Theme 015
VIXX 300 Theme ChallengeTitle: Silence Pairing: Luck friendship Related Chapter: none Word Count: 333
Quiet. Silence. Stillness.
That was the current state of VIXX’s dorm and Leo was enjoying it. He generally enjoyed the peaceful quiet because it allowed him time to think. When the others were up and about, he ended up focused on the here and now. When they were all asleep and he was sitting alone in the living room, he had time to reflect on everything and anything that he wanted to think about.
Sometimes, however, he wasn’t as grateful for the time to think. Why? Well, when he knew he’d messed up during the day, being alone and having time to think allowed his mind a chance to remind him of that mistake. Sometimes, when he was having a hard time or the day had just been really hard, he found himself filled with all kinds of doubts.
Doubts about his place in VIXX, his position as vocalist, and if being an idol was really such a great idea. He could sit there for hours just thinking about that sort of thing, unable to break himself out of it until one of the other members found him when they went to get a drink of water or something. Even then, he only pushed those thoughts to the back of his mind and they popped up later as he tried to fall asleep or as he was brushing his teeth.
“Hyung?” he looked up to find Hyuk taking a seat beside him, “are you alright?”
Leo nodded, but he could tell that Hyuk didn’t believe him. The maknae didn’t say anything, didn’t call Leo out on his lie, though. The pair just sat in silence. Leo found himself wondering if Hyuk had the same kind of self-doubting thoughts that he did, but he didn’t ask. Actually, he didn’t have to. Hyuk just put a hand on his shoulder for a little under a minute before suggesting that they go to sleep. It wasn’t much, but it made Leo feel like he wasn’t alone.
A/N: that’s actually why I sometimes hate being left alone with my thoughts. If I’m in a bad enough mood, I end up thinking about all my short comings and it really depresses me
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