Chapter 20
Experiment Of LoveRicky P.O.V
"Is there anything more hyung?" I asked Chanhee hyung again. I looked at Chanhee hyung who was sitting on the sofa. I can't say any words about Chanhee hyung's face right now. So many expressions on his face that I couldn't predict at all.
"I think nothing's more." He answered me shortly. I saw hyung took a deep breath and exhaled it slowly and slowly and slowly.
"I will live here in our house alone after this. I will miss you so much, hyung..." I said weakly.
"I will be more sad, Ricky ah. I feel sad want to live you alone in this house. We live here together since we were in our studies." Hyung said again. My mind replayed back all our memories here. Even though this house isn't that big, but this is me and Chanhee hyung's life. And now, Chanhee hyung has to leave me alone here because he has to move to L.Joe hyung's house. Yeah, since they want to get marry after this.
"Ricky ah... I don't wanna get marry..." I heard hyung whined to me. His voice looks like he wanted to cry in front of me. His voice was so sad to hear.
"Hyung. Don't be sad. You have to accept it though." I answered. I'm pity at hyung because he has to get marry this early. We still don't get to do many things together yet though.
"Why me, Ricky? I don't know how is my life after I get marry later. I don't know how that pabo L.Joe will treat me. I'm sad.." He whined again.
I just heard carefully to what hyung had say to me. Once in a while, I would feel mad at L.Joe hyung too. I feel like I want to ask L.Joe hyung to marry with other man or woman instead of my lovely hyung here. But, I'm sure. L.Joe hyung is not like what I thought. I can't just sound him if I want because L.Joe hyung is an influential people. "Hyung, just think that this is your time. I am always pray for your happiness with L.Joe hyung."
"What happiness? Our marriage wouldn't be everlasting. I don't know until when our marriage would be. L.Joe is a director. I just follow him." He sighed.
"Don't say like that, hyung. I saw L.Joe hyung isn't that bad. He is okay. I'm sure you would be happy with him sooner or later, hyung." I gave advice to Chanhee hyung since I saw him wanted to give up with his life I guess?
"I'm afraid...."
"Why are you afraid? On what?" I asked. I knew that's the normal things when someone wants to get marry. They would feel nervous and afraid all of a sudden.
"That L.Joe... I don't know him fully. Imagine.. I have to sacrifice my life to him. What might happen to me later a
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