This is what I Learned
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He and I were two pieces that didn't fit. I can't believe how much time I've wasted trying to realise that. It's been years since then, I am now twenty nine, and I have an adorable newborn son. Nothing in particular made me remember my adolescent years, it was just something that was never off my mind. I do, however, wish that I had learned my lesson earlier. That way I wouldn't have dissected and rearranged myself, and more importantly, others, just to fit my fingers between the spaces of his. And I still didn't manage to hold his hand even then.
Foreword
Tracklist:
1. When I Was, When U Were (SM the Ballad - Chen and Krystal)
2. Painkiller (SPICA)
3. Bad (Tablo Ft. Jinsil)
4. Baby Baby (4MEN)
5. Safe and Sound (Cover by Jayesslee)
6. Suddenly (Kim Bo Kyung)
7. I Hate You (Urban Zakapa)
8. Hello (Huh Gak)
9. Closer (Taeyeon)
10. When You're Gone (Avril Lavigne)
11. Home (Tablo Ft. Lee Sora)
12. Fixed Star (Infinite)
13. I Can Only Say I want to Die (Huh Gak)
14. Set Me Free (SM the Ballad - Taeyeon)
15. Maybe Tomorrow (Super Junior - Ryeowook)
This was supposed to be chaptered but I just decided to slap it all together. There are two chapters, the first is the chapter divided into sections, with a song for each of the section, the second is not divided and has no songs. So you can choose which one to read, they're both the same, it's up to individual preference whether you like listening to songs while reading or you don't. So with that, I hope you enjoy.
P.S. i never intended for it to be so ing depressing lol sorry
june 22, 2015 update: i decided to make some edits after browsing through my stories and realising how messy this story was. all i've fixed are some (a lot, actually) grammatical errors and standardized the fonts. i tried kept the writing style as it was because i want this fic to be a representative of my skills, thoughts and emotions at that period of time when i wrote it. it's been a year since i wrote this, i realised. :'-)
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