[ CHAPTER 4 ]    If the future gives us acceptance                       And love,    I'm going to make sure you'll  Receive my share and have all of it.      But If the future throws us with        stones of hate and disgust,                I'll be your back,      And make sure it doesn't hit you   < • ∞ ∞ ∞ • >   Sehun thinks Jeju is downright hell.       Since the hotel offered to book them a royal suite only for a cheaper nizzle, the staffs decided that they were rooming in threes as a result of the spacious cube they've rented.    Jongin was so happy when he saw that he was rooming with D.O. but when he heard Suho's name on the list, he only contorted his face into a messy scribble as he watched Joonmyeon jump his way into their lux room with a big smile.      Just because Sehun isn't around to give him much more saggy wrinkles than he had before, doesn't mean he can transform into a happy-go-lucky hipster around.     Little did Suho know, D.O. and Kai are the only ones needed to reveal that horrid face he despises to see when his blood boils a little hotter than usual.    • • • • •    Sehun was pulling on his ballad face when he inquired that he was lodging with Chanyeol and quickly rushed into their hotel chamber avoiding to find out which other member they're going to share a room with, the keys in his hand jiggles like obnoxious autumn bells that made his hearing sting a bit but he was too rushed to even notice the pang.    "WHOA!! THREE BEDS?? THAT'S DAEBAK!!" He exclaims loud as he enters the suite with his luggage tied on hand. He eventually had a minute arguing on which bed he should take because they were all too alluring.   But then he thinks of the disadvantages.   'If I take the bed on the right, it's close to the full length window, although there are curtains, I can always make out silhouettes, so no. Not that. Something will tap on it and I won't even guess who it'll be.'   'Now if I take the right there's a closet next to it, so-'       that.        He gives up and takes the center bed which is a inch wider than the two,(he intently measured the area of the bunk) and it even has extra pillows around it so he thanked the heavens for creating such a comfortable resting fluff.   He planted his face on the pillow he's gripping and a buffed scream came out from his lips as he mused his satisfaction over a sniff of the fresh hydrant fruit incense located on top of the dresser.    "THIS IS THE LIFE!!" He heard Chanyeol say as the door opened loud with a bang on the wall, which Sehun concludes that it's going to leave a scratch on the paint, or maybe a dent, because a retarded giant just slammed his large hands against it carelessly.      Sehun pretended to be sleeping as the iced breeze from the AC hits his face.      "Aisshh that kid slept first. Such a bummer." He hears Chanyeol taking his shoes off while creaking the bed on his right.    "Hey, did you fix your luggage already Luhan Hyung?"       What.       "Um. Already put my toiletries in and placed my bag on the closet."    Sehun was really curious to why he wasn't rooming with Minseok hyung so he balled up and asks.    "Why aren't you rooming with Umin Hyung then?" Chanyeol cringe beside him because it just came out as a spat and there's a hint of rash in it.    Luhan shrugged his shoulders and pulled his lips out a little.   "Don't know, he's with Jongdae and Baek."          'How can he be so calm about this? His "boyfriend" isn't with him.' Sehun suspects as he furrowed his eyebrows a little too tight that it gave his head a migraine.   He needs time to think this out. The atmosphere is suffocating him.         "Hey papa, I'm just going to go for a walk, wanna tag along?" Sehun asks as he sits right up the bed while smoothing the wrinkles near the hem of his graphic shirt.    "Naaah, I think I want to sloth off and just watch cable here in the suite. But be careful Sehuna, don't stay up late because you need to have your sleep before we do the shoot tomorrow, nae?"   Sehun just bit the inside of his cheek and pulled out a little. Dissapointment wasn't evident in his voice.   "Mhm Papa, I'll be back before sunset!!" He waves his arms obliquely as he makes his way out, running towards the exit and into the beach.   He streaks his hands on the sand while running along the bright ivory crystals that are underneath his feet. He lets out a heart whelming chuckle as he sits on the warm scrabbs, his eyes turned into concaves and his lips curled up on a smile.   The sea is transparent, he can make out little fishes swimming near the shore and there's this light azure line on the quarter half, he sees dark cobalt blue as he tries craning his neck higher and more farther from its place.       It's perfect.        He can grip the outline of vibrant coloured sailboats coming towards the deck and an effervesce of broken globules the wake boarder left behind along with the rough pulling jetski up front.    He pats on his watch as he picked himself up and wobbled his feet for a walk as he waited for the eventide dusk to drown deep.   He's met with Zitao and Kris on a little smoothie booth located on the rocky parts of the beach, he thinks  it's a homey feeling by taking a rest on the high stools while the booth was formed like a little hut similar to those in Hawaii.    Just looking at Kris and Zitao, he concludes that something's going on between those two Chinese members, the way that they stare at each other is suspicious and there's some gazes of longing swimming inside their equally mystical black orbs.     He's almost jealous of them.     How lucky is that? Tao to have Kris and Kris to have Tao as a partner.      The green tea shake he's drinking is almost empty and he locks the plastic hard on his hands as it squeezed into thin crisps while throwing it into the bin.      He bids goodbye to them as he tried exploring the property more and discovers that a happy trail leads into one of the highest peaks in Jeju Island. Sehun's eyes scampered around his mouth forming an "O" because the scenery is just breathtakingly enchanting.    He looks on his clock and realizes that it's almost sunset so he insisted on just waiting up the hill while he scans his eyes around still stars truck of the view he's seeing right now.      He hears rustling. But ignores it.      He hears it again. He brushes it away.      It became louder and louder. Sehun's carefully snapping his head into the direction of the sound and calls out an "who's there" to the empty wind around him.      "Come out, whoever you are."      The rustling was no longer gone, replaced by a silhouette of a man which he thinks is a good three inches shorter than him, and his honey colored head was hanging taut on his neck.      Luhan?      "Hyung why are you here?" Sehun asks emotionless. Eyes rigid as it stares hollow into the deep sea ahead of him.   "Got tired of Chanyeol's mouth I had to go out for some air." He sighs and took a seat on the green flat near Sehun's body as he burlesques the younger's action of his dried lips wet because the tension is too thick.    "So what do you want to say, hyung?" Sehun asks, eyes still boring into the view he's looking at.    "Nothing in particular Sehuna. Just.. I just want to watch the dusk."     With you.      They don't exchange words for a span of time, and Luhan can't help but notice that Sehun is trying hard not to let his tears flow down on his tinted cheeks. The latter hung his head low as