DONGHAE POV

 

I woke up.

 

Ahh, another morning. What’s this? My head’s so heavy and I hardly breathe. i’ve to remember what happened yesterday.

 

Hm... i was... oh—Hyukkie!

I have to pick him up.

 

Suddenly, my phone’s rang. “y..yobo.. er?” i said, too weak to even say a ‘yoboseyo’.

 

“Hae,” Said someone there. I knew that voice, it’s Leeteuk hyung.

 

“ne hyung,” I responded in a husky voice I can’t control.

 

Then he silent for a while. “why’re your voice? Did you just wake up?”

 

I nodded, but I just realized that he can’t even see me. “yeah, what happened?” I then said. My head is so heavy, I can’t even think straight now, so I just lay down.

 

“I just… wait, you just wake up? It’s almost 7 AM, don’t you err, pick Hyukjae up to school? Like usual…” he said.

I blinked. “7 AM?”

 

“Hae, are you okay? Yeah, it’s almost 7 AM. Are you sick? Let me know.” He said again.

 

Ah, such a caring person. Even he’s not my family, i’ve treat everyone in Rox as my family. They always make me feel comfortable. But i never want to make them worried.

 

“no i just, fine..” I lied. My head is damn hurt now, and my body’s feel hot. I really not sure if I can go pick up Hyukkie and come to school today.. What it is because?

 

“Hmmm..” he sounded like he doesn’t believe me. “okay, will you come to school today?”

 

Ah, hard question. I really want to say no, but that’s only makes him worried. What should I do then?

 

“ah.. Y-yeah, I don’t know, my car… um, it’s—“

 

“Hae.”

 

“ye.. yes, hyung?”

 

“be honest to us especially me, okay? Don’t make us worry like the day Eunhyuk sleep in your room earlier day.”

 

I sighed. Okay. I know it’ll be worst if I’m not honest.. because, yah, they trust me so much, since I was their leader actually.

Gosh.. so confused now.

 

“hey, Hae? You there?”

 

“ah? Um.. yes, don’t worry about me. I won’t be at school today. Don’t find me. I’m fine.” I said hardly. My head is spinning around and I’m so sure I need some sleep now. But how about Hyukkie?

 

“..okay, just let me know if you need something. Okay, Hae? Don’t push yourself and…Oh! What are you doing yesterday?”

 

I blinked. Yesterday? What did I do yesterday?

 

“hmm?” I just respond unclearly. I forgot what happened yesterday and I’m still suffered from this pain, that’s why I can’t think straight.

 

“yah, tell me later. You didn’t sound healthy. I’ll check your condition after school. Don’t go anywhere, arasso?”

 

“ne arasso, hyung.”

 

“take care, Hae. If you need something just call me or someone. I’ve to go now,” he said, then he hung up the phone.

 

Aisshh.. what happened to me? i’m feeling weak now..

 

Suddenly, I remembered Hyukkie. I took my phone and type his number, but then I stopped. How should I tell him?

 

Hm… maybe I should call someone else.

 

“yoboseyo,” I said weakly.

 

“yoboseyo, Hae?” the sound responded. It’s Siwon who I called.

 

 

“ne, Siwon ah? I need help.”

 

 

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HYUKJAE POV

 

I stand in front of my house, waiting.

 

Aishh, I know it, I know it! He were mad at me and won’t pick me up. It’s 7.15 AM now! He won’t pick me up….

 

Somehow, I’m feeling so sad.

 

I look outside, on the direction to his house. From here, I can see his car. But maybe he doesn’t use his car like yesterday. Ugh!

 

“won’t you going, Hyuk ah?” I heard someone behind me.

 

“hyung,” it’s Shindong hyung. He’s look healthy this morning, I’m happy to see that. “yah, um…”

 

He then stared at the direction I’ve seen before. To Hae’s house.

 

“hm… he didn’t picking you up, eh? Why is that?”

I just silence, don’t know what to say.

 

He sighed. “haaa~ I don’t think he’s the type of easy to mad person… but I don’t know now. Since I haven’t meet him for so long. Peoples changed.”

 

Yeah, but I don’t know if he changed or not. Honestly, I don’t really know what kind of person Donghae is. He’s just magically took my heart with unreason. What spell he cast? I really want to know.

 

But now, aisshh! Don’t think about it right now. I have to make sure he didn’t come to pick me up and I will go by myself! Ah, thinking about yesterday… I think I’m gonna cry…

 

“strange?? I’m not.”

 

“you are.”

 

“no!!”

 

“you are, Hyukjae!”

 

Hyukjae… that’s what he called me yesterday. The reason why I told him to go away. And the reason why I feel so regret. The reason why I’m crying right now…

 

“yah,” suddenly Shindong hyung tapped my shoulder. “what are you crying of?” he asked.

I quickly erased my tears. “what? I’m not cry. I just still sleepy…” I said, and I was really sure he knew that I’m lying.

 

“liar…” he muttered, looking at the road once again. “why are you crying? Is it about Donghae?”

 

I shook my head. “no…”

 

He stared at me. “then, what about?”

 

I sighed. “it’s because of myself, hyung.”

 

“yourself? Did you hurt yourself?”

 

I nodded.

 

“how?”

 

“by hurting him.”

 

He sighed. “what did you do?”

 

“I.. I don’t know. I just hurt him. Maybe he hates me. that’s why he don’t pick me up.”

He looks thinking for a while. “so, you don’t wanna go to school?”

 

I stare at nowhere. “I want.” Then I stood up. “maybe, I’ll go now, hyung.”

 

When I was towards the front gate, Shindong hyung suddenly called me.

 

“Hyuk ah, is that him?”

 

I look in front of me. it’s a car. But I realize that it’s not Hae’s. then it’s whom?

“it’s not his car…”

 

Then, someone came out from the car. First, I still didn’t realize who is it. But after I saw how he walks, I think I knew it. It’s Siwon.

 

“Siwon ssi?”

 

“Eunhyuk ssi.” He called me, smiling.

 

I’m speechless. “where’s.. Where’s Donghae?” I asked. I turned to see Shindong hyung. He looks surprised too because it’s not Hae who picking me up, but it’s Siwon. Person that I never called to pick me. Then Shindong hyung walked towards me.

 

“Siwon,” Shindong hyung greeted him in friendly tone.

 

“yeah, hyung.” Siwon said. “I want to picking Eunhyuk up,” he added politely.

 

Shindong hyung looked confused, but then he nodded. “okay.”

 

“where’s Hae, Siwon ssi?” I asked him, still confused of why is him who picking me up, not Hae. Did Hae really mad and want to change his job as servant with Siwon?

No, I don’t want that…

 

Siwon stared at me and took a long breath. “he said he can’t pick you up, Eunhyuk ah. He said that he’s sorry that he can’t.”

 

“why?”

 

“uhm, he’s sick, I think. He can’t pick you up, and he didn’t come to school today. Now, let’s just go, Eunhyuk ah.” He explained.

 

I froze. Hae’s sick? That’s my fault!! Why didn’t he called me or message me? omg… what should I do??

 

“Eunhyuk ah? Let’s go... It’s getting late.”

 

I just followed him without saying a thing.

 

---

 

“hyung! What took you so long this morning?” I heard someone called me. It’s Jonghyun. Taemin, Minho and Key are with him. We’re at library now.

 

“no, it’s just.. Hae didn’t picking me up today.”

 

“what?? Chinja? He always picks you up every morning.. why today, hyung?” Taemin asked.

 

I sighed. “he’s sick.”

 

“yah, Hyuk! Why long face todaaay?” suddenly Xiah called me after he just entered library, with hand holding a can of coke.

 

“Donghae hyung didn’t pick him up today, hyung.” Minho explained for me.

 

Xiah eyes widened. “what!? Are you sure??”

I just nodded, followed by others.

 

“aahh, waeyooo?”

 

“he’s sick. Did he called you, hyung?” Taemin now asked me.

I shook my head then looked away. I was really not in mood to even saying anything. I’m thinking about Hae most of time today. Hae, what are you doing? I’m worried…

 

“you’re not calling him?” Xiah asked.

 

I raised my brows. “I… I haven’t.” I think that’s the way I can communicate with him! By calling him! But……

 

“you are, Hyukjae!”

 

Hae…

 

“you’ll get… cold.”

 

No…. I miss you..

 

“yah! Did I said something wrong?” Xiah’s voice surprised me.

 

“ah? No..” I said. There’s nothing wrong… why Xiah asked like that?

 

“hyung…” Minho called me.

 

“what?”

 

“hyung, you’re crying…”

 

My eyes widened. I’m crying? And I don’t even realize? My eyes were all wet with tears. It’s all the tears for Hae.

 

“i-I’m okay. I just… so much things that I’m thinking about.” I said.

 

“don’t push yourself, Hyuk ah. Leader don’t make his group worry.” Xiah said.

 

“did I make you worry?” I asked.

 

“no, no, Eunhyuk hyung. We’re just worrying a bit. Don’t listen to Xiah hyung.” Taemin said.

 

“hey, you… but I was right, you know!”

 

And then they argued. I can’t hear what they said, maybe I was too worried about Hae. but I don’t wanna make the others worried about me too.. what should I do then? I’ve to pretend that I’m okay in front of them..

 

“guys, I’m hungry. I want to eat lunch now first. Okay?”

 

“can I join?” suddenly Kibum, the one that I don’t know that he was there, sounded.

 

“Kibum ah? I just realized that you were here. Okay then.” I said. Even actually I don’t go for lunch, but for sitting somewhere alone, but okay then.. I’m hungry too.

 

--- Fukuura’s Cafeteria

 

“so… he did pick you up this morning?” Kibum asked, playing with his spaghetti.

 

I nodded. “I don’t know why, but maybe.. Hae is asking Siwon to do that? Because.. Siwon said that Hae’s apologizing to me, even he’s not called me…”

 

“why don’t you call him, hyung? I’m sure he’s missing you.” He said, smiling.

 

My eyes widened. “bwoyaa? He’s missing me? maybe he is. In… my dream.”

 

He chuckled. “no, I’m serious. Don’t you missed him? If you missed him.. then I’m sure he missed you too.”

 

“yeah, yeah.” I sighed. “I don’t think so, but… whatever.”

 

“hmm.. why don’t you call him?” he asked me again.

 

I stared at him for a while. “I can’t. I’m afraid he’s still mad at me.”

 

“mad at you? You two were just arguing?”

 

I nodded. “kind of,”

 

“aisshh.. waeyo? What makes you two arguing? I thought you two are just fine these days.”

 

“it’s all my fault, Kibum ah…” I sighed. “I made him mad.”

 

“eh?” Kibum raised his brows. “I know you’re not mean it. Right hyung?”

I just silence.

 

“hey, hyung—“

 

“I don’t mean it, Kibum ah. Of course I don’t mean it.” I said in depression. “I don’t want him to mad, but the fact is I made him mad and the reason him to mad is me myself.”

 

He tapped my shoulder. “hey, it’s okay hyung. He won’t mad at you for a long time. What did he do to you?”

 

I shook my head. “he didn’t do anything. He was so kind to me. but the way he leave me yesterday, that what makes me think that he mad to me.”

 

“hmm..” Kibum mumbled. “maybe he was the one that thinks that you were mad at him?”

I just exhaled. “I don’t know… should I check him after school?”

 

“Of course!!” Kibum yelled.

 

Ahh, should I? but I’m afraid he’ll reject me.. or maybe cold to me.. what should I do??

 

 

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LEETEUK POV

 

The bell has ringing. It’s time for us to go home now, but not for me and for other Rox. We’ve to check our beloved leader, Hae, because he was sick today and can’t go to school. This is the second time since the first time he didn’t come to school is when Eunhyuk sick and Hae was taking care of him…

 

“hon, you wanna go now?” I heard someone said behind me. of course, it’s my Youngwoon.

 

I nodded. “ne, Kangin ah. I’ve to buy ingredients to cook, Ryeowookie want to cook for Hae.”

 

He sighed. “I’m sorry I can’t accompany you because of this practice.. mianhae, jagiya..” he said.

 

“hey, it’s okay. Do your best, ok? Fighting~” I said, then kissed his cheek.

 

“can I have more?”

 

I chuckled. “later, honey. Bye now~”

 

Then I leave him and headed to the supermarket.

 

Anyway, how about Eunhyuk? I hope he didn’t late for school today because of Hae can’t pick him up… but… isn’t he the one that makes Hae sick? I know it…

 

Yesterday, the weather was so bad, makes me and Kangin have to stay at café in front of Kangin house to keep ourselves dry. How about them? Last time I heard them, they’re arguing and Eunhyuk told Hae to go away.

 

Hae must be walked in rain since I know he didn’t bring his car yesterday. And Eunhyuk? Hm… I’ve to ask Hae about yesterday and he have to be honest with me, no matter what.

 

I pulled out my phone and press Ryeowookie number, to ask about what ingredients do he need.

 

“yoboseyo, Teukie hyung~” Wookie said.

 

“ne, Ryeowookie. I was near supermarket now, can you tell me what ingredients should I buy?” I said while walking and looking around.

 

“um, okay, onion, kimchi, err.. wait. Don’t talk too fast, Wookie ah.” I said, concentrating with Wookie’s words while standing still in front of the supermarket.

 

Suddenly, I kind of seeing a figure inside. “eh? What, Wookie ah?” now my affection is torn into two. Wookie, and that figure inside supermarket. I better go inside to check, if my feeling were right.

 

“ne, ne, arasso. I’ll call you again if I forget something, ne? thank you, Ryeowookie.” I said then hurriedly hang up the phone while walking inside the building.

 

Ah, I think that’s it.

 

“Hey.” I greeted, then he turned.

 

Yup, i was right. It’s Lee Hyukjae.

 

“E-eh? Leeteuk ssi.” He said, bowed.

 

I just silence and nodded, since i was little mad at him, because i think he was the one who makes Hae sick... Yeah, or maybe because protecting him. The problem is Hae’s sick because of Hyukjae, that’s it.

 

“Eh..um.. What are you doing, Leeteuk ssi?”

I looked around. “i was buying some ingredients. Do you know that Hae’s ill?”

 

Suddenly his face’s changed, to worry, guilty, sad expression. “I...I know. I was... um...”

 

Hm... maybe he’s really sad because of it.

 

“What are you doing actually, yesterday?” I asked.

 

He sighed. “Leeteuk ssi, i’m really sorry.. yesterday, I was…”

 

“I heard you two, you know.. At the backside garden.” I said, makes him gasped.

 

“Chi..chinja??” then he bowed again.

 

“mi..mianhae! Leeteuk ssi, I’m sorry… I really sorry… Hae’s sick because of me..”

 

Ah, so I was right. He confessed it just now.

 

“Why he’s sick? Didn’t he used umbrella to get home?” I asked.

 

He nodded. “but then… he gave it to me, and his jacket too… keeping me warm. And he went home by himself… I’m sorry, really…” he explained with guilty expression. “is he okay right now?”

 

I shrugged my shoulder, still acting cold to him. “I don’t know, I haven’t go to his house. But I will right after I’m off from here…” I said.

 

Then I stared at his basket that he brings. It’s full with strawberry milks, strawberry, canned soup, bread and jam, and other instants food.

 

“what are you doing here?” I asked, to get a clearer thought.

 

“oh, me? I was doing grocery shopping… for this 3 days. I don’t bring enough money to buy food for this whole week.”

 

I stared at him. “your parents were still at Europe? Not joining Shindong going back here?”

 

He shook his head. “no, they’re busy. Shindong hyung is feeling better now so he decided to visit me here in Korea.” He smiled a little, but then looked sad again. “Ah, Leeteuk ssi.. I.. I’m sorry. I was so worried about Hae.. and I’m sure you’re so worried too… really sorry…” He looked down.

 

I inhaled. He already apologizing so many times… it’s not that he wanted Hae to sick, too..

 

“you’re worried about Hae?” I asked, testing him. “I thought a ‘master’ won’t care about anything happened to his servant…”

 

Then, as I expected, his face was reddened. “of.. of course I care. I’m not that mean, Leeteuk ssi.”

 

Hmph, I know it. Easy to guess. Eunhyuk is in love with Hae,

 

 

Am I right?

 

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DONGHAE POV

 

I heard my phone’s rang.

 

I was lying on my bed, resting my head while waiting for the others coming. Hankyung and Heechul hyung already came, and they said they want to make me some food for me to eat. Ahh, I’m very thankful.

 

I take my phone beside me and look at the LCD. It’s Siwon.

 

“Yoboseyo,” I answered the phone.

 

“yoboseyo, Hae yah,” said Siwon.

 

“Siwon ah, did you pick Hyuk—Eunhyuk up this morning?” I asked, and suddenly my heart is beating so fast by remembering Hyukkie. It’s not that because of something special, but… it’s about yesterday. He’s so different, I don’t even know what mistakes I have made. I hope my apologize’s accepted…

 

“ne, I’ve told him too about your apologize.” He said.

 

My eyes widened. “chinja? What did he say?” I got up in surprised, even I don’t know what to be surprised for.

 

“uhm,” he mumbled. “he didn’t say anything. not even responding,”he said again.

 

I froze until I forgot what I felt a second ago, dizzy and pain. But then those pain came back, and become worse.

 

Aisshh.. did he really mad?? After this morning amnesia, finally I’ve remembered about yesterday. Damn confused… how should I apologize? It’s sort of… killing me.

 

Okay, I don’t meant it. I just suffered from this pain, because of yesterday was raining hard and it was really cold… If I walked home, I’ll get sick, and if Hyukkie walked home, he’ll get sick too.. so I decided to take umbrella and jacket that I’ve put inside Rox Room. Proved useful. Really useful.

 

“Hey?” suddenly a sound surprised me. okay I forgot I still connected on the phone with Siwon.

 

“ne, Siwon ah… um, eh.. will you come here?” I asked what I could asked. At least that’s only the thing that came into my mind.

 

“yeah, I’ll come. Get well soon, Hae. talk with you later.” He then said, and hang up the phone.

 

I sighed.

How about you, Hyukkie…?

 

 

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HANKYUNG POV

 

“Hannie, gimme that spoon..”

I walked to the other side of the kitchen then took a spoon from there.

 

“Here, Chul ah..” I handed him.

 

Ah, he’s so pretty today… We’re at Donghae’s kitchen, planned for making something to Hae for him to feel better, but I have no idea what to make, so it’s better to wait for the others to come.

 

Besides, I heard Leeteuk and Ryeowook want to cook when they got here. But where are they?

 

“thank you, Hannie…” he said, then continue what he’s doing.

 

“what are you doing?” I asked.

 

“err.. experimenting?” he said, innocently.

 

I peeked on him. Omg, he was pouring ingredients by ingredients to the frying pan and cook something.

 

“what is that, Chul ah??”

 

He giggled. “something delicious.”

 

I stared at him, didn’t really believe that thing he cook is delicious.

 

“really?”

 

He then slapped my shoulder. “Yah! You’re doubting me? I can cook! Don’t compare me with Kyu...”

 

I laugh. Kyuhyun’s really can’t cook, i know. But the way Chullie talks, it makes me think that I really compare him to Kyuhyun.

 

“I’m not, Chul ah..”

 

“so? Do you believe that this cooking’s delicious?” he said, bit excited.

I smiled. “I think everything that you cook is delicious, honey.”

 

Heechul sighed. “it’s not the time for flirting, Hannie! I’m serious…” he said. “Ah! I gave salt too much. It’s too salty then now…” then he pouted cutely.

 

“where, let me try it… can I?”

 

“wait, wait…” he said, spoon some then try it. But suddenly he grabbed me and kiss my lips. Ah, he want me to taste it via his mouth…

 

And it’s delicious.

 

“mmm, stop, Hannie. How’s it?”

I just stare at his eyes and kiss him more. But then he separated the kiss while pouting.

“Hannie… not now. You reminds me about my dream last night.”

 

I raised my brows. “eh? What dream?” I said, but then I grinned. “dream about doing what?”

But he just sighing. “I’m not dreaming about something like that, you ert. I’m having a bad dream. But… let’s not talk about it.” He said, then continue with his cooking.

 

“Chul ah… what should I do if I’m curious?”

 

“…just think about something else.”

 

“what if I can’t?’

 

Then he turned. “Aisshh! Okay.. I’ll tell you…” he said. Then I happily walked closer to hear him.

 

“I was dreaming, about you, Hannie.” He stared at me with sad expression. “You leave me.”

I just smiled. “is that all?”

 

His eyes widened. “that’s a big deal for me, stupid! It seems so real… you leave me even I’ve begged you to don’t. you’re so mean..” he said, and I can see his eyes a bit teary. Is he really that sad with that dream? Ah, cursed that dream.

 

I mess his hair. “that’s really not a big deal. Do you know why?” I said, pulled him closer to me.

 

He just blinked while staring at me with that beautiful eyes and pretty innocent face that makes me wanna kiss him.

 

“because you’re the only reason why I live, That’s why.”

 

Then, we both kissed, a long deep kiss one.

 

So addicting,

 

So passionate…

 

 

 

“Hannie, the cooking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

 

 

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NO ONE POV

 

“Hello, everyone.” Sungmin said while entering Donghae’s house, with Kyuhyun behind him. They were just arrived at Donghae’s.

 

“Sungmin ah,” Leeteuk called. It looks like he just back from Donghae’s room. His face doesn’t look happy.

 

“what happened, hyung?” Sungmin asked, stare at few people in living room. It’s Hankyung with Heechul, who’s hugging his cat Heebum, and Yesung with his blank expression.

 

“where’re the others?” he asked again.

 

“oh, hey Sungmin ah.” Heechul greeted him. “where’re you from? Donghae’s really sick.”

Sungmin and Kyuhyun’s eyes widened. “chinja?? Waeyo??”

 

Leeteuk sighed. “he got bad fever. But he still pretend strong even I know he’s having awful headache.”

 

Sungmin panicked. “what should we do then?? Bring him to the hospital?”

 

“of course he don’t want to. We all know he don’t like hospital. Since…”

 

“I know, hyung…” Sungmin said in depressed. “but is there anything we can do? Where is he?”

 

Leeteuk pointed Donghae’s room with his eyes. “I just want to bring him some water. He looked suffered..” he said, then walked towards the kitchen.

 

“Min ah, you go check him…. I’ll waited here.” Kyuhyun said, then sat on the couch near Yesung.

 

“eh? You don’t check him?”

 

Kyuhyun grin a little. “yah, I’ll check him later. Sick people doesn’t like if peoples who visit him is too much. Makes him can’t relax because it’s too crowded.”

 

Sungmin just sighed. “up to you, Kyunnie. I’ll go check him.”

 

 

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HYUKJAE POV

 

I sat on the couch in the living room in my house uneasily.

 

Hae… how’s your condition now??

 

Aisshh.. I can’t stay calm right now, even if I wanted too. Leeteuk ssi and the other Rox has taking care of Hae, but still I was so damn worry about him right now.

 

I want to take care of him like he used to take care of me earlier day… but chinja… I’m feeling so guilty right now. I was the main reason why he was sick, it’s because yesterday I was mad at him with unknown reason, and I was surely blame myself for that.

 

“what makes you so uneasy like that, Hyuk ah?”

 

I heard someone said. It’s Shindong hyung. He just got back from… nowhere. I just don’t know.

 

“no… nothing hyung.” I said, but I know my face can’t lie. He surely knows that I was worried about something. And maybe he already know that the ‘something’ I mean is Hae. that handsome fishy.

 

Shindong hyung sighed. “whatever, Hyuk. Why won’t you check him? You two were just separated by houses. You can get there with less than 1 minute. By running, I mean.”

 

I exhaled. “I know, hyung. But I just can’t.”

 

Then he walk closer and sat beside me. “he’s waiting for you, if he really loves you. Besides, aren’t you both a lover? That’s just a very normal thing if someone visits his boyfriend to take care of him.”

 

Okay… I just forget. Thing he knows is that me and Hae is not a Servant-Master… but as a lovers… I’m happy to know it, but that’s just an act… all an act. Fake thing. Knowing that makes me more desperate.

 

I messed my hair. “no, no, no… he’s mad at me, so does his friends. I can’t visit him now. I’m afraid he’ll reject me.”

 

But Shindong hyung just slap my shoulder. “yah, don’t you love him?”

 

I turned. “of course, hyung.”

hey, it’s not a lie. I’m not acting. I was so honest about that.

 

“just go after him. I don’t want to see you suffering like this when I want to go back to Europe. I want to see you happy right before I’m taking off.”

 

I just silence and realize. Yeah, Shindong hyung is not staying here. That means, I’ve to be alone, again. My only spirits here is Fox, and… Hae. That’s including the reason why I can be so happy here. If he doesn’t come to my life, my life will become so desperating. I hate that.

 

“yah… maybe… maybe I will, hyung.”

 

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LEETEUK POV

 

“Hae, here. Drink this.” I said while handed him a glass of water.

 

“mm, thank you hyung.” He muttered while take the glass. His hand’s hot, his body temperature is so high. Poor Hae…

 

“Hae, you sure you don’t want to go to the hospital?” Sungmin asked worrily. But Donghae just shook his head weakly.

 

Ah, I wonder what can make Hae feels better…

 

Wait, how about Eunhyuk? Where is he? I thought that he’s worried…

 

“Hae, I want to talk with you about something.” I said with serious tone, makes Sungmin and Ryeowookie that is inside the house stare at each other.

 

Hae stare at me. “what is it, hyung…” ah, his voice’s so husky and his face’s so pale, I know he was so suffered right now.. but what should I do??

 

“err, hyung, we both will be back soon.” Sungmin then said while going out the room with Ryeowookie behind him, following him. Maybe they’re know that this problem is so private…

 

After they walked outside the room, Hae sighed. “what is it?”

 

I muttered, “about yesterday…”

 

Then he exhaled, close his eyes in desperate expression. Aw, poor him. But I can’t help it, I’ve to ask what happened to him and Eunhyuk yesterday. I was so curious, because I was there too yesterday, with Kangin.

 

“he… I don’t know, he mad.” He said, his voice’s almost gone because of the husky effects.

I silence for a seconds, then sighed. “will you believe that yesterday I was there, listening to you both?”

 

His eyes widened unbelievingly. And then shook his head weakly.

 

I chuckled. “I was there with Kangin.”

 

“what did you hear?”

 

“um, not much.. just the last part. Where Eunhyuk told you to—“

 

Suddenly, my phone’s rang. Interrupting my sentence.

 

“wait, Hae.” I said, then answered the unknown caller without going outside room.

 

“yoboseyo?”

 

“lee..leeteuk ssi?” I heard a shy voice, that I just realize another seconds later. It’s Eunhyuk!

 

I surprisedly stood up, and going outside room without staring at Hae. because if I stared at him, he’ll be curious of who’s it and why should I stare. Maybe he’ll know that it’s Eunhyuk.

 

“yes?” I answered, keep trying to be calm.

 

“um.. ehm.. how’s Hae going…?” he asked, still shy. Ah, this guy’s cute. From his voice, I know that he really worried about Hae but he think he can’t go here because of afraid we’re all mad. Finally he called me…

 

“bad, really. His fever’s getting worse..” I said with pathetic voice.

 

Then he gasped. Keke, see, he’s so worried… “re.. really?? Have he eat?” he said.

 

“yeah, he have. But still, his condition is really bad I don’t know why…”

 

“is there… is there something I can help with??”

 

Gotcha. He want to come here, now. Maybe he really missed Hae. besides, I think Hae’s missing Eunhyuk too. So let just Hae meet him.

 

“hm… you can help me with some cooking for dinner. I’ll stay until night.” I said.

 

“gosh… I’ll help you, Leeteuk ssi! I’ll come over now.” He said then hurriedly hang up the phone.

 

Ah, there will be a new lovebirds here…

 

Forbidden one.

 

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DONGHAE POV

 

“hyung, do you need something?” I heard someone, Kyuhyun, asked in front of my room’s door.

 

I just shook my head weakly.

 

Damn, why am I like this? This is really not me. I was never this weak before! Maybe because… Hyukkie? No, that’s not possible. I just didn’t take care of myself so I was easily sick this day. And that’s my own fault.

 

Anyway, Hyukkie… I don’t know, but if I want to be honest, I really curious of why he’s mad at me. it’s not that I was so sad then I’m sick, no, that’s not the reason.. but it’s only because I’m curious. That’s all.

 

“I thought you never sick, hyung,” Kyuhyun said, grinned. I just mumbled something.

Then Kyu sat on the chair next to my bed, rubbing my forehead. “still hot,” he said, then take a cold towel from a bowl of cold water beside me.

 

“yah, hyung. Is there something wrong?” he asked, while putting the towel to my forehead.

 

I shook my head. “waeyo?”

 

“nope, it’s just… all the hyungs said that… hm… they thought that you’re having some problems. I can see it too..”

 

I blinked. They think about me? ah, I think I was too busy that I don’t have time for only Rox…

 

“sorry…” I murmured.

 

“eh? What for??”

 

“did I look too busy that don’t have time for you guys?”

 

He sighed but smile. “no, not like that, hyung. We’re the one who looked so busy and looks like we don’t have time for you. We’re sorry..”

 

Before I can respond, suddenly the door goes opened. And I just can’t and maybe I won’t , believe what am I seeing right now…

 

It’s Hyukkie.

 

“Hae….”

 

Omo…. Hyukkie. It’s real, it’s him. He looks panting and his face’s expression is… sad and worried, if I was right.

 

I’m speechless.

 

For a minute, I forgot all—and I mean, all—the pain that I feel since this morning. It just fades. Left the confused me.

 

Suddenly, I was surprised by the sudden stood up Kyuhyun. “hyung, Minnie’s waiting. Teukie hyung will check you later, okay? Hello, Eunhyuk hyung. Please feel free to sit anywhere here.” He said, like this is his house. But I just too speechless to even responding.

A minute passed. It’s just two of us, now.

 

Stupidly, I’m still speechless.

 

“uh, Hae.”

 

Then I heard him speak. I just respond by staring at him. But I thought that’s wrong move because he looks so pretty……… okay Hae, stop.

 

“I, I um… how do you feel?”

 

I raised my brows, then smiled a little. “I’m good, Hyukkie.”

 

 

But I don’t know why, my answer just make him more awkward. His face looks red now. Did he mad at me? oh please, not this time…

 

“I see… um…”

 

Ah, I think he don’t know what to say. I don’t know either. What should I do? Is he still mad? I really want to know many things but I just don’t know how to say it.

 

Maybe, first, I’ll try to apologizing again, eh?

 

I took a deep breath.

 

 

Hyukkie…

 

“I’m sorry.”

 

Wait, who’s that saying? I think I heard he’s saying, but I only hear…. Wait, did he say the same thing like mine? In the same time?

Gosh…

 

“eh? Did you say something, just now?” he asked.

 

I just nodded. “I said, I was sorry.”

 

“but…. I was saying that, too.” He said innocently.

I just smiled.

 

 

Yah, I think I’m recovered.

 

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KYUHYUN POV

 

“those guys… cute eh?” I heard Teukie hyung said, and of course I know what he means. Everyone in this room know it. It’s about Donghae hyung and Eunhyuk hyung.

 

“yeah, yeah, cute.” Heechul hyung said, agreed but pouting.

 

“wae, honey? We still the cutest, don’t you forgot?” Hankyung hyung said something random just now.

 

Heechul hyung smiled but slapped Hankyung hyung’s head. “that’s not it, stupid! It’s just… they’re already cute even they’re not being a couple yet… if they were a real lover… I bet they’ll be the cutest.”

 

“aissh, it’s the same, hyung.” I muttered.

 

“it’s different!”

 

“what’s the differ—“

 

“sshh.. they’re coming out.” Teukie hyung whispered quickly, making all of us quiet suddenly.

 

Ah, here they are.

 

“uhm, hello guys.” Donghae hyung said with his still-husky voice. But from his face, I can see that he’s feeling much better than before Eunhyuk hyung came.

 

“Ah, Leeteuk hyung,” Eunhyuk hyung then suddenly called Teukie hyung. “I, I have to go home now… Shindong hyung suddenly called me, he want me to go buy ingredients… he want to cook again tonight…” he said. In his hand, I can see his cellphone.

 

Then he bowed. “I really sorry, I can’t fulfill my promise by help you cook, but… I can invite you all to eat in my house, if you want to.” He said, show his gummy smile, then stared at Donghae hyung who’s staring at Eunhyuk hyung since… whatever.

 

Okay, now they froze while staring at each other. Such a couple. What they did inside, actually?

 

“oh, really? We can eat Shindong’s cooking?” Yesung hyung suddenly disturb what they’re doing, making them now blushing hard, yah, as expected.

 

“ye…yeah. I’ll go now, just come to my house at 8 PM if you want to.”Eunhyuk hyung said, making Donghae hyung, again, stared at him but now with a little pouts. Ahh, Donghae hyung disappointed expression.

 

Why I don’t hide Eunhyuk hyung’s shoes to make him stay? Err, but that’s just classic ways. The modern way is just talk to him to stay. Ah, but that’s not cool! Hm…. What’s the cool way? Kidnap him! Wait… that’s mean and evil. And I’m kind. That’s not my way…

Wait. I’m wasting my time of thinking unimportant thing… a clever people didn’t think like this. Let’s just pretend I’m not.

 

“Hyuk..Hyukkie,” Donghae hyung called, while looking around. What’s he looking for?

 

“what is it?”

 

“should I accompany you? Since I’m still your servant… I should—“

 

“no, Hae. just take care of your health and accompany me again. Arasso?”

 

“uhm…” then they stare at each other, AGAIN. “arasso.”

 

 

Okay, where am I? fanfiction?

 

 

This is just too drama…

 

 

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HYUKJAE POV

 

I walked around inside the supermarket. My mind’s still... i don’t know. Maybe i left it in Hae’s room.

 

Damn... he makes me blushed so hard!

 

“err... broccolli? Tomato...” i muttered, searching for ingredients that I need and then put it on the basket.

 

“I’m sorry.”

 

Ah, that moment when we’re said the same thing… and that smile… gosh, sometimes I think I could fly and move to another planet if he always smiled at me like that…

 

And he doesn’t have to apologize too, tough… he didn’t do wrong at all… it’s just me who have to apologize…

 

Was he recover already?

 

If it’s not because of Shindong hyung, I’ll accompany him until he fully recovered… but unfortunately I have to go.

 

I pulled put my phone that I just realize it was ringing. It’s Shindong hyung!

 

“yo, Hyuk ah. Are you in supermarket now?”

 

“yeah hyung. Should I bring you something else?”

 

“umm, ne. bring me more ingredients, okay? I’ll make a party tomorrow.”

 

“eh? What party, hyung?”

 

“err… farewell party?”

 

Farewell…

Wait, wait… what?

 

“what?? What do you mean?”

 

“I’ll go back to Europe day after tomorrow… mom called me...”

 

I gasped, hold my breath. “no, but you just… it’s still how many days you were here, hyung!” I protested.

 

“I know, I know… but, yah, you know our mom.”

 

“hyung,” I sighed. “I think you’ll be here in a few more weeks! I—“ I can’t even continue what I was saying. I don’t know why he go too fast.. that makes me sad.

 

“you’ll be okay, Hyuk ah. There’s many people who can protect you and make you happy.”

 

I blushed unconsciously. Why I thought about Hae when I heard that sentence? Aisshh.. I think I’ve go crazy for him.

 

“we’ll talk about this after you got home, arasso? Now, just focused on what you’re doing.” He said again, and then he hung up the phone.

 

Ah, my feeling’s sure unknown now.

 

I just be so happy from Hae’s house, but then Shindong hyung called me to tell me a horrible news. This day’s so confusing…

 

Wait. My phone’s ringing again. What now?

 

“yoboseyo.” I answered with cold tone.

 

“eh, Hyukkie?”

 

I feel my heart was stop beating right now. Omo… I didn’t even see who’s calling! Babo Hyukkie!

 

“h-hae! what is it?”

 

“no, I just… are you serious of inviting us dinner tonight?”

 

“of course I’m serious, Hae… come if you feels better! Okay? I’m waiting.”

 

“okay. We’ll be just… coming. Oh! And… there’s Shindong hyung, right?”

 

“of course, Hae.”

 

“so…” he muttered, then chuckled a little.

 

 

“I am your boyfriend for tonight, eh?”

 

 

Okay okay, stop it Hae. stop it right now, RIGHT NOW.

 

 

Because I think I’m dead already.

 

 

 

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[A/N]: sorry i didn't update yesterday... my homeworks is so many T_T 

i'm going crazy with chemistry thing...

 

anyway! this is long chapter one... what do you think? XD

 

@xoHEARTx @vulyhsif: kyahaha i don't know what to say... i hope i can make hugging scene or even kissing scene next time XD

@mrslee19: yay you commented! XD hugging scene is in another chappi!! kkk i hope so~

@DredhezRei: lol~ you've to eat before read my story! XDDD kkk i think the author is super dense to make that dense version of Hae~lol

@kikiiovesmusic10: yay! XD i put hanchul moment this time~~

@kyuhyuk_91: ahhh i'll do it... maybe after few chaps XD

@_eunhee89: wae? hmmm... XD maybe because Hae's super dense~ (?)