"have some fruits jongie.. this is good for you and little baby" jaejoong placed the tray down on the table in sungjong's room

Sungjong was sitting on a rocking chair by the window and was knitting something while singing a lullabye..

Jaejoong smiled at the knew beanie sungjong was making..in the younger's room were beannies, little booties and tiny swaters that sungjong has knitted all through out his stay in Jeju..

"thanks hyung..i'm just going to finish this one..it's cute right" sungong smiled holding the little pink beanie up

"it sure is sungjong... the little baby is very lucky to have you" the nurse smiled."sungjong if you don't mind me asking..where is the baby's father?"

sungjong's smile faded with the question and jaejoong  felt guilty about asking "i'm sorry..you can just forget about the question, i should not mind someone else's business" the older said apologetically

"no hyung..you just not my nurse anymore..you are my friend...little baby's father is my brother's lover..." sungjong began...

he told jaejoong his story and had to wipe a tear or two .

"i deeply regret hurting my brother.. and i know that if he finds out that our betrayal bore us a child, it will hurt him more..." sungjong ended his story

"that is such a sad story...i'm sorry hun...but jongie..your baby will need his dad..." jaejoong said

"i know..maybe he can be with his/her dad if ever i don't make it...but if i do..i'd rather not hurt my brother anymore.." sungjong said carresing his tummy..

"so what are you going to name him or her?"  Jaejoong changed the topic since too much sadness can be bad for sungjong..

"if it's a boy i would name him Seung Jun and if it's a girl it's going to be Soo Jin..i've always liked those names.." sungjong's smile came back... "but what ever he or she is..i will love him or her with all of my heart... but hyung.. if ever i don't make it...please tell them to take care of my baby..." his smile was once more lost...

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Months later sungjong's tummy had become so big that it was hard for him to get up or walk without assistance anymore.. but he was ok with it as long as it means that the baby was growing healthy

"Sungjong ah...i brought some fo-----" jaejoong quickly put the tray of food down as he saw the younger on the floor clutching his tummy

"hyung...hyung.. i think ..i think it's...." sungjong wasn't able to continue as he started to feel dizzy and his chest was tightening... now he was clutching hsi chest

"sungjong! sungjong! stay with me...stay with me.." jaejoong said as he tried to attend to sungjong while calling for help with his phone...

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"howon..please..i know you know where sungjong is..." sungyeol begged as he and myungsoo were currently at howon's living room

"i told you already, i don't know where he is..." howon replied for probably the thousandth time in the past months that the two were bugging him

"please..you are his bestfriend and he trusts you the most...i need to know where my brother is...howon..he has a condition and i don't want to not  know what's happening to him..." sungyeol said tears in his eyes..

Howon sighed..just then his phone rang..

"hello?" howon's face changed "i'll fly there now.."

when he ended the call he looked at the two... "i guess it can't be helped now.. come..we need to go to jeju" howon said quickly taking his things and dialing his manager to tell him to cancel his schedule if possible for the next few days

"why are flying to jeju?" myungsoo asked as they practically ran to howon's private plane..

"why do you even have a private plane ready anytime?" sungyeol asked too

"because sungjong is in jeju and he is in the hospital right now.,,"

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hours later the three arrived in Jeju and went straight to Jeju National University Hospital

"Lee Sungjong" was the only thing Howon said at the front desk..

"he just came out of surgery.. he is now at a VIP room as you requested sir.." the girl bowed as howon followed by sungyeol and myungsoo rushed to the elevator

"so you knew where he was and now he's here! who has been with him all this time..why is he in here" sungyeol began yelling at howon and continued till they got to the floor where the VIP room was...

Howon stayed quiet and walked to onne of the rooms and when he opened he was greeted by Jaejoong

"Howon.."

Sungyeol began to cry more as he saw his little brother lying in a hospital bed with tubes coming in and out of him..and worse was that he was on a ventilator.. he ran to his brother's side and held his hand as he cried

"what happened?"  howon asked

"he went into labor.. but then he felt his chest tightened too.." jaejoong said

"labor?" myungsoo asked

"how's the baby?" howon asked ignoring the question from myungsoo

"Seung Jun is fine.. He is having his check up and will be brought here later" jaejoong replied

"labor? baby?" sungyeol asked this time

Jaejoong excused himself as he knew they needed some privacy

"Sungjong was pregnant..with your baby..." Howon admitted to myungsoo

"how? he's a boy..." myungsoo said confused

"he is a special case..." sungyeol suddenly said

"you knew this?" howon asked and the other nodded

"we didn't tell him because we didn't expect that he will somehow also fall for a guy and end up pregnant..plus it's not good for sungjong..it's dangerous..and now he's here exactly because of that.." sungyeol cried

"why didn't he tell us?" myungsoo asked

"because he said that he caused sungyeol so much pain already.. to have sungyeol find out that his betrayal bore them a child would definitely hurt sungyeol a lot.." howon explained "even after the doctor said that it's dangerous for sungjong to have the baby, he insisted in keeping him because it's the only one he's got from the only man he'd ever loved.. something that was his and not borrowed.."

"i'm sorry jongie...i'm sorry you had to go through this alone...i'm sorry...." sungyeol cried.. 

"we broke up a long time ago.. when we realized that it's not the same anymore.. that i love sungjong..and that we have been searching for him for a while now..." myungsoo sighed as he sat on the other side of sungjong's bed

"well if you did tell me that, i could have brought you here sooner idiot" howon said

a knock on the door was heard and jaejoong came in with somethign swaddled in a blue blanket in his arms..

"they said he is perfectly healthy..." jaejoong said

howon took it from jaejoong and smiled as he saw the child... he was as beautiful as his mother..

"is that...." myungsoo wanted to ask if it was his baby

howon nodded and placed the little bundle in myungsoo's arms...

myungsoo felt tears in his eyes... Seung Jun..his baby... he was beautiful...

"hi Seung Jun ...i'm your daddy...." he whispered to the sleeping child and as if the baby understood it let out a beautiful smile...

"yeol...look..." myungsoo tilted his arms a bit to show sungyeol

Sungyeol glanced at the baby..and he smiled..it was a bitter sweet smile... "he's beautiful....he just like you when you were a baby sungjong ah.." sungyeol said as he turned to his brother

Sungyeol then turned to Howon and Jaejoong "what about my brother?"

"the doctor said his heart almost gave out during the surgery to get the baby out... and now he's in a coma... i'm sorry..." Jaejoong said "Sungjong told me before that if ever he doesn't make it.. to ask you three to take care of his baby for him..his living memory..."

after what jaejoong said, a loud and continuous beep was heard..

soon doctors and nurses came rushing into the room...

the three were sent out...

in the hallway...

myungsoo held his baby in his arms with tears in his eyes...

Sungyeol wept in howon's chest...

Jaejoong started to pray....

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A/N: i hope this one is not a total fail yet...T.T kill or keep?