프롤로그 - Prologue
IronyI felt like I was suffocating. I wanted to be the bigger person here, the forgiving one. Especially as tears welled up and fell down his face. But I had no trust or sympathy left in me. Was he really that sorry? Did he really feel that guilty?
Why now? That was the thing I longed to know. Why was he feeling remorseful after two years? He had tortured and teased and picked at me for so long, and now he thinks a few apologies and some tears and a kiss can take that all away and erase it from my memory? I hated to break it to him, but life didn’t work like that. You couldn’t go around doing as you pleased and then change your mind and have everything go smoothly.
I gulped down the saliva building in my mouth. I wanted to cry too, but I had already cried enough and especially in front of him.
“I think it would be best if you just ignored my existence for once,” I told him, looking at his chest instead of his face. From what I could tell, he didn’t even seemed to be surprised by my words. “You’ve caused enough trouble for me; just end it already. Don’t make a bigger mess.” I looked up, catching the movement of his Adam’s Apple as he swallowed and nodded. He blinked rapidly, trying to clear his eyes. My own eyes followed the tears running down his cheeks. Weeks ago, I would’ve been absolutely baffled to see the ferocious Oh Sehun crying, but now it only made me sick to my stomach. I should’ve felt proud that he was the one crying for once and I was the ca
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