Mnemophobia

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Dying is easy. Living is hard.

 

 

 

 

 

 

             

                “If I wasn’t here, maybe everything would be better for everyone else.”

 

                                                        Kai, Kim JongIn

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

           “I used to like losing myself in things until I got lost in you and never came home.”

 

                                                    Kim Jieun, Cha Haewon

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

                                                  “This is a war I can't win.”

 

                                                         Sehun, Oh Sehun 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

                    “I believe that when you meet someone, your soul knows.”

 

                                          G-dragon, Kwon Jiyong 

 

Foreword

 

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You know what are we most afraid of?

Not knowing.

Not knowing what is real.

 Not knowing why she left.

 Not knowing why he lied.

Not knowing has always hurt us, from the very begininning.

 

But all you have to do is to be a good listener.

Nobody really wants to keep secrets, not even the dead.

People leave clues everywhere, and if you pay attention, you can piece them together.

 

And when you finally find out, you realize that you were better off not knowing.

 

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Hope that you guys will like this FF as much as the rest that I've wrote.

Can't wait to meet more new friends with this new fic!

Stranger's Love | Flawless Imperfection | My Daddy is a Superstar 

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prod_GLEE
#1
Chapter 1: ahh idol life fic! i wonder if jiyong doesn't appear much how about the girl he's been looking for hmmm
Sheng0522 #2
Upon reading the comments,I guess will need a lot of courage to read this one..I am a VIP and GD is my bias..I like Sehun too since we have the same surname..I'm an angst reader as well..Those are the reasons that brought me here..Oh,b4 I forgot,I like how authornim write her stories..I will definitely read this but I guess I'll be needing some time..I will get back here,but for now I guess I'll read stranger's love first..
ettoiscy
#3
Chapter 47: OMG Im crying so hard reading this story. What a wonderful story with mix emotion in here. Angst to be more precise. I really love this. So sad. Im really so sad right now.
What a wonderful writings you have here. Thankyou for creating this fic. Good job authornim.
StoriesWriter
#4
Chapter 47: I wished you had put tragedy tag cause I'm bawling my eyes out. I'm just not one to read sad ending so I usually avoid stories with sad ending. But I do understand the reason why you don't put the tag, cause it would have spoiled the jittery while reading. Honestly, I feel so shocked to find out that Jieun and GD suicide, and that Kai is alive and well. I mean... I understand that he's human like us and he repented but just... I feel so sad and like I don't know... T.T
mybaeiskai88 #5
Chapter 48: Hi,i just finished this story,its beautiful and heartbreaking at the same time.I must admit that jongin is my bias and in a selfish way,i still hope that jieun and jongin be together..?..but at the same time,i felt sad for GD because the fate is really cruel to him. The saddest part is when the same scene happen just like 5 years ago when jongin met seulgi,but this time is not about Seulgi anymore,its about HER (jieun)..So sad just to know how break down jongjn without jieun. And is hard to believe that their relationship among members just ended like that. I dont know if i should blame sehun for revealed everything,i just cant! At the 1st place we know that jongin is selfish,but his life never be okay since the accident,how the guilt eat him alive..i know its stupid,but i ship jongin and jieun ❤..
Lastly,i like your writing,its beautiful,,it can touch my heart,,i've started with flawless imperfection,stranger's love..in SL i ship her with sehun ?..keep a good work
MZ0077 #6
I really want to read this story..
I've been checking it for the past two years coz i love your writing
But, there is GD.. and angst too (i dont read their fluff story either). I just want to see them as they are.. not the sugarcoated or the bad boy.. but just them as the artist.. thats it..
The last time i read GD angst fic i cry my eyes out
It affect me so much, i cant look at him without feeling sad for him, i feel sad hearing their song.. and their lyrics didnt help me either.. it just so saad.. i feel sad hearing their sad sobg before but it even become more sad after i read the story
So, i dont think i cant read this story rn or anytime soon
I know its weird but i tend do that when i read stories thats why i dont read any bigbang fic anymore coz it change my pov of them that i have to watch all their show to remind what kind of people they are in eyes before..
Hope you write another free exo fic soon ( i feel easier imagine exo as the character more than other idol)
I am sorry for the long and irrelevant comment..
callmesabby
#7
Chapter 48: This story is too angsty when Jiyong & Ji Eun died. (π.π) why..why ... Why did you guys have to commit suicide?!
And yeah, the 1st fic of yours that is -free! Haha~

I never expected that anyone would die in the end but when I tried to think any possible ending for this story, nothing comes up better than this. Because if Ji Eun ended up with Jong In, Ji Young would hurt. If Jieun returned as Haewon, then Jong In would be in a deep pain (and I won't let that ever happen to my Jong In >.> )..so I think this ending is the best! Good job, RedLollita!

Thinking about Jiyong POV, I agreed with neetabie that he got the most pain among all of them. He did nothing wrong but he has to endure the pain of losing his love twice. Also Jong In, all he did is knocking Haewon but then his life changed all over. Also did Sehun. But I'm happy he has an open ending. Haha~ glad that he still loves Jieun. Idk, but I'm rooting Sehun this time. You're so mean, RodLollita~ why everytime I read any SeKai as the main acts in your fics, you made me root for Sehun instead of our bias Kai? Especially Stranger's Love & The Lip Biter. I hate u~ (just kidding ok? Luv u so much despite not knowing each other, authornim. Haha~)

Oh yeah, please update L303 quickly!!!! I like the story although only few chapters are out. (ㅡㅅㅡ) Fighting! Fighting!
neetabie #8
i never comment on any story but im doing it now..i love kai so much at first he doesnt deserve jieun for me cause he lied so much to her..lol i started shipping her with sehun but it turned out he reported jongin then i was disappointed i understand he was hurting and suho shoudnt have said that to him..he should have tell jieun first..sigh i dont know but serious i shipped her with GD and sehun morethan kai they just did not matched him and her..hmm i love it though keep the good work
Elizabethguppy #9
Chapter 48: Wow i cried so much now i'm crying river its tragic to know that they can end up together i ship jongin and haewon great job authornim..
vivigoku
#10
Chapter 48: This is one of the best story I've ever read.
your stories are always my favorite
your stories always make my heart feel different kind of emotions..this story is sooo... I don't know what to say . I JUST LOVE U AND UR STORIES author nim <3