Henry… You huge jerk!

Yes, I’m an idiot in my room… CRYING…

UGH! Stupid Canadian!

I looked at my phone, I NEED to talk to someone!

Donghae? No… TOO overprotective…

Kyuhyun? No… He doesn’t know that I’m a girl…

Siwon? Not sure if he’s a ert or not…

Hangeng?… would he mind?

I dialed his number, and waited for him to pick up,

Hangeng… Please pick up…

No answer… Aigo….

“Alex… I’m leaving” Mrs. Kim said,

Crap! I forgot that she was here!

“A-Alright!” I said, I closed the lights to my room, and laid on my bed,

Before I knew it… I fell asleep…

~**~

“Fighting Evil by moonlight!” my phone rang,

I woke up, got up and opened my phone,

“Hello?” I mumbled,

“Oh, Alex? Are you asleep? I’m sorry, did I wake you up?” Hangeng asked,

“Hm? Oh, no, I’m fine, just hold on a second” I said,

Yes, I’m still DEAD tired, but I want to talk to Hangeng more than anything right now…

“I can hang up so you can sleep” Hangeng said,

“No… I wanna talk to you” I said,

“Ok, what can be so important?” he asked,

"What are you doing right now?" I asked him,

"Eating..."

"Fatty"

"Love you too, haha, anyway, why'd you call?" he asked

“I missed you” I said, it was the first thing that came to me,

“Hm?”

“I’ve really… Really missed you…” I said,

“… You know you’re sounding really seductive right now don’t you?” he joked,

I laughed, “What are you going to do about it if I really tried to seduce you?”

“I’d probably fall for it” he said,

I rested my head on the wall, “And what would you do?” I asked,

“What do you want me to do?” he asked,

“Make me feel attractive”

“And how would I do that?”

“You make that decision”

“I’d probably kiss you” he said,

“That’s it? Then that would make me feel used if you ONLY did that” I said,

“What else would you want me to do?” he asked,

“I told you to pick”

“Then…” he thought for a bit, “I’d treat you to dinner”

“Then you’d be like a parent, they give you plenty of kisses, and feed you every night”

“I’d buy you flowers”

“To boring”

“While wearing a Pikachu costume,”

“Happy Halloween?”

“With a sign saying ‘I’m a fool but I fell for the most perfect girl in the world’”

“Anything else?”

“What else do you want?”

“Hm… Explain our date” I said,

“Huh?”

“Make it up, I want to imagine, what would happen if we went on a date” I said,

“Hm… Well, I’d wake you up”

“It’s in the morning?”

“I want to be with you as long as I can” he said,

“… Ok, continue” I blushed,

“I’d wake you up with a kiss in the morning to wake you up,”

“Like a married couple?”

“Let me continue!”

“Ok” I chuckled,

“Then, I would make you some fried rice” he said, “I would watch you eat my rice in the warm sun…. Then we would watch a movie together… and…” he paused,

“You can make me kiss you if you want, I don’t mind” I blushed,

“You sure?” he asked,

“Yup”

“Ok, while the movie, I would kiss your cheek, you would turn around and hit me”

Ha, he knows me so well…

“But no matter what, I would keep on doing it, and then when I reached for your lips…”

“I would kiss you back” I said,

“Eh?”

“This is pretend right?” I smiled,

“R-right, but…”

“I don’t mind, you can say anything” I smiled,

So this is what Hangeng really feels…

“Ok…”

“Continue! I really like it” I smiled,

“You sure?”

“Yup!”

“Well, then… I would kiss you a bit rougher, just you being with me would make me go crazy”

“Then you would push me down on the couch like you did last time?” I joked,

“You wouldn’t like it” he said,

.. he knows me so well haha,

“Go on” I said,

“An night, we would go out… And that’s all I can think of” he finished, “Did that help make you feel attractive?”

“Not really” I sighed,

“Well, I don’t understand why you would feel unattractive! You’re perfect!”

I couldn’t help but blush when he said that, “And how would I be perfect?”

“The way you’re so innocent, you’re voice, you’re personality, how you always seem to help people even though you have a feeling like you’re going to die…” Hangeng started,

“Stupid~” I chuckled, “But it’s only inner beauty, I’m nothing outside” I sighed,

“What? Who said that?!” he sounded mad,

“No one, I just felt like it” I sighed,

“Look, to me, you’re the most perfect and beautiful girl on earth! You’re eyes, you’re lips, everything about you makes me lust after you! The way you walk, the way you speak…” he suddenly stopped, “The way you look at me, makes me want you so much” he sounded embarrassed when he said that,

I blushed like crazy after that! He finds me a turn on?! A TURN ON?!

“Hey Alex” I heard Yesung’s voice,

“Yeah?”

“Can you come to my floor? My mom wants you for some reason” Yesung said,

“A-alright” I said to him, “Hangeng, I have to go” I said,

“Ok”

And I hung up on him,

I ran outside, and looked at Yesung,

“Why does your mom want me?” I asked him,

“I dunno” he said, and grabbed my hand,

“Hyung-nim! What are you doing?” I asked him,

“I want to obey my mommy” he said,

“A-Alright?” I looked at him,

He’s sooooo weird!

We got in the elevator, I stared at Yesung, and he was just staring away at me,

~**~

We walked into Yesung’s dorm room, and I smell food!

“Alex!!” Yesung’s mom came towards me,

“Oh, Mrs. Kim” I stared at her,

“Alex,” she grabbed my hands, “Come! Sit!!” she walked me to the table,

“Mrs. Kim, what’s that smell?” I asked her,

“Sit down!” she said, and pulled me to a seat,

I sat down, but the aroma in the dorm was SOOO mouthwatering….

“Here! Eat!” she smiled, and started to bring out food… and A LOT of food.

First was extra spicy tofu soup (I could tell it was extra spicy by the smell.. PLUS IT HAD CLAMS!!), then black bean noodles, then cucumber kimchi, kimchi pancakes, potato pancakes, egg rolls, aannndd FISHY CAKE!!

“Eat!” she smiled, and handed me chopsticks,

“Mrs. Kim! Wasn’t this a big bother?” I stared at her,

“Not really, it was fun cooking” she smiled, “Now come on! Eat!!” she said,

“Are you sure?”

“I’m going to be hurt if you don’t!” she said, “Plus, you just broke up with your lover, so I don’t want you to be hurt” she whispered,

“What? N-no! We weren’t l-lovers” I blushed

“Well you were crying! Eat up the pain!” she smiled, “PLUSSS!! We didn’t eat much earlier, so eat up now”

“But ma’am! I don’t think I could eat this much”

“Eat it! Or I’m going to cry! You don’t have to eat all of it!”

“O-ok” I said, and started to eat it

Wow… AMAZING! She’s such an amazing cook!

Before I knew it, I pigged out, and finished it ALL!

“Whoa!! You’re soo cute!” she said,

“Thanks” I blushed,

“Yesung, you can go to sleep now” she said,

“K” he yawned, and slept,

“ANYWAY! SO! You’re single now?” she smiled,

“Now, I’ve always been single” I said,

“Oh~ So you’ve liked Henry?” she asked

“Y-yeah…”

“So… What do think of my Yesung?” she asked,

“Hm? He’s a good friend I guess” I thought outloud, “Why?”

“Well, Donghae and I talk a lot, and he talks NONstop about you” she sighed, “But after meeting you, he was completely right”

“Wait, what’d he say about me?” I asked,

“That you’re a beautiful girl, polite, adorable, blushes easily, can cook”

“O-oh”

“You’re like the perfect wife” she smiled,

“Really?”

She nodded, “You’re sooo cute!”

“Thanks Mrs”

“It’s mommy!”

“U-um… Mom” I blushed,

“Aigo, you’re too cute” she smiled, resting her head on her fist,

“Thanks mommy” I blushed,

“So~ You must be interested in a certain Chinese guy” she stared,

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Hello people in the world that i don't know but still love you!!

Well... i'm STILL not done selling candy... Gosh! I thought it would be quick! but right now, i think either 2 things. 1. God is mad at me or 2. He's putting me through a trial. but at least i'm getting closer to turning my guy friend into a super junior fan! (He's 1/4th korean!! lol!!) *sigh!* he owes me so much 'cause i let him wear MY pikachu hat ;w; plus i have to buy some other guy 6 boxes of twinkies.... GREAT... T.T

Anywho! Please pray for me, to hopefully sell ALL my candy! because i want to rest on my birthday (Which is on the 25th) i'm sooo happy! My cousin got me a Super Junior 1st concert DVD!! and my Grandpa got me a Super junior 3rd ver. C & 4 al. Ver C ^__^ with 30 bucks! I love you grandpa!!! (Even though he really didn't know what to get me, so i had to pick it out myself lol! but i still love him!!) Only my family would give me money to buy my own birthday present (Other than my nice cousin! which i'm scared right now cause she's RARELY ever nice to me!! She's the one who made me love Super Junior! cause of her everyone... EVERYONE calls me obsessed! including my mommy!!)

Also, i heard a Canadian Elf committed suiside today! ;w; Isn't that sad?! Also, on her suiside note, it said “Oppa, I love you forever and ever but you never notice that I’m there.. You never realize how much I love you, I love you more than any ELF can.. And now, I will be an angel guarding you.." ... If i was Super Junior, i'd be sad, and scared to be honest.... because i mean... SHE SAID THAT but they don't know her ;w; but, i think Henry would be scared too! Don't you think? 

Anyway, love you lots! :) i'll try my BESTEST to update! (cause apparently, no matter how hard i try, i always check on this site to see any new comments! i blame u ppl for my obssession!!)