Chapter 10: Uncertainty is better than lying?

[Gongchan’s POV]

I grimaced as the door in front of me opened. Plastering a fake smile like the person who opened the door, I stepped in without waiting for Hyung’s words of invitation –not that I needed them anyway-. I headed straight for the fridge where I just grabbed the nearest drink towards me and started gulping it down.

“That’s beer.”

I choked and spit out the drink as the bitter taste of alcohol attacked my taste buds. In my anxiety, I had apparently failed to notice what drink I had took. Mentally, I did a face palm before throwing the can of beer away.

“What’s wrong, Channie? You’re being way too nervous.”

I watch as CNU Hyung folds his arms in front of his chest and stared at me. I fidgeted, wondering if I should tell him about what I had seen today. About… Byungmi… or that clone of hers.

“I saw Byungmi Noona today.”

The words tumbled out of my mouth before I could even comprehend my mistake. Just like that, my anxiety got eaten away by fear as I watched CNU Hyung’s face change from confusion to realization and then anger and eagerness.

“Where?!”

CNU Hyung grabbed my collar and shouted furiously in my face.

“Hyung..”

I whispered, as he realized his irrational behavior and started letting me go.

“Sorry, Channie. I just.. lost it, I guess.”

“It’s okay. Hyung, I just want to say, I didn’t really see Noona. I saw someone who looks like her but who is nothing like her.”

I winced inwardly as I watch CNU Hyung’s face change into one of pain and frustration. But I could not possibly lie to him; I would die with the guilt killing me slowly. I’d much rather he blew up than keep this a secret from him.

Yet, somehow, as I see him in pain; regret creep into my heart and I felt apologetic for doing this to him. It was like giving him a hope, a possibly false hope after 3 years of losing hope and faith that he might find his long lost girlfriend.

But… Uncertainty is better than lying right?

Somewhere inside of me, a voice told me I was wrong.

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