~*~Kyuhyun Pov*~*~*~

“What happened to him?” Ryeowook asked Donghae sounding worried,

“I-I’m not sure!” he panicked,

“Hyung, I don’t think she wants to see you right now!” Henry said,

“Then what do I do?! Let Alex wander around the streets?! What if he gets kidnapped?!”

“He’s 20 years old already, let him take care of himself” Shindong looked at him,

“I should look for him” Donghae said,

“Do you really think he wants to hear from you right now?” I asked him, he show me a questionable glance,

“Why wouldn’t he?”

“I noticed that he kept looking at you whenever something was being talking about him being compared with Uki! You didn’t say anything in his defense! All you did was eat, then look at Uki!” Ryeowook said, “Also, he was, I think… Crying? In front of the bathroom!”

“What?” Leeteuk sounded surprised,

“Yeah, I’m really worried about him!” Ryeowook pouted,

“What do we do?” Sungmin said,

“I’ll go look for him! He kinda sorta likes me more” I said

“Kyuhyun!” Donghae scolded, I got out of my chair, and ran out the door looking for Alex,

“Hyung!” Henry yelled, I looked back and saw him following me,

“What?” I asked,

“I’ll help you look for Alex” he said, “It won’t be easy to look for her by yourself”

I looked at him and nodded, “You have your cellphone right?” I asked,

“Yeah”

~*~*~*Alex POV*~*~*~*~*~

Aish… Maybe I should find a job that lets me stay at the place.

But kind of job would that be? The only thing I can think of is…Nightclub…

I bit my lip….Am I really that desperate to leave the members?

No… I should just try to do something that’ll make me a bit more calm… But what could happen at night?

Should I just drink until my troubles go away?! In asia… They don’t really check for ID….

Aish…..

I walked into an ice cream shop, and looked at the menu….The only one thing caught my eye, Rock sweet heart…. I got that, and sat down at the parlor.

Stupid Donghae! What happened to him?! What happened to the older brother that I knew and loved so much?! I started to eat the ice cream. And just as the name said, it was really rock hard…. I chewed on the waffle cone as fast as I could to see if my pain could go away…

Sigh…

“Noona?”—I turned around and saw Jino staring at me, he walked up and took the empty seat, “Noona, what are you doing here?” he asked, I smiled at him,

“Trying to eat my troubles away I guess” I sighed,

“What happened?” he asked, I looked into his eyes, aww… So innocent looking….

“Here’s your ice cream sir” the waitress said, giving the same rock sweetheart ice cream to Jino,

I looked at him, “Do you eat at this parlor often?” I asked, he shook his head,

“No, I just saw Noona walk here really mad, so I was worried” he blushed, I smiled,

“Thanks for your concerns” I said,

“But noona, what happened? You looked like you wanted to kill someone!” he said, I looked at him and laughed,

“I guess I’m just jealous of Uki”

“Eh? Why?”

“I guess… It’s because she’s perfect… She’s gorgeous, well… I guess you could’ve told that she would be pretty because of Siwon… she can cook better than me… She takes really good care of Yesung’s turtle….” I sighed,

“But noona, you don’t have to be perfect” Jino said, I looked at him,

“Why not?”

“You may not be as good as Uki, but does that matter? A guy could just only hear your voice, and see how sweet you are to fall in love with you” he cutely said,

“I guess…. But…”

“Beauty doesn’t last forever, but who you are.”

“And what am I? I’m a brat, I tend to keep things to myself”

“You’re amazing” he cut in, I looked at him and blushed, “You may say that you’re not pretty, but you really are”

“J-Jino, you’re making me blush” I stuttered, and smiled, “I guess you really will be a noona killer….” I started to laugh a bit, “Aw, now I’m probably going to have to share you with so many other girls!” I pouted,

“Nope! Cause I’m still going to be Alex’s Jino” he smiled,

“You sound like a kid!”

“Eh? S-sorry”

I shook my head, “No, it’s cute”  I looked at him, and he looked flustered,

We finished our ice cream and walked out of the parlor,

“Noona, don’t you ever wear dresses?” he asked,

“What do you mean?”

“I always see you in men’s clothes”

“O-oh… Well… I guess it’s cause… Well… I guess ‘cause I don’t have any” I sighed,

“Do you wanna go shopping?” he asked, and grabbed my hand, “My treat since you paid for the ice cream” he said,

“But…”

“Then we can look in the clearance rack if you don’t want to use so much of my money” and grabbed me to the nearest clothing store

“I-I’m not sure…”

“Then I’ll pick!” he smiled, and grabbed a blue and white dress from the clearance isle, “Try this one on” he said, and pushed me into the changing room. I sighed, and quickly put the dress on me, and opened the curtain,

“Well?” I asked him tilting my head to the side, he was just staring at me with his mouth wide open, I guess this dress doesn’t look good, I gave out a small laugh, “I look weird don’t I? Haha, Noona doesn’t look good in these kinds of clothes since she has a strange body” I blushed, and walked back into the room, then he grabbed my wrist,

“N-no, noona looks amazingly pretty” he said, I laughed a little,

“Oh? Then was little Jino staring at Noona’s prettiness?” I joked, he nervously nodded, I patted his head, “Jino is such a strange liar” I laughed even more, and went back into the dressing room, and changed back into my guy clothes,

“Noona! Can you hand me the dress?” he asked,

“Yeah…” I said, and opened the door, he looked away, “Jino,” I said, he looked at me, and saw that I only poked my head out, “here” I said handing him the dress, he smiled, and took the dress away.  I quickly woke my clothes, and saw Jino again,

“Noona, wear this” he said handing me the dress,

“I just did…”

“No, I just bought it! Now wear it!” he said,

“But what about my clothes?” I asked him pointing to my clothes,

“Bag!” he smiled, I looked at him, grabbed the dress and wore it again, I walked out with my shoes and the dress on and gave him my clothes then looked at him,

“You sure are a nice dongsaeng” I smiled, and patted his head, he was blushing,

“N-Noona-nim!” he said sounding flustered,

“Eh? What’s with all this suddenly formality?” I smiled at him, he blushed even harder,

Aww, the kid has a crush on me!

We were just walking around, I was next to him, he was nice enough to hold the bag with my clothes (even though I told him I could carry it, he rejected it!). I noticed that he wanted to hold my hand by his body language. His hand would get close to mine, then kinda pull away, get close again… then pull away…. I kinda felt bad for him, so when his hand pulled away again, I suddenly grabbed his hand. He was kinda surprised, so I turned to him, and said, “Ah, sorry! It’s just that I like skinship, so if we’re going to be friends…” I said, he looked at me, and smiled. Awww! 

We were both silent for a bit, then suddenly,

“Noona! Do you want an ice cream cone?” he asked,

“Sure, why not?” I smiled, he walked over to the ice cream store and got me green tea ice cream, “Thanks” I smiled, he looked flustered,

Aww, I feel so flattered! This kid likes me!

“N-N-Noona” he nervously started,

“Hm?” I asked still eating my ice cream (surprisingly)

“Noona, I heard from Key that you’re dating someone” he mumbled,

“Hm… Not anymore, we broke up” I said still eating,

“Eh?” he asked surprised,

“Yeah…. He was a jerk so we broke up” I sighed, eating the ice cream…STILL….

“Eh? Why would he be mean to you?”

“Like I would know” I sighed, and kept on eating,

“That guy is probably regretting right now”

“How would you know?” I questioned,

“You left him, and there’s only on you in the world, and do you know how wonderful you are?” he asked me, I smiled a little bit by the little cheesy saying, I looked at him, and suddenly hugged him, I knew he was flustered, but it was cute! I let him go and finished my ice cream (in 2 bites haha).Then his phone rang, “Ah, Noona! I’m so sorry, but I have work to do!” he said,

“It’s okay, go” I smiled, he smiled at me, and then ran off…. With the bag….. of my guy clothes….

AISH! I’m seriously going crazy!

Sigh….

Oh wait, I have my phone don’t I? haha… Completely forgot! I grabbed my phone…No one’s called me yet…. Gee… I feel so much love from them…. Why won’t anyone of them call? Just to check up on me? Do they hate me so much? That little scene earlier keeps playing in my head…. It won’t stop….. Aish… I think I’m going crazy!

But just to think about it… I’m so freaking sick and tired of this…. Acting like a guy… Why can’t I be who I am?! But no…. I have to pretend to be this retarded guy, when…. Even though it might be hard to tell… I AM A FREAKING GIRL!

I felt a vibration on my leg, and looked at my phone….

Hangeng?

Well… He is the first to call… So why not? None of the members are around to here this….

“Hello?” I sighed,

“Alex, look, I wanna say that I’m sorry”

“Again?”

“No, for hurting you” he simply said, “I shouldn’t have done that… and I asked for forgiveness in such a terrible way… So… If you would forgive me….” He said sounding really sorry…

I covered my mouth, wanting to cry so much…

“H-Hangeng” I started,

“Why are you crying?!” he sounded surprised,

“If I told you to come to Korea, would you come?” I started,

“Where are you?” he asked,

“I’m at _____ street in the park”

“Meet me at the ______” he said, my eyes widened,

“W-what?”

“I’m in Korea right now, I’ll see you soon” he said,

“WHAT?!”  I gulped,

“You wanted to see me, I’m coming right now” he said,

“R-really?” I blushed

“Are you going there?”  he asked me, I got up, and got the bag,

“Yeah” I said,  “I’m going” I said, and hung up

I’m gonna… See Hangeng again?

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Aish! So tired =___= I've been reading some fanfics lately since I can't sleep (I wonder why the heck do fanfics only update when it's like.... midnight where i'm from =__= Gaooooo!!! *acts like a tired bear*

Anywho! I did Lord knows how much research on Lee Soo Man and I am so freaking confused! I can't tell if he's a good guy or bad guy! I've heard all these rumors about him beating up the singers- but yet why hasn't he been caught by the police yet? Also, he isn't the guy that makes the slave conctact, he's the producer not the CEO.... And even if he made the contract why would he do it? The company is called SM entertainment! SOO MAN! I mean, come on! Only an idiot would do that when they know they're going to get caught! ahhhh, unnie's head huuurrrttsss!! Plus Heechul took a picture with the guy! And if you all know Heechul, he is STRAIGHTFORWARD. If he doesn't like you, he doesn't care how famous you are, he will stay away from you! So why would he take a picture with Soo Man? Especially if SooMan gave Hangeng a hard time.... Aish... sorry for making your head hurt! Unni's head hurts too ~___~

anyways! Fighting with life!! :D