Lee Hyukjae (Special Chapter 1)

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A/N: Hello guys! How is your day? Hope it is fine. Well for today, we’ll have a special chapters. I just found these guys last night when I’m surfing the net. It’s interesting so I thought of sharing it all to you. Hope you like it. It’s a message to Hyuk-Oppa written by Chinese ELF.

Lee Hyukjae

The one that will laugh until he fell is called Lee Hyukjae,
The one that will cry until he has no more image left is called Lee Hyukjae,
The one that sees dancing as his life is called Lee Hyukjae,
The one that will give it his all for his friends is called Lee Hyukjae,
The one with a child-like soul is called Lee Hyukjae.

The Lee Hyukjae that is always smiling actually feels insecure,
So he made a promise with us to only say it once,
The Lee Hyukjae that always cries is actually very strong,
So we never heard of the hard times during trainee period from him,
The Lee Hyukjae that is always hyper is actually afraid of being alone,
So he always does his best to treasure everyone around him,
The Lee Hyukjae that is very silly has a very delicate heart,
So he always felt that he didn’t give enough to s,
The Lee Hyukjae that will cry when he is happy,
What that Lee Hyukjae wants is actually very simple,
A stage, fans and friends and he can be satisfied.

Lee Hyukjae has a simple growth,
One Junsu, One Donghae, One Sungmin and one SJ is enough to say it all,
Lee Hyukjae’s brain(thinking) is very simple,
Happiness and Blissed is enough to fill it all up,
Lee Hyukjae’s heart is very simple,
There is only Forgive, Forget and Endure.

Everything about Lee Hyukjae is very simple, but is enough to let us remember it with our everything,
But we not know what pain is hidden behind that simple story,
How can it not be tiring that dark entertainment biz,
Our Lee Hyukjae only showed us the very best,
Lee Hyukjae, you are very strong actually, right?
Or else how did you managed to endure 6 years of trainee period?
Our Lee Hyukjae, actually you are very fragile/delicate,
Or else why is that part of your heart so easily being touched?

That Lee Hyukjae is always touching us with his unique style,
That Lee Hyukjae just have that ability to let us smile and cry,
Looking at that dorkish you,
Thinking whether you are truly happy,
Looking at that you with the silliest smile ever,
Is there any trace of tears that you wept secretly without letting us know,
Looking at the serious you,
Thinking if you are actually having a hard time,
Looking at the you that is always being tricked,
Thinking if that pure soul of yours has ever been hurt,
Thinking, and thinking… Just smiling like that,
My mouth is saying “stupid boy”, but my tears just keep flowing.

So Lee Hyukjae,

If you are not happy, can you tell us?
If you are tired, can you rest for a while?
If you have been hurt, can you blow a temper too?

As compared to someone who wants to see you smile,
We are more than willing to be that someone who can cry with you and comfort you,

Never ever forget Lee Hyukjae, just like we will never forget ourselves,

Monkey?
Jewel?
Royal Highness (Chinese ELFs nickname of him)?

The cuteness of a Monkey, shining like a Jewel with the air of a Royalty, that’s why we all love you.
And throwing away the shine of a star,
What we treasure the most is the pureness in Lee Hyukjae,
The silly smile on screen,
The craziest idea on reality,
And even these un-noticeable personality in him makes us want to know him more,
From trainee Lee Hyukjae until the shining Lee Hyukjae on stage,
No one will ever doubt what difficulties he ever faced,

While everyone is changing to suit and accomodate the entertainment world,
He is still using the silly way of Lee Hyukjae to walk his own way,
Can imagine how difficult the process is.
But he never gave up,
Because this is Lee Hyukjae, ain’t it?

Can cry because of s,
And never ever thought that maybe he can be more selfish,
Even if this is the case,
There are still people that say,
“Lee Hyukjae you should be more close with Lee Donghae”,
“Lee Hyukjae you should treat Sungmin better”,
“Lee Hyukjae how could you replace Junsu in your heart?”,

Really want to tell you that if you are selfish and think of youself just for once,
We will not blame you,
If you have to forget the pain, forgive and finds it hard one day,
We will be with you,
Our heart hurts because of your silly-ness, your stupid-ness and the stubborness in your heart.

You treasure Kim Junsu, your childhood friend,
You treasure Lee Sungmin, the one who grew with you,
You treasure Lee Donghae, the one who was with you through thick and thin,
You treasure the members with you always,
But you forget to treasure Lee Hyukjae.

The one who gave up 3 chances of debut because of Kim Junsu,
The one who doesn’t like Seafood but bought Seafood for Lee Donghae,
The one who is stingy but promised to buy expensive gift for Lee Donghae,
The one that doesnt manage your cyworld but told Lee Donghae that you will always be there when he needed you the most,
The silly boy that always give Lee Donghae all the sense of securities in the world,
The one that took the public bus just to send Lee Sungmin home
The one that stayed up all night just to write a birthday song for leader Teuk,
The one that worries so much for Kangin but couldn’t say a thing,
The one that always doesnt’ care about his image in SJ shows,
The one that cry for members, cry for success, but never cry for himself,

Actually, Kim Junsu has Kim Jaejoong, you need not worry about him,
Actually, Lee Sungmin has Kim Youngwoon, he can protect him,
Actually Lee Donghae has Kim Heechul, he will take care of him,
Please love and take care of yourself more.

Everyone uses the word “Silly”, “Dorkish” and “Cry-baby” on you,
But those who knows you well will say,
“Lee Hyukjae isnt silly, he is using his eyes to see the pretty world fully”,
“Lee Hyukjae isnt dorkish, he is using the simplier way to treat everything”,
“Lee Hyukjae is no crybaby, he is just so innocent that he doesn’t know how to protect himself”.

Please remember these people are always behind you:
Teuk Omma, the one that always brings you along no matter where,
Heechul, the one that still won’t led you astray,
Hangeng, the one who can’t really speak (korean) well but says he loves you,
Yesung, the one that always complain that you dont visit him,
Kangin, the one that always bully you but treats you the best,
Shindong, the one that says he is the closest with you on screen,
Sungmin, the one that always stands besides you,
Donghae, the one that life isn’t complete without you,
Siwon, the one that always catches your tears or you,
Ryeowook, the one that always worries you can’t eat well and cry,
Kibum, the one that gently blow your eyes for you,
Kyuhyun, the one that shouts for you to come back,
ELFs, the one that is ALWAYS supporting you forever,
Eunhyuk’s fans, the one that wants to cry and smile with you always.

Don’t always give all the happiness to us,
We wants to wipe your tears for you too.
Lord’s child Lee Hyukjae — Wish that you will be happy forever.

 

 

A/N: It’s quite sad reading this poem right? –sigh- Hyukkie-oppa, what kind of hardships are you really going into? Tell us please. :(

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Teneky
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Chapter 43: This was a nice and pleasant addition to the story! It's nice to read another P.O.V and we all know Kyuhyun! ;)
Thank you. <3
Teneky
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Chapter 42: A very sweet story. It had its ups and downs, but in the end, everything turned out the way it was supposed to. <3
I'm glad I read this one. I was able to enjoy it a lot!

And I agree feelings can't just disappear easily, it's never the end when we want something.

Thank you for sharing! <3
Teneky
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Chapter 41: The conclusion: Always talk, that way misunderstandings are avoided!
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Chapter 40: Well, I take back what I said, maybe she's not so bad. But still.
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Chapter 39: So far things are going well, but I still don't trust her! o.O
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Chapter 38: And she better not make a mistake!
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Chapter 37: It does make sense, but Eunhyuk had a lot of questions to ask, didn't he?
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Chapter 36: He'll do whatever it takes to make things right!
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Chapter 35: What happened? o.O
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Chapter 34: I hope they did talk some sense into her. We'll see. Hmm.