my secret
My Best-yet awkward-friend
luhan's pov :
oh my god the math class is really boring,i dont even know what the teacher is saying
after what it seemed like hours the class was finally over
"that was boring as "my best friend sehun said
"for real??i didnt know"i sarcastily said
"anyway lets go head to home,ill walk you there"sehun said
"ok thanks"
im luhan,a highschool student,of course im single cause no one know i love guys,i always kept it as a secret,even from my best friend sehun,
sehun was my childhood friend,we were together in almost everything,we would'nt leave each other,even in school,we always stick together,its like theres a glue in our arms that connect us together,
people always mistake us as a couple,but when they do me and sehun look at each other and say"eewwww,me with him?your kidding right"i love him but only as a friend
he got like half of the school falling in love with him
i dont know why,but honesty i dont think that he is so handsome
he's my best friend.
we were walking to my home and he brought the most subject that i hate in the world
"when are you planing to go on a date with a girl?"
girl girl girl girl,i dont want to date a girl im not intersting in them as guys,i find guys way much hotter
"why only girls?"i whispered
"what??!"sehun said shocked
"w-what's wrong with you?"i asked him
"did you by an chance just said anything?"he looked shocked at me
"n-no i didnt"i said panking,afraid that he finally knew about my secret
"oh,sorry i must've heard something wrong"he said relifed
"sehun,you had a new number right??give it to me"i said
"oh yeah i tottaly forgot about it,you too brought a new number,give it to me,but dont delete my old number cause i still use it"sehun said
"okay,its-"i said as i was intrepted by my mom
"oh if it isnt luhan"mom said
"what are you doing here mom?"
"i was shopping,i got bored at home,oh hi my dear sehun,how are you"
"im fine miss"sehun said"how many time do i have to tell you to call me mom?,you talk to me as if i am a stranger,i consider you as my child as well you know"mom said,her eyes was filled with anger but most of it was sadness.
"oh so sorry mi-i mean m-m-mom"its funny seeing sehun sutter like that,knowing his the cold hearted guy and has a poker face
"opologys accepted,would you like to have dinner with us?"mom asked sehun"oh sorry but i kinda of made plans...im terriply sorry"sehun said
"oh no darling,its okay we can have dinner some other time together"mom said
"ok,i have to go now,bye lulu,and bye mi-i mean mom"sehun said as he ran off
me and my mother got home and she started to make dinner
i got up to my room and got in bed,i was thinking about my future
what will i do if i didnt met someone now??i will get older and propaply die alone,sehun will be with some girl and live a happy life,while me on other hand still hadnt met someone becasue im afraid if i let out my secret,sehun will hate me,i know my mom would propaply be happy that i want to live the way i choose but i cant affort losing my one and only friend,father will not care,he used to date guys in middle school,we all laughed about it
i should try to meet someone
suddenly i had an idea
sehun always braged about i site of dating that you can search for your dream girl or whatever
i usually dont like to chat with people online and dont have any online profile
i got out of bed and headed to where my laptop was
i sat on the ground and opened that dating site and singed up
i really didnt have any pretty pics of me so i just put some flower pic,my name was lu,i didnt want to put my full name
i sat up my profile and all
and began searching
they asked me about the gender that i want to date and the age,i wrote anyone who is older than 18,
and it began searching,there were really pretty boys out there who were also intersted in men like me
was really captured my eyes was some random guy who has his profile picture a necklace picture
i had seen that necklace before but i dont know where
i dont know how but i wanted to get to know him
he was not putting his picture just like me and he wanted to date a guy his name was hun i sent him the friend request and to my surprise he accepted it immediatly.
'hi'the guy wrote
'hello'i wrote back
'what's your name,pretty boy'i blushed when i saw him calling me that,even though he didnt see my face but i couldnt help but to blush at the nickname
'im lu and im 19,at highschool,and you'i wrote
'im hun,20,highschool,you have a pretty name'i think it would'nt be that bad if i had him as my friend,i hope he is handsome
'thanks,yours pretty too'i wrote
'care to give me you number?i dont want to talk here'the guy called hun wrote
it wouldnt harm me if i gave him my number right?should i gave him my old one or new one???i should go with the new one,either way i use both numbers
'sure its xxxxxxxxxxx'
he suddenly got offline,and i got sad knowing that maybe he only was playing with me
suddenly my phone had a new message from an un-known number
from:xxxxxxxxx
at: 8:32 pm
hello pretty im hun,
the guy from earlier if you hadnt forgot.
oh god i was relifed knowing he only wanted to talk here
he wasnt playing with me,i saved his number and masseged him back
to:hun
at:8:38 pm
yeah i remember anyway,im sorry but ill talk to you later i want to go to eat and then sleep,talk to me tomorrow and call if you want
bye.
from:hun
at:8:40 pm
sure,bye.
i shut one of my phone down and the other one started to ring
"hi sehun"i said as i answered the phone call
"luhan,got home safe?"sehun asked me
i loved how everyday sehun would ask me if i got home safe
he was a caring friend
"yeah,no need to worry,you always ask if i got safe or not,it kind of bother me,im not a child"i whined as i heard him laugh from the other line
"its just an important thing to ask about,cant help but to ask this question everytime i call you,your my best friend after all,i'll take care of you"he said
it only broke my heart more knowing that sehun cared this much about me,if i told him im gay he will surely hate me and regret every moment he spent with me,he always got disgusted with gay people and laughed at them and sometime he would go and bully them along with his friends kai and chanyeol.
they will make every gay guy at this school suffer,they just hated them so much,i never actually known why.
"whatever"i said
"come on i didnt got to know your new number,give it to me"he said
"oh yeah,mom interpted us when we were exchanging numbers,anyway,its x-"
"luhan!!!come to the ketchen,the food is ready!!"oh god mom,why do you always intrupt me
"oh god,your mother surely intrupt us a lot"sehun said
"yeah she really do"i said as mother screamed my name again
"come on,go,i dont want you to get yelled at because of me"he said
"ok,just remind me later to give you my number"i said
"sure,bye lulu"he said while hanging up
i got downstairs and ate the dinner with my family
when i finished i took a shower and got to bed to sleep
i should tell sehun tomorrow about hun
i cant really hid things from him
im sure he'll understand,after all,he is my best friend
i should go to sleep now
tomorrow's goin'to be a long day.
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A/N
hello guys i wrote this new story about hunhan
and i hope all of you like it
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