My mood is totally ruined now! I was happily talking about Hangeng, and now I see the jerk who cheated on me!

KIHUN!

Urgh! Well you see, while I was in the states for studying, I was dating this retarded Korean guy named Kihun! I didn’t really want to date him, because I still had a HUGE crush on Hangeng! But then Kihun begged me to go out with him! So I did! After a while, I started to like him and started forgetting Hangeng… But during winter break, I went back to Korea to see my mom again. And that was pretty much when it all went downhill for us! He met my “friend” Samantha, and then cheated on me with her! When I came back from Korea, I was all happy ‘cause I would be able to see him again! BUT THEN! Oh BUT THEN! In April! I saw those two making out! IN MY ROOM! Because of a college project thing that HE wasn’t apart but HE just HAD to COME just cause he “missed me”! URGH!

“Ok, can you check what’s wrong with this patient?” Heechul asked, and then looked at me, “Anyway, about Hangeng” he said,

“Hangeng?” Kihun looked at me, I looked away,

“Heechul-shii, can you leave?” I asked, I don’t want him to find out about my secret!

“U-um…”

“Please?”

“Ok” he sighed and left,

When the door closed, I looked down,

“So.. Hangeng… Was he the guy you were madly in love with?” he asked, I was silent, “When we first started going out, you warned me that you were in love with this Hangeng guy” he sighed,

“So? At least I didn’t cheat on you” I said,

“I didn’t cheat on you”

“So what does making out with one of my friends in my bedroom called?” I asked him,

“Alex, you don’t understand!”

“Why are you here anyways?” I cut him off

“Well, I’m an intern for my dad here” he said,

“Whatever” I sighed,

“Anyway, what’s wrong with you?” he asked,

“I’ve been throwing up like crazy” I muttered,

“You do get sick often don’t you Miss. Alex Lee” he asked, putting his hands on the bed-chair thing, I glared at him,

“Hurry up” I said,

He checked me up with all his medical crap,

“Alex, I didn’t cheat on you! I tried to call you a bunch of times, but you wouldn’t pick up!”

I sighed, “Look, You should understand this by now, but what you did, I’m not gonna forgive you for it”

“Alex, please just listen” he said, and gave me one of the most innocent looks,

“No”

“Please?” he asked as he got closer to me,

“What part of NO do you not understand?!” I asked him,

“The part where the one that I fell for left me when she misunderstood the whole thing!”

“What’s to misunderstand?!”

“Sam was the one who made the move on me!”

“Oh really?” I scoffed,

“Alex! Trust me!”

“NO!” I yelled, he suddenly grabbed my shoulder and kissed me, my eyes widend,

I quickly pushed him away, “WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!” I yelled,

“Why is it that when you’re cheating on me, it’s ok, but when some girl kissed me, it’s not ok?!” he yelled,

“I never cheated!”

“Really? What about Hangeng? All you could do was think about him! Did you know how much it hurt to see you have this Chinese guy on your wall?!”

“Think about my feelings when you kissed another girl!”

“You don’t know what happened!”

“I don’t need to know! That was enough proof already!”

“What?! Look, I never cheated on you! I was madly in love with you!”

“Love? Don’t joke around about this! Hurry up with my check up already!”

“Fine” he said, and grabbed his clipboard, “Ok, first is…. Wow…”

“What?”

“Chest x-ray”

“Why do I need one?”

“Then tell my, why are you throwing up?”

“Drinking”

“Ok then, it’s just a hangover”

“But should I really throw up this much?” I asked him,

“It’s normal for some people who have consumed an excess amount of alchohal that their body cannot contain, so that’s probably why you’re acting like this” he said, I bit my lip,

I guess the hospital trip was pointless after all….

“Alright then” I said, and got off the chair,

“Wait” he grabbed my wrist, I glared at him,

“What do you think you’re doing?” I glared at him, he looked at me with his dark brown eyes, and leaned in, I backed away and stared at him,

Why did I ever fall in love with that guy?! He’s such a weirdo? Was it because of his looks? His brownish-black hair, his innocent brown eyes….. WTF?! He reminds me of Hangeng now! CRAPPP!!!

“Please… forgive me…” he said, I glared at him,

“No”

“Please” I pulled me in for a hug,

I quickly pushed him away,”DON’T. DARE. TOUCH ME AGAIN!” I muttered,

“Alex! It wasn’t what you think it was!”

“You’re kidding me right? I knew it from the beginning that you were gonna cheat! I was just to dumb to notice! You always thought since I was just a few f*beep*tarded years younger, you could so anything, RIGHT?!”

“Alex! You’re only what? 4 years younger than me?! That Hangeng guy is 6 or 7 years older that you!”

“It doesn’t matter! What happened,  is over” I said,

“It would’ve been helpful if you would had thought of that while we were dating!”

“I did, but then someone cheated on me!”

“I didn’t cheat!”

“Yes you did!”

Ok, I’m seriously getting pissed off right now!

“I’m leaving” I sternly said,

“Come back soon” he retorted, I scoffed

Don’t expect that any time soon

I walked out of the room, and saw Heechul walking up towards me with a cup of coffee in his hand,

“You ok? I heard some faint yelling in there” he said nudging his head to the door, while handing me a cup of coffee

“Some idiot” I said,

“OoOoOhHhHhHh~ did he steal your girlfriend?”

“…Something like that” I said and pressed the coffee cup against my lips… So hot…..

“Ah~ Worst of all, he’s a doctor” Heechul sighed, “That girl must’ve been conceded to have cheated on you” he patted my head,

He’s making me feel that I only dated him ‘cause he was gonna be a doctor! URGH! I only dated him because I felt bad for him since he was pretty pitiful! I mean…. Sending me flowers every week (We were in college ok? I was a first year… Of course when you’re a college student you’re poor!), asking me our every day, won’t stop following me….  Then when you get mad, you tell him that you’d only date him if he walked around the campus wearing a Pikachu suit holding a sign saying, “I’m Kihun! I’m the idiot wearing a Pikachu suit because I fell for someone!” and guess what happened that week?! Of course I had to date him! Urgh…

"Let's go Alex, I have to drop you off, then go straight to work" Heechul said walked out of the building, I followed,

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I was sitting in the car with Heecuhl again, and it was… awkward… I’m like… pissed off and he has no clue….

“Heechul, can you tell me more about Hangeng?”I asked him, breaking the awkward silence, trying to clam down“And his love life?”

“Okay… what do you want me to say?” he asked me skeptically

“What were the details he told you about?”

“hmm… Well, he said he liked how she would talk comfortably with him, and in public, during the time when Korean people were apparently racist towards Chinese people, she wasn’t afraid to hold his hand! When people made fun of him, she would yell at them saying ‘YAH! LEAVE HIM ALONE!’ and would slap the people! When they’re not in public, they would watch movies together at home. So whenever she fell asleep watching a movie, he would hold her hand, and practice saying his confession to her in Chinese. He one time thought outloud and said, ‘I wish you would call me Bao Bei’ when she asked what that meant, he was nervous, but she kept on saying, ‘it’s ok, just tell me’ and he did! He told her it meant ‘baby’ in chinese, so after that, she did.” Heechul laughed, “I wonder how that guy didn’t understand that she liked him too”

“That’s so cute” I said,

“I know right! It was so funny to see him whine to me that she was falling in love with someone else! So he tried flirting with other girls!” he laughed,

“Eh?”

“You see, after all that ‘Hyung!! What should I dooo??? She’s falling for someone eelllslssssseeeee!!’, I told him to flirt around”

“You what?”

“He did, so he was telling me that she was getting jealous, but then he got sad when she started flirting with guys around her”

“Eh?”

“And then that drunk night happened” Heechul sighed, “We’re home” he pointed to the dorms, and parked,

I quickly walked out and walked up into the dorms. Opened the door, walked into my room, and locked the door. I sat in my bed.... What do I do now? I puffed out my chubby cheeks. What to do what to do.... I grabbed my phone and checked if there were any new text messages... Ok, another messages other than Donghae.... Come to think about it... Who the heck is Ai-chan? Or was it matcha? Urgh... Too lazy to remember.....

 So many messages from Donghae.... "Alex! I miss you!" then "Alex... Why aren't you answering?! :(" then, "ALEX!! ARE YOU OK?!" then, "ALEX! ARE YOU BEING KIDNAPPED?!"-->"DID A FAN BEAT YOU UP?!"-->"IS SOME GUY RAPPING YOU?!"--> "ARE YOU FLIRTING WITH SOMEONE?!"-->"YOU BETTER NOT BE!"-->I'M SERIOUSLY GONNA KILL THE GUY WHO'S FLIRTING WITH YOU!!"--> "Ok... I guess you're not flirting with someone... nvm..."-->"Where are you?"-->"ARE YOU BEING KIDNAPPED?!"-->"WHERE THE HECK ARE YOU?!"--> "I'LL CALL 911!!"--> "OH.... Are you ignoring me?!"--> "I love you...."-->"Sissy... Talk to me..."-->"Do you hate my that much ;w;"--> "SARANGHAEYO AL SISSY! EVIL GIRL WHO WON'T TEXT HER BROTHER BACK!!"-->"..."-->"Are you feeling any better?"--> "Are you throwing up anymore?"--> "Do you still have that hangover?"-->"Alex! If you don't reply, I'm gonna cry! :*("

and that is exactly why I don't ever give a ringtone for my texts...

Oh, a text from Siwon, "ALEX! What'd you do?! I called Donghae's name, and he started bawling!!"

...

Oh! A message from Hangeng! "Hey Alex! What's up? I'm really bored, so can you text me? Or call me? :P"

I smiled, and dialed Hangeng's phone number, Donghae can wait! He's a real man!! 

“H-hello?” Hangeng asked sounding as if he was asleep,

“B-Bao Bei?” I asked,

“I haven’t heard that in a long time” he tried to laugh,

“I’m gonna come to China” I said,

“Eh?!” he sounds awake now….

“Yeah”

“Really? When?”

“With Heechul! But… Is it ok if I stay with you when I’m over there? Heechul is only there for work, so it’ll be cheaper for him to just stay in a single room hotel,” I said,

“Yeah!” he said,

“And…” I bit my lip... There's somthing i REALLY wanted to ask him...

“And what?” he questioned

“Bao Bei….” I blushed, trying to get my words out,

“What is it?”

“Do you….” I started,

“Do I?”

“Do you still…”

“Do I still?”

“Do you still have feelings for me?” I asked him, he paused,

“N-no” he hesitated,

“Because I wanna go on a date when I’m there” I quickly blurted out,

“E-eh?”

“I-I mean, you can say no of course! But, it’s just that… I remembered some things about you… And… Hangeng… D-do you wanna go out?”

“Tell me what you remembered, then I’ll give you my answer” he said,

I gulped, “During TWINS, I wanted to see Donghae, but I couldn’t so I was crying, and you were right there with me… When we use to watch movies, I would pretend to fall asleep, and you would hold my hand and kiss my on my forehead… Those times you cried to me, so much” I said,

“…”

“S-so… What’s your answer?” I asked him,

“…”

“H-Hangeng, I’m sorry if I put you on the spot! It’s just that… I really liked, no, I really was in love with you back then! I would always hope that you would be with me, but that never happened… So… Why don’t we start over?”

“…”

“H-Hangeng?”

“Tell me how much you want me” Hangeng asked,

“E-eh?”

“One date?”

“N-no, I just… I dunno” I said, giving up,

“Ok, it’ll be fun”

“R-really?”

“As long as we share the same bed”

“W-what?”

“No, not like that, it’s just that, back then whenever you would fall asleep, I would carry you into your room, so…”

“N-no IT right?” I stuttered,

“Yeah” he said,

“Ok” I smiled, my heart was beating so fast,

“See you soon, baby” he said and hung up,

I blushed, I don’t know what I should say….

I’M GOING OUT WITH HANGENG!!! THE SUPER AMAZING SUPER NICE AWSOME CAUSE HE’S A HOT CHINESE DUDE HANGENG!!!!

Wait… Here comes a bigger problem…

What if Donghae finds out?

What if Donghae doesn’t let me go to China?

I walked out of my room, and looked around the dorms,

“Hello?” I yelled,

No one…

That’s right… Everyone’s busy….

Ding dong…

The door bell rang,

Wonder who that would be…

I slowly opened the door

 “DONGHAE!” the weird guy suddenly hugged me,

E-EH?! WAS DONGHAE, NO…. IS DONGHAE GAY?!

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Hi people of this wonderful website! What's up?? :D

Aigo!! My back huurrrtttssss!!! And do any one of you want mochi back in this story?

Anywho! Have you heard about SM saying that they'll welcome back Hangeng? :O but to me, it just sounds like drama! I mean... Heechul is friends with Lee Soo Man who is the biggest stock holder-->Super Junior is going a show with Kang Hoon--> Kang Hoon talks about Hangeng not being a man-->causes controvesy over Hangeng's CF--> Hangeng is innocent (of course!)--> SM just HAPPENS to say that! 

Anywho! have you seen hot Zhou Mi? He's soo freakin hot!! I litterally had a nosebleed when i saw him like this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A7iIoxf5tV0  I never thought he could've been y!!! he's like.... *nosebleed*

Love sujudork! :D