DONGHAE POV

 

 

…

 

 

Okay.

 

 

What the hell is gotten into me??

 

 

For heaven and hell’s sake.

 

 

I JUST KISSED HYUKKIE.

 

 

MY. FREAKING. FIRST. KISS.

 

 

 

Gosh.

 

This is not even a dream.

 

 

And… it’s not a simple kiss.

 

It’s hot one.

 

 

I can’t stop myself. His soft addicting and tempting lips were once on mine… And.. and his tongue… damn.

 

 

It feels so right.

 

 

Ah, stop it Hae!

 

Wait.

 

 

Where I am heading to? Suddenly I realized where am I and, uh, of course I’m still in Fukuura. I was hiding from Victoria earlier because Yuka said that I have to lunch with her and unfortunately she wants it too because her friend, yeah, she making a new friend already, wants to join.

 

Hell, it’s not that I don’t want to lunch with her friend too,

I don’t even want to lunch with her.

 

 

I want to lunch with Hyukkie.

 

Like the usual,

Maybe at the back of Fukuura, or the library, or just…

 

 

I already missed him.

 

But, wait!

 

 

The kiss.

 

ARRRRGH such a pabo!! Why did you kiss him fish!? You don’t even know how to face him next time. it’s true that his lips feels so good and addicting and warm and makes me—AISSH! HAE!

 

 

Calm yourself.

 

“Yah! What are you doing here?”

 

Suddenly I heard a familiar voice. I turned to see who is it, and… It’s Heechul hyung.

 

Where exactly am I?

 

A field… oh, this is an athletic competition right? That’s why Heechul hyung’s here. “oh, hi hyung,” I said, still startled.

 

He stared at me questioningly. “are you just kissing someone or something?”

 

My heart stopped. What the…? “H-huh?”

 

“your face is damn red, Hae,” he said and then chuckled. “I just thought that way,”

 

Aish, he just thought but he got it right. I am really kissing someone. Who I loved so much.

 

“yah!” he tapped my shoulder because I just stood still like a pabo. “what is going on? You didn’t looks like usual Hae,”

 

I gulped. Should I tell him?

 

 

“don’t tell me what I guess is true,” he said, eyes narrowed and staring at me carefully while stepped closer to me, making me stepped backwards unconsciously.

 

“h-hyung, but I just—“

 

 

His eyes widened and suddenly stopped his movement. “what…?”

 

I stared down and I’m sure I was damn blushing right now. “I didn’t mean t-that—“

 

 

“WHAT!”

 

I gasped. “what iswhat?”

 

 

He pointing at me, “you! How dare you have a boyfriend without telling me!!!”

 

 

What? Boyfriend? Since when I—

 

Uh, okay.

 

“who said I got boyfriend?”

 

He frowned. “so? Okay, girlfriend..”

 

I shook my head. “n-not either,”

 

“huh? So what do you mean by kissing?”

 

 

I sighed. I really should tell him because I never found a way to keep secret from him.

 

 

“I kissed Hyukkie,”

 

 

There, I say it.

 

I stared at Heechul hyyung slowly because I was too embarrassed. His eyes gotten very big, his jaw is wide opened and I swear I saw a little smirk in the corner of his mouth.

 

 

He pointed at me with that still emotion.

 

“W-what?” I asked feeling insecure.

 

Suddenly he laughed hard. Huh? I don’t even know on which part he found it funny. Is kissing Hyukkie sounds funny? I don’t think so…

 

“HAHAHAHA… H…Hannie!!! Hahahaha..” he called Hankyung hyung who’s a bit far from us, tying his shoelace. He turned to us and raised his brows while walking towards us.

 

“Hey, Hae…” then he stared at his lover, “Chul ah… What happened?” he asked.

 

Heechul hyung pointed at me while holding his stomach, trying to calm himself, making Hankyung hyung looked questioningly at me.

 

“wh-what? I just said…” I stared down, stopping my unfinished sentence. I shouldn’t say it again, right? It’s embarrassing me damn much.

 

“said what?”’

 

 

Ugh, Hankyung hyung…

 

“He kissed his lover—or maybe soon to be one,” suddenly Heechul hyung said before I could say a word. Damn, he made me blushed again.

 

Hankyung hyung raised his brows and smile curved on his face. “really?”

 

I just nodded with my already burning cheek.

 

 

“b-but I didn’t mean it…”

 

“Liar!” Heechul hyung snapped, but then grinned cheekily. “so, how it feels? Did you French-kissed him? or just a simple kiss?”

 

My face became hot. Damn this hyung is always teasing me!

 

 

Seeing me who’s unable to answer his question, Hankyung hyung rubbed Heechul hyung’s shoulder. “it’s his first kiss, Chul ah. He still shy, look at his face,”

 

“OMO! Of course it’s your first kiss!! FINALLY!!” Heechul hyung cheered, like just remember I haven’t kissed anyone and then he hugged me. I rolled my eyes. Of course this is my first kiss…

 

 

“you know… if you want to consult about something relate to it… don’t mind to ask your hyung!!” he said and tapped my shoulder happily. I just nodded and blushed.

 

Okay he’s meant to be nice but… I’m still embarrassed. I just having my first kiss ever with Hyukkie unconsciously and he treated me like I am having with—

 

OMG STOP THAT! And don’t start imagining. You’re not ert, Hae.

 

 

Suddenly I heard announcement that the competition will begin. Hankyung hyung turned to us, “I think it’s time to win this,” he said, smiling.

 

Heechul hyung walked approaching him and cupped his face. “good luck, Hannie… here, I will give you my good-luck kiss…” and then Heechul hyung leaned closer to kiss Hankyung hyung. I just watched them uncomfortably. This couple…. This is public!

 

Their kiss suddenly became hot Hankyung hyung even hugged Heechul hyung’s waist and pushed him closer so their kiss will be deepened. What the..?

 

“mmm.. H-Hannie…” Heechul hyung even moaned between their kiss. I stared around uncomfortably and notice that not a few people seeing at them, err, okay, us. Since I’m really close with them now.

 

“H-hyung…” I tried to interrupt their kiss but they not even show any attention even a bit. Gosh, this lovebirds.

 

 

“Ah, love is in the sky~~”

 

 

Suddenly I heard someone said. I turned and seeing there’re students from JYP High School walking towards us, about 3 of them and they are staring at HanChul couple who suddenly stopped their kiss hearing that.

 

I stared at the one who’s talking earlier. his name is attached to his shirt. Kim.. Junsu? While his friends are Ok Taecyeon and Lee Junho. They’re wearing the same model clothes with Hankyung hyung. I bet they’re athletes too…

 

“hey, aren’t you the contestant?” asked Taecyeon to Hankyung hyung. They’re both separated now, thank god.

 

 

Hankyung hyung nodded. “yeah, I am, are you from JYP High?”

 

They nodded. “you better be quick, Hankyung shi. You can be disqualified if you didn’t be there on time,” Taecyeon said again with a smirk on his face. I can’t help to smirk either. Sometimes this couple needs to be warned, tough. They’re showing too much PDA.

 

“yeah, I know. I just receiving my good luck kiss so I can beat you guys, kekeke, no offense,” Hankyung hyung said then giggling.

 

 

We are all rolled our eyes.

 

Yeah, whatever.

 

 

“good luck, hyung. Maybe I’ll go now,” I said and bid goodbye to Hankyung hyung and Heechul hyung.

 

 

I walked to I nowhere, sometimes just joining the crowd or just walking around, hoping I didn’t meet Victoria.

 

Then, I sat on a random seat I found near a field.

 

 

Ah, remembering Heechul hyung and Hankyung hyung earlier.

They’re so romantic.

 

 

I wonder… if I’m being like that with… Hyukkie.

 

Calling each other sweet nicknames,

 

Be there beside each other anytime,

 

Being leaned on if something bothered him,

 

And even… kiss his delicious lips everytime I want.

 

 

 

Damn, what I’ve thinking?

Aissh.

 

Hyukkie is not gay.

 

 

He said it.

 

 

I asked him before if he’s straight and he said ‘of course’.

 

So don’t hope too much, Hae.

Besides… That person didn’t want you to be with him.

 

 

... If only Victoria against this.

 

 

 

---

 

 

I stared at my room’s ceiling, feeling bored. It’s 8 PM now and I have nothing to do now. That person is not at home and there’re only maids and me in the house.

 

Yeah, maids. He really serious wants to live here.

 

 

That thought makes me uncomfortable.

I don’t want to live with him.

 

 

Hmph, what did I do? Thinking about him. I better thinking about something else.

 

I rolled my body undirectly.

 

 

And suddenly my mind flew to someone.

 

Of course, it’s Hyukkie. And that makes me remember about the… the kiss.

 

 

GAH! It’s so embarrassing.

 

How should I act when facing him next time?

 

I stared at my phone on the nightstand.

 

 

I can’t stand it.

 

I took my phone, then start to type something.

 

 

‘hey –Hae’

 

Err… is it okay? I just want to straighten this… and besides, I really missed him.

 

 

About 2 minutes later, my phone vibrated.

 

‘uhm.. hey –hyuk’

 

 

I inhaled deeply. ‘still mad? –Hae’

 

‘about what? –hyuk’

 

Gosh… should I mention it again?

 

 

‘about… earlier –Hae’

 

 

‘yah, why should I? –Hyuk’

 

I gasped. He didn’t mad? Even I kissed him? okay maybe it’s not his first like mine, but…I’m not even his boyfriend or what.

 

 

‘just.. I thought you are… -Hae’

 

 

‘I’m not :b –Hyuk’

 

I smiled in happiness. I thought it will be super awkward or he will cold to me since I kissed him earlier. but he’s not and I’m really happy about that.

 

I unconsciously press call.

 

 

“Yoboseyo?”

 

Uh oh, I really call him.

“h..Hey,”

 

“hi,”

 

I goes silent. I really missed his voice but I don’t know what to say… “w..what are you doing?” I just started to talk non sense. But yeah, I’m curious too about what he is doing.

 

“um… nothing. Just talking with you. Hehehe,” he giggled.

 

My heart is beating faster.

 

 

 

He really gives me hope.

 

 

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HYUKJAE POV

 

In the name of what, DONGHAE CALLED ME??

 

Gosh!!

 

I’m so embarrassed. He called me. He texted me then he called me. I’m drowned in excitement while staring at my phone’s screen then I answered the call.

 

 

“Yoboseyo?” I said, smile never left my face. I was lying on the bed earlier but I don’t know when I sat up like this.

 

“h…hey,”

 

 

AWW IT’S REALLY HIM!!

 

I’m so happy hearing his voice. I thought he won’t make a move at all since he kissed me today…

 

“hi,” I said, unable to talk more since I’m so excited and my heart is beating damn fast because of hearing his voice.

 

 

But then he goes silent. Uh, why he didn’t talk? Right before I want to call him again, he spoke up.

 

“w…what are you doing?”

 

I blinked. What am I doing?

 

“um… nothing. Just talking with you. Hehehe,” I said while giggling. Okay I hope he didn’t think I’m crazy, even I really am. I am crazy over him.

 

 

“Have you eat?”

 

“y-yes I have,” I said, a bit startled because he was so caring.

 

 

He kissed me today.

He texted me at night.

And he called me. Asking if I already eat.

 

 

o…only couple do that right?

 

Aissh! I really blushed by my own thought.

 

 

But…

Isn’t he straight?

 

So why he kissed me?

 

He just playing around with me?

 

Or is he actually a bad playboy who loves to kiss anyone and stole their hearts even if they are boys or girls.

 

Oh no.

I’ve falling too deep.

 

 

“Hyukkie? Hello?”

 

I gasped. “y..yes?”

 

And then I heard him sighed. “I thought the line is disconnected… why you didn’t say a word?”

 

Ugh, it’s because of me thinking about you!

 

“I just… I just—“

 

Suddenly I heard a door’s sound opened. Like someone opening Hae’s room door. Mmm, I wonder who is it.

 

 

“Donghae,”

 

A man’s heavy voice heard. Don’t tell me it’s Hae’s dad.

I heard a sigh.

 

“What??”

It’s Hae and I could tell his voice sounds pissed off. I, too, feeling disturbed. What does he wants?

 

 

“calm down. What are you doing?” I heard him asked.

 

“nothing,”

 

Mmm, okay. He’s not supposed to say he’s on the phone with me right?

 

“Yuka said you ate lunch with Victoria today, is it right?”

 

Huh? Lunch?

 

“yeah, we ate lunch together,” Hae replied, “are you done?”

 

 

…wow, Hae’s really cold.

 

“not yet. remember what I told you?”

 

“whatever,” Hae now sounds sad. What did Hae’s dad told him? make me curious. “I already told you too,”

 

 

“yeah but—“ his dad’s voice suddenly interrupted by another voice who’s so far so I couldn’t hear it. “I’ll answer it,” he then said and I heard the sound of door’s closed.

 

Eh? His dad is leaving already?

 

 

“Hyukkie?” Hae called me after I heard him sighed.

 

“y..yeah? is it your dad?”

 

“hmm. Sorry about him, don’t bother,”

 

“okay…” I said, even I was damn curious about what he and his father talked about earlier. but I can’t ask him since I shouldn’t bother someone else’s problem.

 

 

“where were we?”

 

“um…areyou ate lunch with Victoria earlier?” I unconsciously asked. Oh my, is it okay to ask this?

 

 

“what? Of course not, I’m with you, remember?”

o..okay, he’s with me and that incident—not incident, but how should I say it—happens. But… he said?

 

“oh… you heard it? sorry, I lied to him,”

 

 

My heart beating so fast.

 

 

 

He said he went lunch with Victoria.

 

But he’s actually hiding from Victoria.

 

And met me.

 

And stole my first kiss.

 

And texted me at night.

 

And lied to his dad 2 times because of me.

 

And really cared about me.

 

 

 

Is it a hope…

 

That he actually likes me?

 

 

 

 

-----===-----===-----

 

 

NO ONE POV

 

 

It’s the 4^th day of Sport Festival.

 

Hyukjae walked along the side of the athletics field and heading to swimming pool, just want to check the condition and since he’s the president, he can’t ignore it.

 

 

“Hi, Hyukjae ah!” he heard a sound and he turned. It’s Leeteuk, he’s just finished joining the archery competition.

 

“Leeteuk hyung! I don’t know you’re a contestant too,” Hyukjae said in surprised then he smiled.

 

 

“Don’t doubt me, I’m a professional archer. Anyway, where are you going?” Leeteuk said then asked him.

 

“um, I just want to look around, hyung. Anyway, is Kangin hyung here too? He’s joining judo competition right?” he asked and start walking with Leeteuk. Leeteuk is still wearing his clothes for his archery competition and a small towel is rounding his neck.

 

He nodded lightly, “yeah, but he’s now still practicing. He made it to semi finals,”

 

Hyukjae’s eyes widened, “really? That’s great!” and Leeteuk just smiled.

 

 

“by the way, how’s you and Donghae relationship? Good?”

 

Hyukjae’s a bit stunned after hearing Leeteuk’s question. But he just nodded doubtly. “y-yeah, everything’s fine,”

 

 

Leeteuk stared at Hyukjae and studied his face carefully. “is there any problems between you two?” he asked. “I haven’t meet Donghae again since the day he fight,”

 

“oh, that…” Hyukjae muttered, “no, it’s just… his dad came,”

 

 

Leeteuk stopped his feet and his eyes became really big. “really?”

 

Hyukjae nodded, a bit surprised because Leeteuk is really shock to hear it. “y-yeah,” he knows Hae’s dad is bad man, but he didn’t know Leeteuk will like this.

 

 

“and what happened after his dad came?” Leeteuk ask, still didn’t move and staring at Hyukjae seriously to his eyes.

 

Hyukjae became nervous. “w-what I know is… His dad wants to married with a woman…”

 

 

“that’s a bad thing,”

 

 

“…and betroth him with his fiancée’s niece.”

 

 

“that’s a really bad thing,”

 

 

Hyukjae gulped and nodded, “yeah… Hae didn’t seems to like it, but.. I don’t know,”

 

 

“he DEFINITELY won’t like it, Hyukjae,” Leeteuk said with serious expression. “I have to tell you something,”

 

 

-----===-----===------

 

HYUKJAE POV

 

 

My heart is beating so fast. Leeteuk hyung looks really serious about this.

 

“w..what is it, hyung?” I asked while sitting on the seat beside him near the pool. His face looks worried and uneasy, really different with the expression I saw first time.

 

 

“Donghae… you know he almost go to US when his dad came here years ago, right?”

 

I nodded. “y-yeah…”

 

“and you know the reason he didn’t go, right? Kangin told you earlier if I’m not wrong,” he said.

 

Oh! I remembered… Hae almost suicide because of that. But I didn’t know the details. “y-yes, hyung,”

 

Leeteuk hyung inhaled deeply. “he almost killed himself with a knife, you know,”

 

My eyes widened. “what? How?”

 

“he cut his wrist like his mom did, but fortunately he’s safe because it’s not too deep. You know, actually the scar is still there, but he hides it with his watch,”

 

 

My heart stopped hearing that. How come I didn’t know?

 

“what I want to tell you is… uhm, if you meet a scene that it can help him to be happy, please make him happy. The thing is… he’s your servant, right? He have more time with you than with me—“

 

“he’s not my servant anymore, hyung,” I said cutting his sentence because I’m hurt.

 

 

“What?? Why?”

 

I lowered my head. “I… asked him,”

 

 

“you don’t like him?”

 

“NO! it’s not like that…” I quickly snapped. “I just…”

 

Damn! I should think first. It’s impossible to say that I love Hae, right?

 

 

“who’s the girl he’s being engaged to?”

 

“a new student in Fukuura… her name is Victoria,” I told him. I don’t even know why, only saying her name already hurt my heart so much.

 

“is she annoy you so much?”

 

I stared at Leeteuk hyung. How did he..?

 

“hmph,” Leeteuk hyung smiled a bit, “you both are really… aissh, complicated,”

 

 

Huh? I blinked. What does he mean by that…

 

“anyway…” he muttered again, “even if he’s not your servant anymore, that’s okay. just… I’m counting on you for making him happy, okay Hyukjae ah?”

 

I nodded and smiled at him. “I’ll do my best,”

 

Leeteuk smiled back, “that’s great to hear. I have to go to Kangin’s place now, Hyukjae ah,” he said and stood up. I nodded and waved at him before he left.

 

 

Yeah,

 

I’ll do my best…

 

 

 

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VICTORIA POV

 

 

“Hae oppa, are you okay?” I asked Hae oppa who’s driving now, heading to my apartment.

 

I know I didn’t really love him, but I have to agree with this engagement since it’s what auntie Yuka wants and… she said Hae oppa is fine with that.

 

I didn’t see it, tough, but… hmm, auntie says he just shy. That’s impossible! I can see he’s really ignorant.

 

“yeah, why?”

 

see that? Hmmm… I bet he just follow what his dadwants.

 

“nothing… you didn’t seems to feel good,” I said wondering.

 

“yeah I’m not,”

 

I raised my brows. What? He said he’s okay!

 

 

“why?” I asked, staring at him. his eyes is showing no excitement. no fun…

 

 

“what should I say? being paired to you, maybe.”

 

I feel a little hurt. Why he can’t accept it? I know he never know me, moreover he has to love me and marry me. But… why he didn’t try? He can try… like me. I’m still tried to love him either.

 

 

“we’ve arrived,” he said again without looking at me.

 

I just sighed and opened the car door, “thanks, oppa,” I said and left the car. Why Hae oppa hates me that much?

 

Is it because I said bad things to Eunhyuk oppa earlier?

 

And, wait… Eunhyuk oppa said that Hae oppa is his servant. But why today or even yesterday I didn’t see them together?

 

Is it because of me?

 

Oh no! I ruined their friendship.

 

Wait, if Hae oppa’s his servant, so that means they’re not friends right?

 

 

Confusing…

 

“I’m home,” I muttered, after entering my apartment.

 

“welcome home, darling,” I heard auntie greeted me from kitchen. I quickly approached her and quickly smell something really delicious. She must be cooks my favorite meal!

 

 

“aw, auntie~! What did you make? It’s smells delicious!” I squeals, running at her and hug her.

 

“patience, honey, I’m making your favorite stew,” she said, smiling. “go change now, Victoria, and it will be ready when you back, so we can eat together,”

 

Aw, I really love my auntie! She really caring like my mom. I’m glad she still here to accompany me.

 

I went to my room and changed my uniform to a shirt and short pants. Minutes later, I go back to the kitchen and smiled when seeing my auntie put the dish to dining table. Yay! I’m starving now~

 

“come here, honey, let’s eat together,” she said and sat while handed me the plate. I nodded and joined her.

 

“so, how’s your school today?” she started the conversation while eating.

 

I smiled at her, “sport festival today is fun! I watched the archery and swimming competition today with Krystal and Yoona,” I said. I really like watched those competitions. Everyone looks so talented!

 

“really? Good to hear you can adapt there,” she said and smiled back to me. “and how’s your relationship with Donghae? Better?”

 

 

My smile suddenly faded. Why she have to talk about Hae oppa? It’s never better. But I didn’t want to make her sad.

 

“y..yes, auntie, we’re getting better,” I just said. She nodded and asked again, “you ate lunch with him yesterday right?”

 

I swallow my meal hardly. I know yesterday I didn’t eat lunch with Hae oppa since he’s really hard to find and I know the reason. But I can’t blame him right? He really doesn’t want to be paired to me.

 

“yeah, and yesterday was fun auntie” I lied. I’m sorry, auntie… I just don’t want Hae oppa to be suffered more.

 

“oh, that’s good!” she said cheerfully. “keep it up, okay? I’m sure he will likes you more soon,”

 

 

I just smiled bitterly.

 

 

 

 

---Next day, Fukuura (5^th day Festival)

 

 

“I’m hungry! Vic, are you hungry?” Yoona said beside me. We’re watching swimming competition now.

 

I nodded, “I am! Let’s eat?”

 

“can you buy it for us? We’re too lazyyy~” Krystal said beside Yoona. Aish, these girls! But it’s fine tough, I want to take a little walk because I’m a bit bored here.

 

 

“okay, what do you want to eat?”

 

“anything delicious!” Yoona said happily and handed me the money with Krystal. “thanks a bunch Vic~!” she squealed and I just rolled my eyes.

 

“I’ll go now okay? don’t blame me if you guys didn’t like it,” I said then leave them.

 

 

 

I walked along the food stalls. There’re food bazaar this week and it’s full of delicious foods! Make me confused. What should I buy?

 

When I was looking around and arrived to cafeteria, I found something interest me.

 

Watermelon juice!

Omg~!!

 

I really love watermelon juice and already craving for it since week ago. But… I only see it one in the refrigerator. I’m so lucky today!

 

 

When I’m walking really close to the refrigerator excitedly, suddenly someone’s blocking my way, and took it.

 

.. WHAT?

 

“y-yah! That’s mine!” I snapped to the guy who took it and drank it directly. NOOO! My juice!

 

 

The guy turned to me and raised his brows. “sorry, I’m thirsty,” he said, sipping it once again and then pay for the juice while walking further, leaving the pissed off me.

 

What!! How could he!? Bad guy!! I know he’s handsome, but it’s really mean! I was craving for it since a long time…

 

Ugh!

 

 

So I just buy anything I can find and get back to the pool, still pissed off and pouting. That guy really ruined my happy mood!

 

 

When I arrived to the pool, I sat on the place where I sat before but I can’t find Yoona or Krystal. Where are they? Maybe they went to the toilet. I’ll just eat first then.

 

I eat a cheeseburger I found earlier. but my mood is still not getting better. I really hate that kind of guy! Handsome but have no respect. I really want that juice! And that uniform… I’m glad he’s not from Fukuura.

 

 

Hmp, just forget it, Vic!

 

 

When I was focusing the swimming competition, I was startled because of the swimmer I saw just now. He swims so well! I hope he will win.

 

And...

 

YAY! HE WON! Wow… he’s jumping happily knowing he’s the first winner and that means he’s included to the finals. I bet he’s the guy who I saw yesterday!

 

 

But, wait.

 

Is he…

 

 

OMONA! He’s the guy who took my juice!!!!

 

Ugh………I can’t believe it! he’s handsome, and have well-built body, since he’s a swimmer but… I still mad! He took my precious juice.

 

My eyes unconsciously followed him. He’s laughing with his friends, do high-five and still chat with those who lose. I bet he’s a nice guy…

 

Suddenly, I saw his friend holding a still-not-yet-opened watermelon juice. Omo! Me want!!

 

Wait wait wait. That handsome swimmer, uhm, yeah I admit he’s handsome, approaching his friend and pointing at the juice. Did he wants it too? Really! That guy!

 

I just pouted remembering the scene earlier and keep staring at them. Oh my! He’s giving money to his friend and taking the juice! I can’t believe it. he’s really a watermelon juice maniac! I feel sorry for his friend.

 

Anyway, where’s Krystal and Yoona? Umm, maybe they just walking around to see another competition or something. I stared around. Hmph, there’re no signs of them…

 

Suddenly I didn’t realize someone already sat beside me. I turned to tell that those seats are occupied when I saw his face.

 

OMONA.

 

It’s really him. the meanie guy who didn’t have respect,

 

who stole his friend’s and took the-supposed-to be-mine watermelon juice!!

 

I glared at him while he’s staring at me. Ugh, if only he’s not handsome…

 

 

“hey,” he said, pretending to be friendly. Huh! I suddenly recall those mean scene at cafeteria. “I didn’t know you watch my competition,”

 

“I don’t do it on purpose and what do you want?” I asked in unfriendly tone.

 

He looking at my face and smiled, “don’t pout like that, not cute,” he muttered, makes my eyes widened. Why he said like that? I just silence, speechless because of his act.

 

Okay I admit. His smile really charming when he’s close, but he’s not a good boy, Vic! Remember that!

 

He suddenly chuckled. “still mad at me because of earlier?” he said and suddenly show his juice he bought from his friend. “here, I give you the new one,”

 

My heart suddenly stopped.

 

It’s actually for me?

 

He don’t even know me and I don’t even know him. but…

 

“yah, you don’t want to? I can drink it by myself, then—“

 

“NO! I want it!!” I unconsciously stopped him and grabbed it from him. oh no, it’s so embarrassing!

 

He laughed, and his laugh sounds really nice in my ear. “you’re really cute, what’s your name?”

 

I just lowered my head, “V-Victoria,”

 

Ugh, Vic! Why you told your name to stranger? Okay maybe he’s not a bad guy, but… still…

 

He offered his hand.

 

 

 

“I’m Changmin,”

 

 

 

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HYUKJAE POV

 

 

I stared blankly at SiBum couple who’s flirting to each other in front of me. Ugh, they’re really made me envy.

 

We’re eating at cafeteria now, and I have no choice to join them eat lunch since Kibum said he’s too shy to eat alone with Siwon. But the fact is they both drowned in their own world and leave me alone like an idiot here. Aissh!

 

“Wonnie, say aaa please?” Kibum asked Siwon, about to feed him spaghetti. Siwon gladly opened his mouth and enjoy the meal Kibum gave. I rolled my eyes.

 

New couple always like this.

 

I still remember when Minho and Taemin just confessed their feelings that they loved each other. They do PDA so much.

 

But… they still are now. It’s a good thing, but it made me… envy.

 

“your turn, Bum ah,” Siwon said and then feeding him fried rice. Gosh! “Is it good?” Siwon asked and Kibum nodded happily.

 

Ugh.

 

Hae…

 

Where’s he? I didn’t saw him today. I feel like missing him so much, so I took my phone and opened the inbox, ignoring the SiBum couple in front of me.

 

 

I smiled.

 

‘I bet you’re doing nothing now :b –Hae’

 

‘kkk, so I was right, am I? It’s late, won’t u sleep? –Hae’

 

Ah… I was about to sleep early when you texted me, Hae. And I was happy like hell everytime you texted me, even you made me can’t sleep.

 

‘sleeping late is not good for ur health –Hae’

 

‘kk yeah I was about to sleep but then I remember you, Hyukkie –Hae’

 

My heart’s beating so fast even I already read this message.

 

 

‘I just don’t want you to be sick, sleep now k? –Hae’

 

He’s really… caring.

 

 

‘good night Hyukkie ^^  -Hae’

 

 

Aw, that’s the last message from him and that’s last night. I’m having a really good sleep after texting with him. he’s really my everything.

 

I really want to say

 

I love you Hae.

 

 

But there’s…so many reason.

 

Of why I didn’t say it.

 

 

Your feeling towards me.

 

Victoria.

 

And most of it,

 

 

I’m too shy.

 

 

 

---

 

 

It’s about 8 PM now, and I just having my simple dinner alone at my house. Now I’m watching TV but as usual, nothing interests me.

 

 

Aish, what should I do?

 

I’m really bored.

 

I stared at my phone, but no messages or even calls.

Should I call someone?

 

But… who? I don’t feel like chatting right now.

 

 

If it’s Hae, I really don’t mind.

 

 

Yah, but of course I didn’t dare to text him first. What if he feels disturbed? No no no, I can’t do that. I’m just too selfish.  Usually he text me first so I’ll just wait if he bother to text me again tonight.

 

 

Suddenly, when I was staring blankly to my phone, there’s a call.

 

Clearly displayed the name of the caller.

 

 

 

DONGHAE.

 

 

 

This is too good to be true.

 

I quickly answered the call before even a second passed.

 

 

“wow, so fast. Are you texting with someone?” he said, making my face gone red. “n-no, I was just…playing games,” I lied.

 

 

“game? What game?”

 

Err…

 

“usual hand phone games, uhm, I switched game many times, I’m bored.” I said reasoning.

 

“I see,” he said, “so I was calling in the right time then?” he giggled and making my heart beating really fast hearing him. ugh, just calm down, heart! You made me going crazy.

 

But his sweet voice…

 

The voice that coming out from those lips.

 

Those lips that stole my first kiss.

 

 

Gosh.

 

 

 

“y-yeah, kind of…” I said, try to be calm. But inside my heart, I was happy like hell.

 

“anyway, have you eat, Hyukkie?”

 

This is again.

 

You’re caring too much Hae. No, it’s not that I don’t like it. it’s just it makes my heart gone crazy because of your affections and… I’m hoping too much you will love me like I do.

 

 

“I… I have,” I answered.

 

“hey, am I disturbing you?”

 

Huh? “of course not, why?” didn’t I said I was bored? There’s no way he could disturb me.

 

“no, it’s just that… you didn’t seem like having interest chatting with me,” he said and his voice became sad.

 

WHAT! Of course I’m having interest so bad!! I was so happy he called me! Aish, maybe I was too shy so he could think that way.

 

“NO!” I exclaimed, “I… I like chatting with you,” I said then blushed because of my own sentence. Gosh, you monkey! It’s too embarrassing!

 

 

“really?”

 

“y…yeah,”

 

Hae.. stop making my heart beating wildly like this.

 

 

Then… an awkward silence haunting the line.

 

“Hae?” I called him, making sure he’s still there and the phone is not disconnect.

 

“yeah? I’m sorry… I was drowned in my thought earlier,” he said, chuckled. “anyway, where are you today? I didn’t see you,”

 

I blinked. “you’re coming? It’s me who didn’t see you this whole day,”

 

 

“so you’re looking for me?”

 

Oh, gosh! Is he busting me?

 

 

“A-ani, I just—“

 

He laughed. “kekeke, don’t mind it. I’m just over confidence.”

 

Oh how I love that laugh.

 

 

I turned off the TV and then walked towards my room with phone still on my ear. “anyway, Hyukkie…”

 

“mmm?”

 

 

I don’t know why, my heart is stopped whenever he called me Hyukkie with his sweet gentle voice. It feels so comfortable.

 

I lie down on my bed and hugging my plushie, waiting for him to say something since he sounds like he want to say something. But I only heard his breath.

 

 

“Hae?”

 

“Um… actually, I want to tell you something,”

 

 

What is it, I wonder. My heart beating faster.

 

 

“what is it?”

 

 

And then silent again. gosh, Hae! What’s wrong with him?

 

“Hyukkie,”

 

“yees?”

 

 

“I, um…”

 

Suddenly I heard knocks on my door.

 

 

! At the super teasing time like this? Okay ignore it.

 

But suddenly the knocks are getting louder and it’s disturb me. Who the hell was that?

 

“Hae, wait,” I said, interrupting him. “someone’s in front of my door. Can you continue it later? I’ll be right back, just don’t hang up the phone. Okay?”

 

 

I heard him sighed. “O…Okay,”

 

 

Then, I quickly stormed out of the room and go to the front door. Whoever it is, I hope he will quickly go away. I’m having my time with Hae here.

 

 

I opened the door, revealing someone.

 

 

…

 

 

 

I don’t even know who it was.

 

 

He’s wearing a formal clothes, and he wears a freaking sunglasses. This is night, dude! But suddenly I remembered something.

 

 

Donghae’s dad bodyguards.

 

 

I unconsciously stepped backwards, feeling afraid. It’s only one of them, but it’s enough to make my heart feels uneasy. “c-can I help you?” I asked stuttering.

 

He sniffed, then handed me an envelope. “you’re scared of me? Hahaha, I just want to give this for you,” he said with his heavy voice.

 

 

I accept the envelope. It’s black, and no name of the sender. just written ‘Lee Hyukjae’ in front of it.

 

“w-what is this?” I tried to ask, but he’s already walking away, and I’m not dare enough to stop him. so I just closed the door.

 

 

What the hell is this?

 

 

I walked back towards my room, still examining the black envelope. Then I grabbed my phone back. “Hey,”

 

 

“Hyukkie? So quick, who is it?”

 

 

Donghae didn’t know about this. Uhm, I wonder? “n-no, just a friend came for taking his things that he left in my house,” I lied. I just think it’s better for me to not saying it.

 

I slowly opened the envelope, and there’s nothing in it but a piece of paper.

 

 

“uhm, okay… can I continue?”

 

I nodded unconsciously, “yeah, yeah, you can continue, Hae. What’re you going to say earlier?” I asked while examining the paper.

 

Now my concentration is divided, to Hae, and to this letter. I’m really curious with this letter, but I’m curious too with what Hae’s gonna say.

 

The letter is written by hand, it’s kind of short letter but… okay let me read it first.

 

 

I read the first line, second line, and so on until I didn’t realize that Hae is still silent and I only heard his breath for I didn’t really know how long.

 

 

 

 

I hold my breath.

 

 

 

Exactly at the last line, I heard Hae say something.

 

 

 

 

 

 

“I love you,Hyukkie.”

 

 

 

 

 

Oh my.

 

 

 

 

 

No.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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[A/N]: omg this is so late T_T i'm really really sorry for updating late!!!!!!!!!!!!

school makes me so busy this week and tired, that's why i don't even have time to updating! i missed you guys T_T

anyway, is this chap hanging? hahahaha~~ XDDD sorry! at least it's really long than usual... rite?

 

and omg i almosst forgot...

 

i updated in Hae oppa's BDAY!!!!!!!!!!! 

yay~ XD