“Heechul hyung, are you serious?” I asked him,

“Yeah, I mean, it must be hard for you to find someone with over protective Donghae right?”

“You’re amazing!” I clapped my hands,

“I know I am!” he laughed, “Am I amazing enough for you to make food for?” he asked, I ran past the door, into the bathroom, and threw up again,

“BLEEHHH”

“… You could had just said no….” Heechul said,

I feel like crap right now…

I threw up once more,

Urgh… It hurts…

“Let’s go to the hospital” Heechul looked at me with worry in his eyes,

“N-no… I’m fine” I said, and vomited again,

“We’re going!” He yelled,

“W-what?!” I was surprised, why’s he acting so nice? Usually he ignores me like he did with my existence with the last 4 months I’ve been with Super Junior!

“We’re going, now follow me to my car!” Heechul said,

“Hyung! I’m fine!”

“NO YOU AREN’T! NOW GET IN THE *beep*ING CAR OR I WILL KILL YOU!” he glared

I ran into the car,

Urgh…..

I feel awful…

When I was in the car with Heechul, I thought I would’ve died (like I would with any other member since their driving is TERRIBLE) but surprisingly, he’s a good driver! I sat in the car,

“I'm going
International, go go
International show show
International logo oh oh oh” his CD was playing, I looked at him,

“Who’s singing?” I asked him,

“Someone I know” Heechul replied,

We stopped at a stoplight, he looked at me,

“Do you seriously not know who’s singing?” he asked, I shook my head, he sighed, “You’ll find out in china”

…

We finally got to the hospital… But sadly, there was a waiting line….

I sighed and Heechul and I sat down in the waiting room,

“Heechu, I need to go to the bathroom” I said, he looked at me,

“Are you sure you don’t need my help?” he asked,

“For what? Looking at me vomit? I’m fine!” I said, and walked into the girls bathroom, then into a stall

Yes i know that this is a guy's bathroom, but i am too lazy to look for pictures of restrooms! (that sounds soo wierd!!)

“Hey, wasn’t that Super Junior’s Heechul?” I heard

I bit my lip, crap! Fans!

 “He probably is!”  the other one said

“Where are the other members?”

“I dunno, but who the heck is the dude?”

“He’s probably Heechu’s ‘new’ friend since Hangeng ditched him”

I clenched my hand, What does she mean by ‘ditch’?! They don’t know anything about Hangeng!

“Oh my gosh! That guy has the girliest face in the world! I bet he won’t ever get married! His wife’ll be afraid that he’ll turn gay!” one laugh

“Yeah! That’s probably why he’s with Heechul!”

 “Urgh, Heechul’s such a weirdo! Ha, but it’s probably a good thing that Hangeng left!”

Have you seen Heechul lately? From all the time I’ve known him, he’s depressed and doesn’t talk to people a lot! But the members tell me he use to be amazingly talkative until the point you go “SHUT UP HEECHUL OR I’LL KILL YOU!”

“I know right? Because of him, all these stupid people came to OUR entertainment industry!”

“Yeah! Urgh, I mean, what’s with Henry and Zhou Mi? The whole reason they made Super Junior M is because SM felt bad for Henry and Hangeng! I mean, that stupid Canadian doesn’t even deserve to be in super junior!”

DON’T YOU DARE TALK ABOUT HENRY LIKE THAT! YOU DON’T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT HIM!

“Yeah! They should have known by now that NO ONE cares about Canadians! Only Americans! Hence, why people like Kara! Not Stupid Junior N!”

It’s M! SUPER JUNIOR M YOU *beep*TARDS!

“I know right! Zhou Mi… Why did they even add him? He’s just another *beep*ly Chinese guy!”

“Probably because Hangeng needed another *beep* buddy since Heechul was rejected into china”

“Hey, do you wanna ask if Heechul knows who where Siwon is? He’s so freaking hot!”

“No! Donghae! He’s so cute and innocent!”

I walked out of the stall, hiding my face. Then quickly walked out and had a small glance at those girls. I quickly waked back to Heechul, and sat next to him.

Two girls approached us,

“Hello Heechu oppa! We’re really big fans!” one said,

Urgh, it’s the ones from the bathroom! Don’t they have any shame?

“Is… Donghae here?” another asked

…. Ha! You just made fun of Heechul, Hangeng, Henry and some guy named Zhou Mi, now you’re asking for my brother?!

“No, but this is his sibling” Heechul said pointing at me, I glared at them, but they didn’t pay any attention to it,

“Ah, hello!” One smiled, “Are you Donghwa?”

“Alex” I faked a smile,

Wish they would just leave us alone!

“Oh~ Hmm… I’ve never heard of you before” the other said,

“I was in America studying, since Donghwa was already married, they didn’t mind revealing him as Donghae’s sibling, however, because I’m still single and young, out parents didn’t want anyone to know of my existence because they didn’t want people to use me to get to Donghae” I said,

“Really? Well, that’d be a shame for people to date you just because of your brother! But even if your brother wasn’t famous, you’d probably date a lot of girls since you’re so handsome!” one of them said,

Liars…..

“In fact, I’ll go out with you” one of them said,

“He’s taken” Heechul said, “he’s dating someone from China”

“…Ohh” they said, and awkwardly left,

I sat there awkwardly with Heechul... Ok, I NEED to do something! I'm soo bored! I quickly turned my body towards Heechul,

“Heechul, can I go outside for a bit? The air is hard to breath in” I complained,

“Aish! Do you have your cell phone with you?” Heechul asked, I nodded, “Ok” he gave out a deep sigh,

I walked out, and saw the two girls again,

“SEE! I told you he was dating Heechul!”

“Urgh! That weirdo!”

YOU KNOW WHAT?! I can’t stand them anymore!

I turned my phone on silent, and started to “talk” to it,

“Oh, Donghae?” I said walking out of the building, “Aish, I’m fine! … Don’t worry! It’s not cancer” I said, “Will you stop worrying about me?” I asked him, “Aish, don’t worry about it!” I sighed, “Oh, and I overheard two girls talking about Hangeng, Henry and Zhou mi! They were so mean! I wanted to cry when I heard that! They said because Hangeng and Zhou mi were Chinese, they didn’t deserve to be in Korea! Also! They were making fun of Henry! … What? Kill them you say?” and walked out, I looked back, and I saw those 2 girls staring at me,

I walked back in, and sat near Heechul,

We were waiting… and waiting…

“Heechul-shii and Alex-shii” the woman said, we both walked to the desk,

“Follow me” she said and walked us to a room,

“Aish, more waiting” Heehcul sighed,

I sat on the chair, and waited,

“Heechul-shii, are you close to Hangeng?” I asked him, already knowing the answer, Heechul paused,

“Y-yeah…”

“From a scale from one to ten, how close” I asked,

“Well, we told each other everything! Like this one time where he told me that he was madly in love with this one girl, and when he had enough courage to ask her out, he found her drunk! Then he almost slept with her too! But she was only 16 years old, and then something stopped him from sleeping with her! It’s kinda sad though! I was rooting for him! Also, he didn’t let go of her after a long while…”

Eh? Is he talking about me? Does he know it’s me?

“E-eh? C-care to explain?” I asked,

“Well, you see, he was in love, like seriously! IN LOVE with this girl! He would, whenever he had free time, go over her house! He pretty much did everything for her! Comfort her while she’s crying, watch movies with her, cook for her… He would always tell me about the things he likes about her” Heechul suddenly sighed, “EVERY. SINGLE. DETAIL” he implied,

“Like?”

“Well, like one time, when they were watching a movie, he told me that he liked the way she fell asleep. She would try to stay away when he’s around her, but fail miserably. She would try to keep her head up, but then lower it, then keep it up again, then lowered it. Her eyes would try to stay open, but it wouldn't open. Whenever she would fall asleep, he would gently place her head on his shoulder, and and lay his head on top of her head... Then he would just kiss her on the cheek when she's asleep...”

Awww! Hangeng was that much in love with me? He's so cute! 

Heechul shivered, “I sometimes wonder how Hangeng found out that she had a tiny mole on her chest”

“What?”

“Well, I don’t know how, but he saw a small mole on her chest” he said, and pointed to his left , “Here”

My eyes widened, EH?!

“Also, when Hangeng was having a hard time in Korea, he would go to her house to find happiness.”

“…Like?”

“Well, during training times, he had a hard time understanding anything Korean! That girl met him while she was looking for someone, but I don’t remember, but he said something about a coffee shop… The coffee shop was really full, so they had to share a table.”

“Oh”

 “I don’t know how, but after a little while, they started to talk for a long while.” Heechul said,

That’s right…. When I first met Hangeng, we were stuck in a coffee shop, I tried to say “Hi” to him, but then he looked at me as if he didn’t understand me…. After a while I talked to him, then… Well, I thought he wouldn’t understand me, so I started to talk to him about Donghae…

“Oh my gosh, and don’t let me forget to tell you about the weirdest things he told me he liked about her! Gosh! He’s soo weird! He’s 21 and he fell for a 15 year old girl!” Heechul sighed,

Hey! I was mature for being 15! I had the highest grades to past senior year in high school!

“He said he liked the way her stomach would rumble, cause she would get embarrassed and hit her stomach! Or whenever she would be an immature little girl, he would just laugh it off, and she would be embarrassed! But it broke his heart when she started to tell him that she had a crush on this on guy- but even though Hangeng was the one tell me about the description of the guy, I could tell she was talking about him” he sighed, “He even started whining about it! He went like, ‘What should I do Heechul?! I’m losing her! I’m loosing ’what her name was!''” Heechul imitated Hangeng

Aww, Hangeng’s so cute!

I started to smile,

Aww, I wish I went out on a date with him! I would have been the happiest girl on earth!

“What else did he do?” I asked him,

“That was when he tried to ask her out, but then she was drunk,” he sighed,

The door opened, Heechul and I both looked up,

“Oh, hello, I’m your doctor!” he lifted up his face, my eyes widened,

“Kihun?" I stared at him, he looked at me, then his eyes widened,

"Alex?"