Howon heard his doorbell ring a couple of times and decided to go and see whoever is disturbing his sleep...

with an irritated face he opened the door but quickly softened when he saw sungjong who was obviously crying.. his eyes puffy,,nose red as a tomato..

"sungjong..." he called and the younger ran to his arms..

for a while they stayed in the living room all quite except for sungjong's sobs... howon waited till the younger calmed down to ask what happened....

when sungjong finally stopped...

"tell me what happened..why are you crying?" howon asked..

sungjong wiped his eyes and began to tell his story from teh very beginning.. the night it all started..

howon didn't say anything but he was cursing myungsoo all through out for taking advantage of sungjong's weakness which was his love for him..

"...and sungyeol came home..and found us in bed..we didn't know he was coming home to korea...he slapped me...and myung asked me to leave...i feel sorry to my brother...i know i have hurt him a lot..." sungjong began to cry again....

howon hugged the younger.. but then sungjong's breath started to hitch...

"ahhhh" sungjong clutched his chest...

howonn's eyes widened..."sungjong..where's your meds?"

"home..forgot...i...can't ..." sungjong tried to talk but it was too much and his chest felt really tight...

while howon called for an ambulance..sungjong dropped and lost consciousness..

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sungyeol and myungsoo sat beside eachother on the floor.. their backs leaning on the bed.. 

both calm..but their eyes were puffy and it can't be denied that a lot of tears came out...

"when did it start?" sungyeol asked..

"well..." myungsoo talked about everything..way before the actual affair started..he told sungyeol when he started feeling confused but he tried to tell himself that he loved sungyeol but his feelings were already growing for sungjong...that he didn't know what he was doing or what to do anymore...

"do you love him? or do you still love me?"  sungyeol asked as he looked at myungsoo

myungsoo on the other hand seriously didn't know how to answer that..yes sungyeol was his real lover.. but there is also sungjong...

sungyeol sighed when he can't ask for an answer...he didn't want to let go of myungsoo though..myungsoo was his... "i love you... and i am not letting you go...i'll try to forgive you..and work things out...you...are...mine..." he didn't wait for an answer and went to myungsoo...

Sungyeol kissed him.. although confused...myungsoo kissed him back...

soon the two were in bed together...

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hours later...

"sir.. the patient is awake.. and asking for you..." the nurse said and lead howon inside sungjong's room...

"sungjong ah...are you ok? don't scare me like that again please..." howon said as he held sungjong's hand.. "let me call your parents to tell them about you being here.."

"no hyung..please..i don't want them to worry...i'll be ok..." sungjong said.. 

soon a doctor came in..it was sungjong's cardiologist and primary doctor since he was a child...

"hey sungjong..how are you feeling?" the doctor asked

"i'm fine doc..nice to see you again..." sungjong smiled..

"i know..your health has been fine all these years that i wasn't expecting you to be rushed in again..." the doctor replied.." well.. i have something important to tell you..." the doctor took out a tiny picture from his pocket and handed it to sungjong

"an ultrasound picture?" sungjong asked 

"sungjong..you are three weeks pregnant..."

"what?" how? i'm a man for christ sake...is this a joke?" sungjong asked..he was confused..so was howon beside him

"well..you are a special case... i don't know why your parents haven't told you about it before...but most importantly sungjong..having a baby is not good for your heart..it's too stressful...and..." but before the doctor could continue sungjong cut him off

"how ever this is possible i'm keeping it..." 

"but sungjong..you can die.." the doctor said "some of your meds are not good for the baby either..."

"i can't abort my baby either..." sungjong said as he held his tummy

"ok.. but keep in touch with me all through out this process ..." the doctor said ..sungjong nodded..

when the doctor left..

"sungjong ah...are you sure about this? it's not too late to.."

"no howon hyung! i am not killing my baby"

howon sighed.. he knew that sungjong was not going to give up his child even if it costs him his life..

"are you going to tell him?" howon asked

sungjong looked out the window... and sighed.. he remembered that his brother was home now... he has no place in myungsoo's life..not even with his child.. "no...he doesn't have to know..."

"so what are you going to do now?"

"i need your help hyung..i want leave..away from all of this..i have hurt my brother enough... "

"fine.. just let me know what you want to do and i'll arrange it..."

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a few days later....

"hey mom..i just called to let you know that i am leaving somewhere..i need to be alone..please do not worry about me..i'll still take care of myself...i love you..you and dad..please do not look for me..i'll just call you every week to let you know that i'm still alive.."

sungjong ended the call with tears in his eyes... his mother was crying over the phone pleading for him...

he never went back to his and myungsoo's apartment and had to buy all new things for him and the baby...

yes he was leaving..Howon said he could stay in his house in Jeju and promised to keep it from everyone..especially the fact that he was expecting a child...

"are you really sure about this?" howon asked for the last time as his private jet was getting ready..

"yes..i'm sure.. thanks for your help hyung..." sungjong said as he looked out the window of the plane..

"i'll come to you whenever i am free of my schedule...i have arranged all your doctor's visits at home.. and you will have a private nurse there too..call me whenever you need me..." 

"i will.. thank you...my baby and i owe you everything hyung..."

soon the plane was ready to go... sungjong's eyes teared up...he was leaving everything behind..his family and his love....

he held his tummy... but he knew he won't be alone because he will have his baby...his new love...

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A/N: yes..yes it's MPREG people..what do you think? sorry if it's confusing now? is it? let me know from your feedbacks my loves...XOXO