A/N: This is completely different from anything I have wroten, but I am feeling quite content with my work. This started off as a request from an anon in tumblr (they wanted angst, no special sort of angst so i had to brain storm o u o) which later on turned into something I just...really, really put my mind into. I am really proud of what I was trying to achieve with this and I sincerely hope it came out alright for not just myself but all of you. Warning; This contains self harm, unrequited love I suppose, bullying and a very sad Jongin. Luhan is not all that bad. Promise to give him a chance. Alrighty so without further a do... here goes nothing. PS, I really really would appreciate feedback. I am not feeling quite confident in myself so it'd would really give me a boost. /is an awkward lil