I am forever your second lover, not you. Never was you.

“When you made that decision.

I have to accepted and believed that you have left me because you don't want me. Or wanting us altogether.

 How you be so cruel and blamed it on me? I am forever your second lover, not you. Never was you. 

You hurt me.I hate you, I hate you more than I have hated myself because you made me believed that I hurt you.

And I hated myself for thinking that I hurt you.

You have me believed that, but it was not true. You hurt me!”