Fix You

Description

Imagine that the person whom you love has a problem. He is in love with anything self destructive; a damaged soul secretly praying for salvation but never daring to even hope that it would come. Will you walk away? Steer clear of the possible mess, and save yourself and your heart while you can? Will you choose to stay? Give him a part of yourself that you hope can one day fill up the cracks in his heart? 

It is easier to walk away. It always is.

 

But that wouldn't be love, would it?

 

 

***Trigger warning: Self-harm themed*** 

 

Foreword

"You don’t need another human being to make your life complete, but let’s be honest. Having your wounds kissed by someone who doesn’t see them as disasters in your soul but cracks to put their love into is the most calming thing in this world."

--Emery Allen

 

This is the first thing I've written in over a year, and I've worked at it days and nights trying to break the inertia of starting to write again. I'm trying out a new style of writing and there will be flashbacks slotted in throughout the story but I don't explicitly point it out like *FLASHBACK*, so I hope I don't confuse anyone. This is probably just going to have 4 or 5 chapters.

Basically, this is loosely based off of myself. These are things I have thought of, and tried to do at some point, but didn't. Instead, I made a story out of it. 

 

***Trigger warning: Self-harm themed***

Nothing too graphic, but please do not proceed if this is sensitive to you. 

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Purplejaybird #1
Chapter 4: Love this!
Just love everything about this fanfic!
Hope in the end onkey has an happy ending!
Please continue this its too good for it not to be!!
Averon18
#2
Chapter 4: Thanks for the story authornim.. it was really really nice. Wish this was not abandoned tbh. But still it was a nice read ^^
nurulhuda #3
I miss this story.update soon author-nim T_T
nedy90
#4
Chapter 4: Yes. I wish i had kibum for myself too. Jinki... U r so beautiful.. Inside n outside. Im glad hes willing to try. Btw.. This story is beyond beautiful. I love ur writing
nurulhuda #5
Chapter 4: will you update this story?
HikariLee
#6
Chapter 4: "quitting was not and never will be an option" THIS! kibum will always be there for him, to fight for them and for their love. I love his attitude toward the situation, he is really putting all his effort in that situation ♥ and finally jinki is going to get help, people always say that if you don't love yourself first you can't love someone else but I don't know, maybe I'm wrong but I think that if you love someone (parents, friends or a lover) you can love yourself, find a way to get better for them, because they make you realize that you are worth of love. That's what help me when I was down and tired of life.

Can't wait to read more of this ♥
everything #7
Chapter 4: This was quite heart breaking and cute at the same time. Those flash backs are really painful but they tell us how OnKey's relationship have developed <3 I love how Onew is finally going to take action mainly for his boyfriend who has been there for him all the time T.T can't wait to read more of this. FIGHTING ~~
HikariLee
#8
Chapter 2: all the emotions in my heart right now, kibum has always been so persistent in the relationship, trying to fight for Onew and show him that there are still good times that he has to enjoy, I loved the part where he wrote messages in jinki's notebook.

Is so difficult for both parts, but I hope onew can understand that after all, key is with him, by his side giving him support and the most important his love.
wantonewsbabies
#9
Chapter 3: I feel bad for enjoying a damaged Onew, but I do! His struggle and Kibum's reactions are so real, I can't help but to get drawn in. I'm looking forward to seeing this through.
Eyagibba
#10
Chapter 3: i love this story. I'ts so well written and interesting and i love how it's progressing so far