have you ever been in that situation where your brain tells you to do it like this and that but your heart tells you otherwise ?

well that kind of happening to me . ugh .

so this year, i decided to enter an art contest and busy with practising. but this time , only this time with yubi's help , the architecture club's co president and i haven't tell this to anyone yet except hyeri. i dont even tell this to sehun since i hate bringing up about yubi at sehun.

oh , did i tell you about my parents yet ? i guess no. okay so my parents are divorced and my dad somehow married another woman. so technically i got a new stepsister which i dont mind at all  .

plus things with hongbin are not so great since the school starts and i start to have more-than-friendly feelings to sehun which is nut !  i tried to fix my relationship with hongbin but we are more like stranger now. 

why oh why , is life so complicated ? 

but sometimes you need to listen to your heart and you will understand why .