“So~ You must be interested in a certain Chinese guy” she stared,

“W-what? N-no,”

“It’s pretty obvious, I came down and wanted to get you” she smirked,”And then I heard parts of your conversation with Hangeng”

“E-eh?”

“But don’t do anything weird at such a young age ok? You’re still young, so you don’t want to have a child yet!” she said,

“W-what are you?”

“Well you and Hangeng have that kind of relationship right?” she stared at me,

“What do you- OH! N-NO! W-WE DON’T!” I blushed,

“Then what kind of relationship do you two have?”

“F-friends?”

“It doesn’t seem like it” she mumbled, “Unless, there’s a story behind it” she looked at me,

“I-I’m not sure you’d like to listen to-”

“Come on!! It’ll be fine! I won’t tell anyone!” she said giving me the cutest face ever!

Gosh, why do moms have to be so cute?!

“W-well, we didn’t really ‘date’”

“Eh? Explain!”

“3 years ago, I had a HUGE crush on him”

“To what extent?”

“To where I couldn’t stop thinking about him no matter what I did”

“Ok, continue”

“Well, one day, he was teaching my how to make fried rice, and while we were cleaning up, we accidentally….” I paused, and touched my lips,

“He kissed you?!” widened, “Details! Details!”

“Well, he was teaching my how to cook fried rice, and at times, he would acciedentally bump into me, and then when I wasn’t cooking it right, he would put his arms around me, like a hug, and move my arms to do it right! Well, my heart was beating… dugeun dugeun all over! His gentle smile… His cute Chinese accent… Everything” I blushed so hard thinking about him,

“AWW! You’re too cute!” she smiled, “Continue!”

“Well, then while we were cleaning it up, it was REALLY silent for some reason, and then, he squirted water at me for some reason, and then we got in a water fight, then ended up slipping, and he grabbed the counter for support, while I grabbed him for support…” I started to blush,

“What?! COME ON!! Continue!!” she said eagerly,

“Y-you sure? It seems odd since I barely know you”

“Well continue! I won’t tell anyone!”

“O-ok… Well, we stared at each others eyes, and he leaned in and…” I touched my lips,

“And then?”

“We started to” I touched my lips again, “Then he left saying that he didn’t feel the same way, but now he comes back and says ‘I lied back then because Super junior had a rule, that if one member liked a girl, then we would back off no matter who she was, and you were Donghae’s sister, so I backed off on you… But I love you’”

“W-Wow! This is better than a drama!” she said,

Hmm… Come to think of it… My life really is like a Korean drama!

I fell for a guy, he kissed me then left, years later, he became something REALLY big. Meanwhile I’m living with my brother pretending to be a guy, and I fell for another guy who broke my heart, and Hangeng comes back and tells me that he’s in love with me.

It’s JUST like one! 

“SO? Who are you in love with?” she asked,

“I don’t think I’m going to fall in love EVER again” I sighed, “It hurts too many times”

“But it’s only with Hangeng right?” she stared at me,

“No, in America, I started to date this guy named Kihun, at first, I didn’t like him that much, but then I fell for him and started to forget about Hangeng… and then he cheated on me” I sighed,

“Omo!”

“Then when I told Henry that I liked him, he broke my heart” I sighed,

“Poor thing!”

“Worst part is, I’m only 20 and yet I’ve been heartbroken 3 times!”

“So young!” she said,

“Well, I’m going to get some sleep now” I said,

“You sure?” she looked at me,

“Yup,” I smiled, bowed, and walked out.

~**~

“I wanna be in China so much” I whined,

I sat in my room, hugging my stuffed panda, in the dark…

“I wanna see you too”  he said

“Isn’t there anyway for you to come to Korea? Please?” i begged

“Sorry, I’m busy with work” he sighed

“You’re always busy, everyone’s busy” I mumbled,

“Love ya”

“Hankyung~” I whined,

“What do you want to do here with me? Won’t you feel awkward?”

“I thought you wanted to be with me”

“I do, but I want you to feel the same way”

“I do! Find another excuse!”

“Well, what if i… you know to you again”

“I wouldn’t mind” I said,

“What if I you?”

“You wouldn’t”

“But I’m a man”

“Trust me, that only happens when I let you do it”

“Really? Prove it”

“Hannie! How can I prove it when we can’t see each other?” I pouted,

“Fine, when we do!” he said,

“Hangeng… I wanna see you again”

“Want me to take a picture of myself?” he joked,

“YES!”

“What?”

“Take it now!”

“I was kidding”

“I don’t care! Do it!”

“… Fine… but you better do the EXACT same thing!” he said,

“Ok” I said, and tried to find the camera on my phone, and took a picture of myself, and sent it,

“Sent!” I heard him say

“Same”

“Don’t look at mine till we hang up ok?”

“Why?”

“Because I don’t want you too…” he said,

“Whatever” I said, “Hannie, I miss you” I said (trying to say it) seductively

“Trying to seduce me much?” he joked,

“And what if I am?” I joked back,

“Like I said, I might fall for it”

“Meh!” was all I could think of,

“Smart!” he said referring to my reply,

“What do you expect me to say? ‘Oppa, what if I said I’d sleep with you’?”

“Wow, you’re too innocent for that”

“I might become bad one day” I said trying not to laugh

But somehow, both of us ended laughing at that,

“Well, I’d be the first to know” he said,

“Because you’ll be the first one to me”

“You know it!” he joked,

“But seriously Hannie! I wanna see you again” I whined,

“What do you expect me to do?”

“I dunno! COME TO KOREA!”

“Uh, Korea won’t let me enter!”

“Meanie”

“Well sorry,”

I laid on my bed, closed my eyes and hugged my body pillow,

“Alex~” he whispered,

“WHOA!” I jumped,

“What’d I do?”

“N-no! It’s just that I was hugging my pillow, and you just whispered, and if felt like… YOU KNOW!!” I said,

“Oh~ Well maybe” he said seductively,

“Stupid” I laughed,

“You know you want me!”

“Wierdo!” I said,

“Hey, if you ever come to China, I’m gonna ask you something ok?”

“Why not now?”

“Because, I don’t wanna! Besides! What time is it over there?” he asked,

“…. 5 AM….” i mumbled, and then it became quiet for a little bit

“Go to sleep!” he said

“But I wanna talk to you” I whined,

“Sorry, but we have no reasons to talk longer at 5 AM if we have no special relationship”

“If we started dating, would you let me talk to you longer?” I asked him,

“Yeah…. Why?”

“For one hour, let’s be a couple” I said,

“… Why?”

“Just one more hour!”

“Look, you’re going to-”

“One hour please baby?” I said (trying to sound seductively), I heard him gulp

“No”

“Please Hannie?” I begged,

“…”

“Hangeng~ please?”

“What are we going to talk about if we do?” he said

Did he agree? Yes!

“Anything is fine!” I said

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Hello people of the wonderful world!!!

It's the saddest day on earth for me!! YES!! It's my birthday!! jk, but i am one year closer to death *sigh*......but I wonder why people think i'm depressing when i say that? ISn't it a good thing? i'm one year closer to seeing my Lord and Savior!! (YES!! I'm a Christian!! 100% Christian!! :D the BEST desision i made in my ENTIRE life is trusting Jesus Christ!! :D)

But i AM getting old!! ;w;

Lol, ANYWHO!! thanks for the "happy birthday"s!! :D who knows what might happen today! I might post up an extra chapter!! ;) but blaa!! the people in my school are soo wierd!! but i love them soo much!! everyone was saying happy birthday to me, and a friend wrote happy birthday to me in korean! AND HE'S MEXICAN! you can tell he was expressing his mexican-ness when he wrote "I love tacos" in korean!! xD I know the wierdest people!! hehe!! MY EVIL canadian friend drew me the MEANEST PICTURE EVER as a card!! ;w; it was like a comic, and for me it said, "It's my birthday! Where's the cake!" and some guy (in the pic) was like, "You're asian! No one cares! Make your own cake!!" ;w; it's kinda funny since a somewhat same senario is happening right now! MY family gives me money to buy my OWN birthday present! ;w; oh well! I still love them! :D

Also!! Do you guys know Yoogeun? From SHINee hello baby? he gave me a birthday present!! click here!! and so did Heechul!! Click here!! and so did SNSD!! click here!! I love random people on the internet lol!! xD

well, don't wanna write TOO much since i'll annoy u ppl! Love u lots!! :D see u later!! (maybe? hehe)