Sometimes I run,  sometimes I hide from the truth I see inside. Sometimes I'm scared that I might lose you because of my own stupidity. Kashiwagi Yuki, I don't know what I'm going to do without you, that one night when I was kidnapped by your enemies. I was scared but your strength was beyond anything I've seen. The blood all over your face. The scars on your arms. I was worried to the extent that you were going to die.

Sometimes I find it funny that my life was going to go that split second. But that's basically the life of a detective. Risking your own life for others. Watanabe Mayu, honestly I haven't a single clue what I'm going to do without you, I was terrified that night when you were kidnapped by Shinoda and his gang. You were tied up and gagged, they were waiting for me so they could kill me that night. But I was strong enough to take them all on. Even though blood was running down my face and there were scars all over me I couldn't risk losing you, not when I was in love with you. I'm such a coward. I can't face the truth; I can't face you and tell you that I love you. Your too valuable to lose, not right now anyway.

Sometimes love is in front of me but I can't face the person I love. I can't say "Yuki-kun, I love you" straightforwardly like that. I'm such a coward.  You risked your life for me that night for me and I don't know how to repay you.

Sometimes I'm in love and it ends up being unrequited. I don't have the courage to say "Mayu-chan, I love you" straightforwardly because I'm scared it'll be the same as the time I fell in love with her. I felt so used and cheated on, now I'm scared with you Mayu you'll be like that. Miyuki used me to get Sai. It hurt so much I felt like I wanted to kill myself right there and then.

Sometimes I feel like I'm being cheated on. I know Riku remembers me, he's just covering it up. He's such an .  From the first time I met him again, I knew he was trouble. He gave me a sly smirk after he introduced himself, knowing that he could 'play with' me again. No way jose~ I'm in love with someone else. Someone who doesn't know me properly.