You are in a slump. Your life isn't bad, but it's just those moments when everyone takes your confidence and happiness and beats it down. And those moments really stick in your mind. No matter if it were ten years ago, or just yesterday, you'll remember it. 

It was like this ever since you were little. Your mind matured at a young age, around 11. But you were always the cold type. Not showing much emotion most of the time, and always looking mad at everybody. Your parents, uncles, aunts, cousins, everybody, would love to try and make you upset. 

You also started listening to something called kpop at that age. You discovered something called fanfiction. Fanfiction was a way to take your mind off of things and carry you to your fantasies. Imagining that you had a boyfriend, or someone to be there for you.

You are now 23 years old, and still trying to figure out your life.