Learn to Live, Learn to Love

Description

Junmyeon has been an outcast all his life; his pack makes sure that he knows all of his wrongs, and he hates himself for his faults. When his pack throws him out, he goes to the ferocious pack called Exo: the elite of the elite, the head of all the packs. He expects to be killed on sight, but instead gets a chance to join, and finds out that Exo aren't anything like he'd thought them to be...
 

Notes: Mentions of m-preg (nothing graphic though). Wolf Au and a Mama Au. There are a couple of rated chapters. There will be appearances from other kpop groups.

 

Warnings: There are some chapters that are rated M. There are also very brief mentions of mpreg, but also more explicit mentions of consensual , ual assault and emotional abuse. Please don't read this if it might trigger something for you! All chapters have warnings listed at the beginning.

Foreword

What made you like this?

Why don’t you love yourself, even the tiniest bit?

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ephemeral24
2397 streak #1
Chapter 12: the time it took for Jun to move on was long, and the things that had to happen were extreme... but i must say that the time apart did help them, tho i think it could've been shorter and like Jun said, maybe Kris could've at leaat said goodbye first, i mean if that did happen, maybe it wouldn't have taken 3 years...

anyway, it was no joke what Jun had to go thru, and as he was healing with EXO, something even more sinister happens to him resetting him from zero, even making it worse from where he was before tbh, that level... he took his time, tested his mate all the while, but in the end... everything was worth it, he's happy and he has a beautiful and loving family and that's all that matters... it's an ending Jun has long deserved

thank you so much for this authornim!!!
ephemeral24
2397 streak #2
Chapter 10: at least Suho was unconscious... but it doesn't change the fact that he knew what happened to him, he knew what Siwon did to him... I'm happy Siwon is dead, not only him, but everyone who took part in the attack should be dead tbh!!!

if i were Suho, idk how meeting up with Daesung would help, i definitely wouldn't have done so... and Daesung said he didn't know Siwon would do that??? and what if he was only taken back to the pack? what happens next then? why would Siwon go thru such extent to get Suho from EXO??? honestly, to me that's BS, did he not think at all??? UGHHHHHHHH Jiyong should die as well, i don't think the pact they did with EXO should still withstand since it was them who planned this attack
ephemeral24
2397 streak #3
Chapter 9: SIWON YOUING VILE CREATURE!!!
ABD YOU AS WELL JIYONG WHO ENABLED ALL OF THIS SIMPLY COZ OF PRIDE!!! I HATE YOU BOTH YOU DESERVE TO DIE THE HARSHEST WAY POSSIBLE!!! UGHHHHHHHHHH
ephemeral24
2397 streak #4
Chapter 8: HIHIHIHI about time Yifan and Jun!

they're planning to outnumber EXO tho... even with their powers, that's just too much... 60 vs 12 is too many specially if the strategy is divide and conquer... huhuhu
ephemeral24
2397 streak #5
Chapter 7: DAESUNG'S AUDACITY TO ACT HURT BY JUN REJECTION WHEN HE'S ALREADY PLANNING SOMETHING WITH JUN'S OLD PACK!!! UGHHHHH I TAKE BACK WHAT I SAID IN THE PREVIOUS CHAPTER, YIFAN YOU HAVE TO KILL SIWON, KILL DAESUNG TOO! UGHHHHHHHHHHH
ephemeral24
2397 streak #6
Chapter 6: on one hand, i do want Jun's old pack to feel the wrath of EXO for doing what they did to Jun... it was so cruel of them and it wrecked Jun in all ways possible... but on the other hand, i agree with what Jun's saying... what for? the best thing that happened to both parties was Jun leaving, and seeking retribution, using violent ways even, is just as cruel... if the plan pushed thru, would they have killed the whole pack? the pups even???

Yifan is so sweet to Jun tho... damn they're so precious
ephemeral24
2397 streak #7
Chapter 5: Daesung pursuing Jun for 2 years??? that is some dedication and persistence man! he didn't get the memo? lol sorry too Minseok... some things just aren't meant to be

Jun giving Yifan a chance tho! so sweet and poor Jongin indeed! HAHAHAHA
ephemeral24
2397 streak #8
Chapter 4: Jun was so adorable as he was having his lessons on reading! it's really like teaching a kid! HIHIHI

THE MARKING THO!!! and what happened after!!!
damn, Jun still really doesn't realize his worth... he's definitely worth kore than what his former pack valued him! now, wolves are fighting over him and he's just... UGHHHHHHH thank goodness he hoined EXO coz Daesung could've taken him to his own pack if he were from a less powerful and influential pack

Minseok tho... too soon! and also, as he said, there was already attraction and arousal whenever Jun is with Yifan... forcing himself on Jun like that certainly doesn't favor him
ephemeral24
2397 streak #9
Chapter 3: it's infuriating, coz we all witnessed how deep the effect of the abuse and trauma Jun has suffered from his previous pack in this chapter... him flinching at the thought that packmates could be equal, his urge to call Yifan via his position in the pack, how he immediately went to aookogize for "hurting" Chanyeol and ofc, still, how he wanted to die... a lifetime's worth of hurt... UGHHHHHHHHH
ephemeral24
2397 streak #10
Chapter 2: time to read this again!!!
how ironic that Jun wanted to die that's why he sought EXO... oh boy, he didn't know what was coming! HAHA