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Jae Mi and her 7 Prince Charmings
Sensing something was wrong , Hyun Joong oppa said " I'll go and pay for the soft toy ... " He took the Snow White soft toy out of my hand and headed away towards the counter .
There was a very loooooooooong awkward silence . Argh ! What should I do ? What should I say ? What took Hyun Joong oppa soooooo long ? I lowered my head and used my long hair to cover my embarrased face . " Jae Mi ah , are you OK ? " Kim Bum oppa broke the silence first .
" Ya ... I'm fine ... Don't worry about me ... " I replied and lift up my head to give them a weak smile . " But how do you know ... "
" You were saying how good Kim Bum oppa were , and all the stuff that you said were about him , anybody would have guessed it ... " So-Eun said with a sorry expression . " You don't mind me telling him , do you ? "
" Aish , me and my big mouth ... " I mumbled under my breath . How could I not mind ? Things would not have been so awkward if he didn't know , but I couldn' t blame So-Eun , right ? She's innocent too , things didn't turn out this way because of her , Kim Bum oppa won't like me even if she didn't exist ... And further more , she's so beautiful and nice , it's difficult for Kim Bum oppa not to like her right ? " Sooo , what are you two doing here ? " I asked trying to change the subject .
" Your birthday is coming soon so we came to buy you a birthday present . " Kim Bum oppa said giving me a smile .
" Oh I see ... So , where's my present ? "
" We haven't got to choose one and we saw you with ... your brother ? "
" That's my ... cousin ... He bought me here to buy my birthday present . " I answered . " I'll have to go now , see you next time . " I exclaimed as happily as I could giving them a fake laugh .
I quickly walked out of the shop before any of them could say anything . I must have looked very weird walking away all of a sudden , but I didn't care , I just need to get out of there . I stopped at a corner and started to phone Hyun Joong oppa ... Why isn't he answering ? He didn't leave me here alone did he ?
" So you've finished talking ? I thought you would need some time alone with them . " Hyun Joong oppa suddenly appeared beside me .
" I don't feel like talking about it , I'll tell you next time . " I said with a smile . " But now , I want to go home ... Can you please drive me home ? " I asked , looking down .
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I know I still couldn't totally forget about Kim Bum oppa and maybe I never will . No matter what , he's still my first crush . However , I don't feel as sad anymore . My feelings this time is just different from the time when I just found out that he like So-Eun . That time , my tears broke out , but this time , I didn't feel like crying . Maybe , one day , I will no longer feel sad when I think about him , I hope . I want to have good memories about him and continue to be friends with him . He's so good to me , I won't want to lose such a good oppa . When things are not so awkward , we can still be like last time , right ?
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