Under the Tree
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To be able to walk through memory lane, to relive each and every moment with him. Iseul missed him so ing much. Oh, how she missed his soft breaths, how they matched up to hers whenever they're lying in bed in the hospital together, her frail body snuggled up to his tiny body frame. How she missed his entrancic smile, his angelic, doe-like eyes that makes her shudder whenever he looks into her squinty ones. She missed his soft touches, as if she could break in any second if he held her hand a little too tight. But most importantly, how assuring his words are, the way they sound so plausible— it made her feel everything would be alright, that everything isn't as bad as it seems. , she thought. I miss you so ing much, and I can't ing do this anymore. I want to be with you, I want to run around in the garden of Eden with you, to roll around in the mud. I want to be able to feel your soft lips, and I want you to tell me how it's going to be alright. I ing hate you, Luhan. I hate you so much for leaving me alone in this selfish world, and never have I stopped thinking about ending my life just to be with you. But I can't do that, I'll get you disappoint and you'll resent me if I—
She choked on her own tears. Iseul let out a bitter chuckle. How childish.
I ought to get my lazy up from this tree now. I really do miss you, Luhan. And I will miss you even when the stars in the night sky decide to not shine again.
Foreword
AAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY hi hello hey yo what's up!! *waves* ok sorry im awkward- but first of all, let me introduce myself! (or ourself, i guess...) there are currently two admins running the account n w n i'm admin pizza and my friend is admin bunny- and the main reason this account existed was to subscribe to fanfics but then i was sort of inspired to write one so yeah LOL.
ok disclaimer time;
COPYRIGHTS OF ADMIN PIZZA (@dygkuhani) ©2014. DO NOT PLAGIARIZE. DO NOT REPOST OR PRINT WITHOUT MY PERMISSION. I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING OR THE CHARACTERS EXCEPT FOR ISEUL AND OTHER OC THAT MIGHT APPEAR. THE PLOT IS PURELY MY IDEA AND INSPIRED BY WHAT I HAVE LEARNED SO FAR IN LIFE, AND ANY SIMILARITIES IS A COINCIDENCE.
also, excuse me if my grammar is bad as English is not my first language and i'll try my best to finish this fanfic this year!
start; 4th August 2014
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THIS STORY IS FOR THE READERS TO ENJOY AND TO LEARN AS THIS STORY MAINLY FOCUSES ON WHAT THE WORLD IS LIKE, AND HOW THE SOCIETY WORKS. IT IS IN NO WAY TO ROMANTICIZE SELF-HARM OR ANY SORT OF ILLNESS. I SUGGEST YOU TO NOT READ THIS STORY IF IT MAY TRIGGER YOU. UNLESS U ARE A REALLY STUBBORN PERSON AND WANTS SOMEONE TO UNDERSTAND YOU THEN GO ON.
CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM IS ACCEPTED, AND WILL BE TAKEN BY HEART. NO RUDE COMMENTS LIKE "UPDATE QUICKLY" OR "PLS UPDATE" OR ANYTHING SIMILAR. I HAVE A LIFE AS WELL OUTSIDE OF ASIANFANFICS AND THE INTERNET SO I WILL NOT UPDATE EVERY GOD DAMN SECOND. Thank you for understanding and I hope you enjoy the story! *pops confetti as to celebrate my first story ever*
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