(Warning: Its a tragic love story about dying and forbidden love)

Hi there, my name is Sowon which means Wish. Why? because my parents made a wish that they would have a happy and healthy child. But sadly, they only got half of their wish granted.

Basically there's something messed up with my heart. I mean, its okay, I had always been weak since I was born. The doctor said I could only live until I was 20 years old but I could maybe live longer if I was careful. Thus, my parents didn't allow me to play, well, unless it was chess or scrabble and I wasn't allowed to go to public school as well. They loved me so they didn't want to lose me and I was fine with that because I thought, "Why not? I only have 20 years to live... might as well make them happy."

Then, for my 18th birthday, my parents allowed me to finally attend one year of public school since it was my birthday wish which was when I met someone... Kim Yugyeom.

Handsome, mysterious, talented, daring... every girl's dream boyfriend but he is a bad , the kind adults really hate. I didn't like him at first too because he seemed like one of those mysterious douchebags then I did the one thing I wasn't supposed to do... I fell in love with him.

Kim Yugyeom changed me. I didn't have to run a thousand miles because being with him already made my heart race without any pain. And I love him... I love him... I love him and I love him... Sadly, with me falling in love comes consequences.

"Aren't you scared?" I asked

"You know... YOLO..." Yugyeom answered simply.

So that became my slogan... YOLO