I got out of my car as the gas station boy filled my tank. I looked at the clock, 9:30 pm, got myself a tall cup of brewed coffee to keep my senses awake the whole trip as I lit my cigarette. I can still remember the sad smile he gave me on the last day we were together before he left. Where the heck are you A!? I threw the half lit cigarette as I blew the smoke out of my mouth, placed a hundred dollar bill in the counter to pay for my coffee and gas, went to my car then drove away. I will find you A, and when I do, I will kill you for leaving me here feeling lonely without your presence.