“WHAT?!” Hangeng yelled,

“I don’t know how it became this way either” I whispered,

I was in the living room, talking to Hangeng on my cellphone…. And well… I told him about the concert. Don’t worry about Donghae! He’s fast asleep now!

“Geng! What do we doo??”

“What are you talking about?”

“W-what if Hae finds out about us?”

“No he won’t! I just won’t see you”

“Geng!”

“Huh?”

“How can you say that? Do you know how much I want to see you?”

“Alex!”

“Oppa! I really want to see you! Please come!”

“What if Donghae sees us?”

“So you’re scared of Donghae?!”

“Can you blame me?!”

“Bao Bei! What about me?!” I started to cry a little, “I need someone here with me… I’m lonely okay?!” tears started to fall out.

Okay, I know what you’re thinking, “Aren’t you being a little clingy?” Well I’m not! I want to see Hangeng! I haven’t seen him in months! What kind of couple can stand not seeing each other for months?! I want to see the person I’m dating at least once a day, if not then once a week is fine! Or, even if I can’t see them, I wanna hear their voice everyday! But Hangeng?  He’s always busy! Sometimes I have to wait till morning to get his calls!

“Alright” he said, I wiped away my tears, “Don’t cry okay?” he said in a gentle tone,

“Promise?” I sniffed wiping away my tears,

“Yeah, where is it?” he asked,

“Capital Indoor stadium” I said,

“Alright” he sighed, “Don’t cry anymore okay?”

“A-Alright” I sniffed, “I gotta go” I said,

“Okay, love you” he said and hung up.

I sighed….

What’s with him?

He’s becoming so distant…. I don’t know why either!

Anyway! Check on the food.

I went into the kitchen and kept on working with the rice (for 12 members with big appetites, it’s a bunch of rice)

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I yawned. Gosh… I’m so tired….

“Leeteuk… Wake up” I whispered, shaking him a bit,

“Hmm?” he opened his eyes a little,

“Wake up” I whispered, and grabbed the bowl, “Eat this” I whispered, he looked at me,

“Dongsaeng, I’m really tired” he yawned,

“But ahjushi has a fever! Now eat!” I said, giving him a spoon full of poriage,

“But Al-” he started, but I put the spoon in his mouth,

“Sh! Now eat” I said, and looked at him, he took the spoon out of his mouth

“You really are like a mom” he sighed, I looked at him,

“Gee, that means so much” I smiled, and feed him again

“It’s hot!” he said,

“I’m sorry” I said, and started to blow on the porriage

~*~Leeteuk POV*~*~

He started to blow on my food, I couldn’t help but stare at him… Why does he look so much like a girl? Seriously! Sometimes when he starts to act cute, I wanna hug him tightly and bite him! You know! Like whenever you see a little kid acting SUPER cute, you wanna bite them and eat them up?! That’s how I feel when I see him! It’s soo weird! I sometimes think I’m gay! No! I’m too old to be thinking that! For goodness sake Leeteuk! You’re a straight Christian man!

Okay, here’s another example, I want to push him down and- okay, I don’t want to ruin my clean image! Also, people are crazy for KangTeuk! …

 “Hyung” he said, I looked up, those EYES!  “Ahh” he said, leaning the big (asian) spoon towards me, I opened my mouth, and he put the spoon in my mouth. “Good job ahjushi!” he smiled, I stared at him more, “Aren’t you going to swallow?” he asked, I gulped it down.

“Ah, I guess I’m old enough to forget what I’m doing” I joked,

“That and your sick” he said and started to blow on another spoon of porriage, “Now ahh”

“Ahh” I mocked him, he put it in my mouth, “AH!” I yelped, it was still burning hot!

“Ah, sorry!” he said, and started to wipe off the porriage off my chin, “I’ll go get a napkin!” he said and ran out.

I started to the porriage off my chin, he then ran in.

“Ahjushi” he said, and started to wipe the rest off, I looked at him…

Is he a girl?

Wait… come to think of it…

Did he call me oppa earlier?

Nah… it’s probably my weird imagination….

“AHH” he said, and fed me the porriage,

“Hey Alex” I started, he looked at me while blowing on the next spoon, “did you call me oppa earlier?” I asked, he looked up,

“Ahjushi! What are you talking about?” he laughed,

“Guess it was my imagination” I shrugged.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~Alex POV*~*~*~*~**~~*~*

HOLY SIWON! DID I REALLY CALL HIM OPPA?! SERIOUSLY!? ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! DID I?! OMG!  UHFUIAGIFD!! WHHHY?!

I guess two months as being a girl can affect someone…. Wait. For goodness sake! I’m suppose to be a girl!

I made (forced) Leeteuk to choke down some pills, and left.

Okay… now for that freaking cuddler Kyuhyun!

I walked into his room, and his lamp light

“Kyuu-ah” I said and poked him,

No movement….

“Kyuhyun!” I said, and kicked him with my foot a little,

Still nothing,

“Korean bed head!” I yelled, and kicked him again,

“Stop it Leeteuk” he mumbled,

“It’s Arex” I said saying it with a weird accent,

He opened his eyes a little,

“Alex?” he mumbled, he squinted his eyes at me,

“You’re eyes are soo tiny when you first wake up” I laughed,

“Yours are smaller” he yawned, “Now what does baby Al want?” he asked,

“Take your medicine” I threw a small packet of pills to him,

“Why?” he yawned,

“Because, you’re sick” I said, “I felt your head earlier”

“What?” he asked

“Kyuhyun, take your medicine” I said,

“Can I have some water?” he asked, I threw him a water bottle,

“Drink up” I smirked, he listened,

“So.. you just woke me up at…” he looked at his alarm clock, “4 in the morning?”

“I couldn’t sleep since someone’s a cuddler” I sighed, he looked at me,

“What?”

“Anyway, goodnight” I yawned, and walked out and started to make food for them.

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“Alex?” Kyuhyun yawned,

“Morning” I said looking at him with my sleepy eyes, he walked towards me

“Are you okay? You look dead!” he said, and felt my forehead, I felt his,

“You’re still sick” I mumbled, and rested my head in his chest,

“Alex, did you sleep at all last night?” he asked, I shook my head,

“No…” I muttered, “No stand still will ya?!”

“Why?”

“I need to rest a little”

“Why?”

“Stand still” I whimpered, and wrapped my arms around his waist,

“You need to take better care of yourself” he said, and patted my head,

“It’s okay, dad” I mumbled,

“Huh?”

~*~*~*~(Kyuhuyn POV)*~*~*~*~*

I looked at her…

Is she asleep? … While standing up?

“Alex!” I said and poked her,

“Mmm” she grumbled, and then fell on the ground.

“A…Alex?” I looked at her sleepy self

“Just one hour” she yawned, I stared at her.

“Alex?” I asked and poked her stomach with my foot,

She just lied there.

“Aleeexxx” I said stepping on her with one foot, again.. and again…

Then her phone rang… I came to pick it up.

“Hello?”

“Alex?” Ms. Lee asked,

“No, she’s asleep right now”

“Oh, so she’s still at the dorms?!”

“Yeah”

“Oh thank goodness!”

“Ms. Lee, has Alex been sleeping well over there?” I asked,

“Hm? Well… She’s been staying up late to receive calls from people”

“Why?”

“Young love” she laughed, “Of all the people  in Korea she chose him”

“Who?”

“Hangeng!”

“What?”

“I was surprise too! But what can you do? It’s love~”

“O-Oh, so has she been staying up late every night?”

“Pretty much”

“For how long a night?”

“Well…. He would usually call at 3 in the morning… so they would talk for 1 or 2 hours”

“O-oh” I sighed, “Well, don’t worry about Alex”

“Okay, well, I gotta go, bye”

“Bye” I said and hung up.

I turned to look at Alex…

She’s dating Geng?

I looked at her phone and called for Geng.

“Hello?” his voice rang,

“It’s Kyuhyun” I said,

“….”

“Is it true that you and Alex are dating?”

“…..”

“Hyung! I won’t tell anyone! Are you, or aren’t you!?”

“….”

“Hangeng! IF you aren’t, I’ll take her” I threatened,

“If you do I’ll kill you”

“So you are?”

“What’s it to you?”

“Hyung, you have to call her when she’s awake,  it’s not healthy for a girl her age to stay up so late every night!”

“Why would you care?”

“Hyung, if you don’t take better care of her, I will take her away from you” I threatened,

“….”

“Good bye” I said and hung up on him, and went over to Alex, “Al” I said, held her arm, and slung it around my shoulder, and carried her to the couch. I felt her head. It was fine. “Alex… What were you doing last night?” I asked her,

“Taking care… of Leeteuk” she said opening her eyes a little, “There’s some porriage for you too” she muttered, “and when you leave, grab the green bento… it’s for you” she said and fell asleep.

I patted her head, and kissed her forehead, “Be careful okay?” I asked her sleeping figure. I looked at her face… It’s still the same face as before. It looks like a little kid… I touched her cheek, then her nose.

So… I guess…. Alex and Hangeng…. Are dating….

Alex is taken…..

Why does this… kinda… hurt?

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AISH! *head hurts* AISHAISHAISH!

Today was a very... UGHAWGAR day for me! My family owns a small convience store, and there's this freaking retarded woman (who I can't wait till she dies) keeps coming in and uses OUR restroom! I know it sounds wierd, but my mom cleans the restroom, and she HATES it when ppl use it since she HATES cleaning ppl's stuff! and this woman starts cursing my mom IN FRONT OF ME!  calling her a "F***ing b***h" URGH! If i ever see that woman again, i need a gun!

If you are 14 and under and you curse. It doesn't make you look cool. NOT. AT. ALL. It makes me think that you're going to go to death row one day.

anyway, love you, just learn not to curse so often! Also! Merry Christmas Eve Eve!! :D