myungsoo woke up the next day and found himself with a big head ache... he touched his chest and saw that he was shirtless..

he looked under the blanket and his eyes widened when he saw that he was ...

he looked around..and turned to his side...

there he was... sleeping like an angel...a smile on his face

he stared at sungjong's face.. and all that happened last night came back to him...

he felt bad for the younger..but there is this confusing feeling that made him a little happy to find the younger sleeping beside him..

he smiled..but it quickly faded when he thought of sungyeol...

"aish.. this is confusing..." myungsoo frowned

then sungjong's eyes fluttered open...

he looked at myungsoo... he started to frown..and soon tears were in his eyes...

myungsoo's heart broke at the sight of a crying sungjong...

he pulled him..and hugged him...

"i'm sorry....i'm so sorry sungjong ah..."

the hug..though it was half filled with sorrow and regret.. it felt..right...

like two pieces of a puzzle that fit together..

"i'm sorry too hyung..i was the one who wasn't drunk..i could have tried harder to stop you..." sungjong hugged myungsoo more..

"it's my fault...to be honest i am confused...maybe it is because sungyeol isn't hear..and there are things that i need from him too as my lover... but i sometimes feel that i need...you..." myungsoo said, his eyes were also moist now..

"hyung...maybe..maybe i can ..i can give you what you need while ...while hyung is away..." sungjong said his head still burried on myungsoo's chest

"why would you do this to yourself sungjong ah..."

"because i love you...i've been inlove with you..."

"but..your brother and i..."

"it's ok... just let me love you...you don't have to love me back..."

that was when sungjong decided to take a big risk..betraying his brother..for a time with the only man he loved....although he knew it will never last..especially when sungyeol decides to come home..he must let go...

when they broke the hug..they stared into each other's eyes...

a stare of lust? or maybe love?

their heads get closer and the two share a kiss..once again... this time..willingly...

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for the next weeks.. the two treaded on dangerous waters.. they somehow continued their sinful relationship...

To myungsoo..his reasons were because he needs someone..or that's what he keeps telling himself.. 

To sungjong..it's his sacrifice for the one he loves...

and the two started to play house..being a pretend couple..

"what are you cooking?" myungsoo hugged sungjong from behind.. he just got home and saw sungjong cooking

"bulgogi and kimchi fried rice..." sungjong answered as he turned his head and kissed myungsoo on the cheek "it will taste yummy..."

"i bet you taste better" myungsoo said as he kissed sungjong's neck making the younger shiver but also feel lustful...

"stop...let's have dinner first..go take a shower" sungjong shooed the older one away but not without a stolen kiss by the older one..

it was a sinful and dangerous relationship alright..but they were somehow happy...maybe...

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Sungyeol finally made it home... oh how he missed Korea..but most of all he missed sungjong and myungsoo...

he punched the number into the apartment.. he didn't call the two since he wanted it to be a surprise...

he quietly entered the apartment...he looked around and was happy at how clean it was..definitely his brother's work ..he was glad that even though he got myungsoo to take care of sungjong..sungjong was also taking care of his lover...

he slowly walked quietly to sungjong's door..

he opened it.. but no one was there..

"maybe he left somewhere.. but it's saturday though..maybe he went home to mom and dad..well i didn't tell him i'm coming home anyway.." sungyeol smiled...

he turned to Myungsoo's door...he excitedly walked over..

he opened the door...

"Babe i'm home!" he yelled but he stopped and covered his mouth in shock...

myungsoo woke up by the sudden intrusion and his eyes widened as he saw sungyeol by the door...

he looked at his lover..and then he remembered sungjong and quickly nudged the younger

"stop it..it's still early..i'll cook for you later..." sungjong mumbled

"sungjong..wake up..." myungsoo shook him again..

"what?!" sungjong opened his eyes in irritation but it was quickly replaced by fear and shock...his brother..his brother was home...

Sungyeol was in tears...he can't believe what he was seeing...his brother..and his lover..in bed together...

sungjong sat up quickly "hyung..." he began but he was cut off by a slap in the face... he was shocked.. his brother never laid a hand on him before..

"how could you do this to me?!" Sungyeol yelled and was about to slap him again but he was held back by myungsoo

"i'm sorry..i'm sorry hyung..." sungjong cried and begged..sungyeol broke down and slumped himself on the floor

"sungjong ah...leave as alone for now..." myungsoo gently told the younger..

"but..."

"please sungjong ah...we'll talk later..."

Sungjong nodded in defeat and left the room ...

myungsoo sighed and turned to his lover...

"yeol..."

"how could you?! i asked you to take care of my brother..not sleep with him!" sungyeol yelled at myungsoo

"i'm sorry...it was my fault..not sungjong's...i was weak..i was needy...he was here" myungsoo quickly explained..

"and of all people..you decide that you can use my brother for what i was not able to give you while i'm away?! myungsoo! he is MY brother!" sungyeol gave myungsoo a big slap on the face

"i'm sorry.....i'm sorry..." myungsoo hugged sungyeol who struggled but eventually gave up and broke down on myungsoo's arms...

outside the door sungjong was listening...

this was the end for him and myungsoo...and maybe for him and his brother..

he went back to his room and put on new clothes, a jacket, his phone and his wallet...

then he quietly left the apartment..because at that moment it was not somewhere he should be...