“Donghae~” I pouted, he hugged me,

“You know you’re gonna have to die since you left without a word RIGHT?!” Donghae stared at me, then grabbed my neck and started to strangle me,

Well there goes his “Wonderful” brotherly image

“Donghae! I! CAN’T! BREATH!” I yelped,

“Did you know how lonely oppa was without his favorite Dongsaeng? Do you know much I was hurt?!” he aked, loosening his grip,

I stared at him, his eyes were starting to get watery,

“Donghae…” I said,

“Oppa is hurt… Oppa is really hurt” he said, with tears falling,

“Donghae…” I said wiping off his tears, “Donghae, what’s the point of me staying there? I’m not going to Kyung Hee… So what’s the point?”

“The point is to keep your brother company!”

“You have so many guys for that!”

“Yes, but sometimes we don’t have the same schedual! So I have to be alone! That’s why you’re with me most of the time!” he said, “Worst of all… I didn’t get to tell you that I’m casted in a drama” he pouted,

“Donghae… I’m- wait… WHAT?! DRAMA?! IS THE SKIP BEAT RUMOR REAL?!” I jumped, pushing him off the bed,

“O…Ow”

“S-S-SORRY! BUT IS IT T-T-T-T-TRUE?! ARE YOU GONNA PLAY SHO?! AND SIWON REN?!” I asked him with beating eyes, “Because Siwon looks better as a Ren!” I said, “Ah~ I feel sorry for the girl who’s going to be Kyoko!” I twirled,

OMMOOO!!! SKIP BEAT?! REALLY?! I'M SoOoOoO HaPpY! I CaN't ExPLaIN My HaPpInESs!! Don't judge me okay?! I LOVE Skip beat just as much as you ELFs love Super Junior!! If you don't know skip beat.... YOU'RE MISSING OUT! It's the BEST Manga and Anime IN THE WOOORRRLLLLDDD!!!

I was smiling like crazy, then I saw Donghae with a wierd face

“…No… A drama called ‘it’s okay daddy’s girl’” Donghae stared at me,

“Oh~” I sighed, 

So much for that~

“Anyway, mom’s making some food, let’s go” he said, I walked out and into the bathroom to brush my teeth.

~*~*~

“Where’s mom?” I asked walking out of the bathroom,

“She headed for the grave first” was Donghae’s reply,

“Oh~” I said, and sat down,

Spring rolls~ Yum!

I tried to take one but then Donghae suddenly hit my hand,

“Ow~” I pouted,

“Let Donghae do it!” Donghae pouted,

“No! I wanna do it!”

“Let Donghae do it!!” Donghae pouted even more, and held a spring roll,

“I wanna feed myself” I said,

“LET. ME. DO. IT” Donghae glared at me,

 I gulped, “G-g-g-got it!” I said and opened my mouth,

“Come back to the dorms” he said, I bit into the spring rolls, and shook my head, “Please!” I bit into the spring roll again and shook my head again, he grabbed another spring roll and gave me another spring roll. I bit into it, “Why???” he pouted,

“Because what’s the point? I have no reason to stay there anymore” I said,

“Because all the members miss you”

“I’m sure Sungmin doesn’t miss me!Considering the way he hit ME” I yelped when I used the hurt the tooth (that Sungmin hit) by chewing,

“Sungmin’s like that! That’s why we don’t tell him a lot of things because he knows martial arts to kill us! That’s exactly why he’s the only one that can bug Heechul and Heechul won’t kill him” Donghae said, eating the spring roll that I took a bite out of, “Besides! Won’t you miss Key and Luna?” he asked,

“I would, but they don’t have time! Key’s doing his promotion with Lucifer with the SHINee members, and I don’t know where the F(X) girls are!” I sighed, “This is what you get for having friends that become famous”

“Come on Alex! I’m lonely!” Donghae pouted,

“Donghae, I can’t go back… The ELFs are… scary… and SONEs…. And SHAWOLs….”

“We all know how scary SONEs are, but SHAWOLs?”

“I was hanging out with Key, then when I went to the bathroom, some 15 year old girl tried to kill me…” I shuddered at the memory,

“It’s okay Alex” Donghae said, feeding me another spring roll,

“How can this be okay? Everyone’s gone often so I’m alone most of the time! Do you know how sad I feel at times?”

“I know how it feels to be lonely” Donghae sighed, “then why won’t you become a singer?”

“Donghae! I can’t-”

“You know… I listen to you in the showers” he said,

“DONGHAE!”

“You’re pretty good”

“I can’t”

“Sing a song”

“W-what?”

“Sing a random song”

“U-uhh….”

“Come on!”

“Hark the Harold angels sing~ Glory to the new born king~” I started to sing (IDK why, but a Christmas song was the first thing that came to mind!),

“Sing a newer song”

“Donghae, can we just hurry? I wanna go to the grave”

He sighed, “Finish up first, okay?” he asked, I simply nodded, but he’s still feeding me…

Then there was an awkward silence...

"So what drama are you in?" I asked,

he smiled, "It's called 'It's Okay, Daddy's daughter'"

My eyes widened, that's what I use to tell dad to say...

~*~*~*~*Flashback~*~**~~*~*~*~

“Appa… I can do this by myself!” I pouted, “I’m already 9!”

“Appa just wants to feed his wonderful daughter” dad said, feeding my spaghetti again,

“But appa” I said chewing the spaghetti, he started coughing, “O! OK!” I said, and took another bit,

“Aigo, daddy’s little girl is growing up so fast!” he smiled, feeding me more spaghetti,

“Appa, can you say, ‘it’s okay daddy’s girl’?” I asked,

“Why?” he looked at me confused

“Because whenever you say it, it makes me feel safe! Whatever you say, you can make me believe it! Like, if you told me that the moon was square, I would believe it!” I said,

“Aw” he said patting my head, “It’s okay daddy’s girl” he said, “But why do you want to hear it so much?”

“Because, daddy looks like he’s sick” I said,

“Daddy isn’t sick! Daddy’s fine” he said, and pinched my cheeks, “You should be worrying about your health! Not mine!”

“How can I not worry? You’re always coughing” I pouted,

“It’s okay daddy’s girl” he said, and feed me the spaghetti again, “It’s okay daddy’s girl”

~*end of flashback*~

Mom already cleaned the grave, so Donghae and I didn’t do very much….

I placed down flowers on dad's grave, and Donghae was holding my hand tightly.

Then we just came back. Donghae and I were sitting on the couch...

I sighed, "Mom has to go to see Donghwa at work...." I thought

I looked at Donghae who was holding back his tears after seeing dad,

"Donghae...." I stared at him,

He looked at me, and wiped away his tears real quick and smiled, "What's up my lil sis?" he said, trying not to choke,

"Are you okay?" I looked at him, 

“I will be...." he smiled, "If you come back..." Donghae said,

I sighed, “No”

“Alex! Please!” he looked at me

“Donghae, please just let me stay here.” I muttered, looking away

“Why?" he held my arm

“Okay, let’s make a deal” I sighed, I know I can't win right now...

“What?”

“Get ALL of the members to say that they miss me! Then I’ll come back” I sighed,

That won’t happen….

“Fine!”

“Get it on a recording so that I can see if you’re lying or not”

“Fine”

“Well, then you probably have a program right now, so bye!” I said,

"See! Without you, I might have forgotten!" Dongahe said,

I sighed, "Bye" I said, and hugged him,

"I'll make you come back okay?" he smiled and waved goodbye

“Like that’ll ever happen” I muttered,

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