September

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Onew's recollection of the incidents that broke his heart and ended SHINee

no slash, no romance, no pairings, no ... this is about friendship, brotherhood and yeah sure, love as well. but not in an sense. WARNING: character death

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For anybody who reads or re-reads this story: I've just added the beautiful cover that TypicalShawol kindly made for me! Thank you again my friend and keep up the good work! :)

Foreword

I feel a bit uncomfortable writing about real life people. I don't want to offend, intrude or suggest anything. I actually thought of using fictional characters but I still had SHINee before my mind's eye that all fictional names sounded awkward and wrong. So I chose to stick to them.

I honestly don't want to offend anybody especially not SHINee members. This is rather a tribute to my favorite kpop idol-group. I'm not a shawol, I really love SHINee though but especially for their general appearance and attitude.

Well whatever. I hope you enjoy this story, I'll try to finish this.

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err4tic
#1
Chapter 19: Holy , that ending. XD

I can't comment on the rest, except that it's really, really good. Painful to read under the circumstances, but so damn good.
januarysunshine13 #2
Chapter 19: It is so unfortunate that I got into Shinee fandom because of Jonghyun's death. I get to know this amazing group of boys because of such a tragic incident. Within a month, I enjoyed so many dorky and funny moments among these boys because of the internet. And how can I not mention 'Hello Baby'.... and there songs, videos,, dance, fashion..... But the main thing is the bonding that these 5 boys have among themselves. Which actually made me an instant 'Shawol'. Thats why, my heart really breaks and I wish that it would have been better if I was unaware of them and that would mean Jonghyun was still alive...
I just found this amazing story written by you and was really amazed by the way you portrayed all of their characters. I loved how you left somethings to the reader's imagination... But its breaking my heart that something like that has actually happened with the boys....I hope that, just like in your story the boys get all the strength they need now and do not disband. Whatever, future holds but I will pray good health for them and that they always remain friends....
And please write more stories on Onew..... just going through your other stories now... will like to see strong Onew... because I think he has been really strong after the fateful December... take care...
minniesaurusrex #3
goddamn this. god freaking damn. hit me square on the chest. i never knew what is so pleasurable about angst, can't describe it. but the tears i shed for this fic, both painful and satisfying. i don't even know. and as key's fan, a little freak, a locket. you destroyed me. devastated. dead. the "dream on, honey" line literally resurrected me. i ended the fic with a chuckle still, after all that pain. and don't even start me about your key. your characterization is so... potent, powerful, cataclysmic, but then there's silence to it too... it's subdued in a way. making him more real, more real in being unreal. i hope i make sense. well, really how do you make sense of kibum? you don't. you just paint him in all the bright colors and all the black and white.. and what the hell am i even saying. anyway, the sadness in this fic... i just want to say how basic and simple the sadness was delivered. and in a way that made it more genuine, more painful. there was no extreme angsting over the loss of a friend, just the feeling of being loss and incomplete. of missing him.
thank you for this story. the very first shinee fic i've read and will probably be the last. (because i can't read them in slash) thanks for that experience.
Anne86 #4
Chapter 19: I've always crying every time i read it... such a good story... yeah, people always say Kibum gay. his not gay at all. his a gentlemen. Hwiating for future story...
Gracehbyoun #5
Chapter 19: Awesome storyline, awesome author, awesome Kibum!!!! U seem to like making Kibum the hero of your stories, with Jinki as the narrator! Seems like ur a fan of Key?! Lol I love it all!!
atiqah95 #6
Chapter 19: The amazing storyline
alex1216 #7
Chapter 19: This is such a good story, really one of the fews that touched me deeply. I can't really imagine how anyone, not just SHINee, could survive and move on from an experience like that.
I really respect your work :)
Vengeance
#8
Chapter 19: The ending *thumbs up*
That was an amazing storyline. I love how its all about brotherly love.
Finally a different kind of storyline to read.
Nicely written/laid out.
lovshinee
#9
Chapter 19: You are really a great writer!! I just LOVED IT! With this story, everyone can see, once more, how special SHINee is and how bounded they really are! Thank you!!! <3
NamelessFandom
#10
Chapter 19: End? this is soooo sad. i feel like crying a pool of blood. anyway, REALLY AWESOME writing. I enjoyed it tremendously, i really did.

"Dream on, honey" :')