” he tapped his foot,

“Gdragon”

Siwon shook his head, “Aish, I’m still surprised that YG hasn’t killed you yet” Siwon shook his head,

"Well, he knows me!"

"PSH yeah right! He probably thinks your an innocent girl! That big bang forced you to get drunk!"

"Will you shut up?" Uki sighed

At this moment, Alex came out. I looked at her…She was wearing a blue oversized sweater, with jeans…Holy crap…I need to get her to gain weight! O__O She looks like SNSD when they get photoshopped!! (no offense sones) but…Usually SNSD on stage even! Their legs are like…super sknny right? That’s what Alex looks like…except…she’s not wearing high heels dancing to tell me your wish…she’s wearing socks…

...I'm soo buying you Mcdonalds everynight now!

“Oh! Alex, where are you going?” Uki asked her,

“Hm~ Just wanted to go to get some fresh air” Alex faked a smile, walking out of the dorm…

 I looked at Uki, then at Siwon….

….Did something happen?

"What happened?" Uki asked Siwon, he shrugged,

"She rarely tells me anything..."

~~~~~~~~~~Alex POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I was at the park, on a bench…It’s 10 PM so there’s barely anyone there… I curled up in a ball and hid my face on my knees…

Dad…Are you okay up there?

Dad…Do you know I miss you?

Daddy….Why did you have to die?

"You got da wrong number~ Baby you got da wrong number~" my phone rang

God…Why did you have to take dad away from me? Why? I thought you wouldn’t make me cry anymore….But why….Why did you have to take him from me?!

I could feel tears start falling down from my face

Who do I talk to when I want to cry?!

Donghae? Henry? Mom?

Donghae and Henry are going to be in China….Mom….I love her…but…I don’t wanna trouble her anymore…

Why God….Why is it that I can’t smile as often?!

I thought you would be here holding my hand…but…why do you feel so far away?

-Stupid…I’m right here…You just haven’t let go of your pain yet…-

Tears kept on streaming down my face…

I’m scared….I’m really scared….

-Why?-

Why did You have to take dad away?!

-Alex…Have you forgotten that I’m always there-

Then why?! Why do I have to be living with 12 idiots that can’t cook for themselves?! Why do I—

-Have I ever let you down? Have you forgotten that your dad is safe with me?! Have you forgotten that I’m always there?! That I’m right next to you, but you just ignore me. When was the last time that you’ve talked to me? Alex, learn to depend on me again-

How can I?! I scared…

-I’ll catch you-

How? How can I trust you? How can I trust You again?! I’ve been hurt too many times…

-The things I do aren’t always going to be happy…They can get you hurt, they can make you cry…But it all leads up to something good….But you wouldn’t believe me since you’ve drifted too far from me…

That’s right. I don’t trust you. I’m scared! How are you even talking to me?! How can I even hear you?! How I even trust you anymo—

“There you are Alex” a voice said, and that person hugged me from behind. I froze… “Teukie hyung tried to call you, but why didn’t you pick up? I could hear your cellphone ring from far away” I was silent, keeping my head down (DBSK pun?),but he came over and sat next to me. “Alex, are you okay?” he questioned.

I curled up in a ball, and cried.

I’m scared….

Why can’t I remember?!

Why am I alone?!

Why isn’t God replying back?!

~~~~~~~~~~~~Kyuhyun POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Alex kept on crying…

The only thing I want to know is….

Why?

“H-He’s dead…” Alex whimpered,

“What?” I asked her,

“Matle…died…” Alex cried,

“What?”

She was still crying…ignoring my question….

10 minutes passed with silence...Well...More like the only noise there was was from her crying.... I sighed.

“Alex…do you want me to leave?” I asked her, she slowly nodded (while her head was in her lap).

“C-can you come closer for a second?” she whimpered, I listened to her. “Can you kiss me?” she whispered

I blinked for a second…”Alex, we’re in public…”

“And?” she pulled her head away from her legs, "Why can't we?"

“I can’t, because if we get caught…you know…” I said, hoping that she would understand....I mean... you know my situation right? If I kissed her in public, then ELFs would kill her!

“Then leave” she whimpered,

“Alex…”

“That’s the difference between you and me...Kyuhyun….” Alex started, “You’re a celebrity…You can’t be seen with me…Why do you think we can’t ever be together?”

…What?

“You know…you’re a good liar…” she said, staring straight into my eyes, “Pretending to be my boyfriend…but…Why do you think I never liked you? Because I knew you were like this” she sniffed. I stared at her…She was still shaking….

“Alex…I…”

“So….I guess you were trying me out like you have with other girls….Yoona, Seohyun, Fei, Victora, and any girl group names I can think of…you flirt with them…and yet you try to flirt with me? Kyuhyun, that isn’t right!”

“Alex, I really do—”

“Please…just…leave me alone” she sniffed, I clenched my fists. 

No...Did I just get rejected? By her?

I leaned towards her, grabbed her face, and crashed my lips against hers.

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SORRY FOR SHORT/RETARDED/NON EDITED CHAPTER! BUT  ONLY HAVE AN HOUR LEFT BEFORE  HAVE TO PANIC AND LEAVE!! SO TADAAA!!!