❝why couldn't you love me instead?❞

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I was THE best friend. I was beyond happy with the title, but when she came, it changed. I was just a best friend. Nothing more. I was the second priority, the second choice. It made me wish she didn't enter our lives in the first place but at the same time it made me think, if she didn't, would you be as happy with just me around? Would you smile that wide if it was just me with you? Of course not. I was just the best friend anyway . It's always been like that. Always the friend, never the lover.


 

Foreword

 

It was because I was too scared of losing him, if I told him how I felt. I was too scared that he would leave me. But I was more stupid. Because when he finally found the girl he'd love, when he finally found her, I lost him. I was too late. I was too scared to tell him that I loved him and there was nothing more that I could do than just hide, with my heart asking him "Why couldn't you love me instead?"



Okaaaay I know I have three on-going stories, but this suddenly popped in my head and I couldn't just let it pass. Don't worry I'm working on the next chappies of my stories. This will just be a short ChoHanMi oneshot. I imagined myself in Bomi's shoes only that the guy I loved, never actually talked to me, because I was scared to talk to him first and now I know that we will never be. So yuuhh, I posted this on my Tumblr account and HanMi Facebook Fanpage but this one will be longer. I hope you like it :D And yes I own the poster.

 

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SofiaTan082201 #1
Chapter 1: sequel i can't really stop myself from being like this it's like i was stabbed authornim please make a sequel jeeeebaaal..........
usedtobeslrd
#2
Chapter 1: sequel sequel sequel :D
hwangniyoung #3
Chapter 1: OMG OMG!! thats all?? end???
make a sequel authornim, jebaalll u,u
thats a good storyy
Eririn #4
Chapter 1: This is so sad for Bomi but it seems like Luhan never liked her :(
Byungchan_angel #5
Chapter 1: Sequel please... *puppy eyes*
Sojeann
#6
Chapter 1: Oh it made move as if I was bomi too or I just say I can relate also I was expecting there is more but like always I say to other your the author of it you can do whatever you want to do in your story and you can end it in any way.
It was totally cliff hanger at end I hope there is a sequel.
Poor bomi...yeah why couldn't you love me instead.
dragon--flyrain
#7
just exactly like my situation and the ending was the same :(
marquezquez001 #8
That was the worst ending ever plss make a sequel
mrsxiaolu
#9
Chapter 1: actually i don't like chohan ~ i don't know why *don't bash* this is just my opinion~ i prefer hanmi than chohan lol.
so yeah maybe you can make a sequel xD
full_moon_asdfghjkl
#10
Chapter 1: Coughs
A sequel would be great
But dont destroy my chohan otp
Pouts so hard
Maybe you should make it ot19
And ChenMi.