Today felt more depressing and strange than usual. I was watching out from the dorm living  room window waiting. Watching clouds bunch up from high up in the dorm made me hoping for rain.  Just like that one day.. As I wait, I decided to turn on the tv to check up on the over cast. Will it rain today? I sigh with impatience to know. The waiting game was already way toofamiliar.. It was no use anymore. How much longer do I have to wait for another reason to even be here..? One click and the news has appeared with a typical weather woman announcing 40% chance of rain. So there might be rain? Even the lady isn't so sure aghhhh this is irritating me. The sound of digits dialing from outside in order to get in alarmed me, but it was only..

"Ah, Noona! You're here again?" Hoseok chimed in, as he entered the dorm shuffling to take of his shoes.

"Ye~. I just wanted to visit for awhile. You know because.." I trailed off because just thinking about made my voice tremble and triggered another heartache.

"Ani, you don't have to force yoursef to say it. Remember to always look at your right hand. Maybe that gives you a good reason to be patient?" he said with his positive tone. Hobi always knows the right amount of words to cheer me up. I guess 2 years isn't that bad.