ch 9

Tell Me How to Love
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Youngneul’s POV

“Help! He-help! Pp-please don’t! Don’t!”

“Andwae! Andwae! Save me! P-please! Please! Aaaaargh!”

No! That bad man is going to hurt her! She is hurting. Eomma! Appa! Oppa! Where are you? I’m scared. Dear God, save me. Save me! Save her! Save us! Anyone! Please help! Help! Help us!

“H-help! Help!”

I feel the warm hands are holding me tight. I hear his voice. He is calming me down. His voice is soothing me, drawing me into the bright room.

Just suddenly, the scary dark and dusty room disappeared. I can see faces around me. The faces that make me feel safe.

I’m home.

I’m home.

No one know how relief I feel when I know I’m home and when I see those faces. My chest feel so tight. That scary place… that dark past… I’m trying so hard to forget them. But just today I realize I can never forget them. They always haunt me down.

No matter what I had done to forget them, nothing ever leave me alone.

This is so suffocating. This is so damn annoying.

“It’s okay. You’re okay.”

“Oppa… help me. Help me.”

I tightened my arms around Baek oppa.

“It’s okay baby. No one will hurt you with me around. You’re safe here. You’re safe with us. It’s okay. It’s okay.” Says Baekhyun oppa repeatedly.

He is blaming himself. Baek oppa is punishing himself right now while comforting his own self. He must feel devastates. I know when I feel my past is hard, Baekhyun oppa will feel it more than I feel.

I remember when they found me after a while, Baekhyun oppa couldn’t even eat nor drink. He never slept and cried all day next to me. He never left my side even for a second. Even when I moved with halmeoni, Baekhyun didn’t want to come back to Korea. Until some agreement, finally he would go back to Korea. But everytime we will video call. And everytime he called me, even though he tried to cover it, I can see the guilt in his eyes. He never smile as wide as he used to.

Even until now, he is hurting more than me.

Isn’t my brother a fool? He never prioritizing his own happiness. My happiness is always the first for him. My happiness is above everything for him.

“I’m sorry oppa. I make you worry.”

“No, no.” He wipes my tears. “You aren’t at fault, Youngie. I’m so grateful you are okay. Nothing matters as long as you are fine. I promise you no one can hurt you anymore, Youngie.” I answer him with nod. “Thanks God Sehun found you ontime and called me immediately.”

“Right! Uri Sehunnie is so cool today! He saved his future wife. And I saw how he carried Youngneul to clinic. If only you see his face. It’s really different with Sehun’s ordinary face.” Jongin oppa smirks. Sehun oppa just rolled his eyes.

Sehun oppa? He saved me? My eyes moved to him. He shows nothing. Not even a smile or something. Is Baek oppa talking the truth? I doubt.

“Youngneul, it’s me. Sehun. Don’t be afraid. It’s me.”

Ah! Right. Sehun oppa is really my savior. Knowing the truth, I feel my face hotter. Moreover because the oppadeul starting to tease me with their smile.

“Look like I can’t leave you alone now. Even to the toilet.” Says Lucas innocently earning hit on the back

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tonnettie
#1
Chapter 10: I just want to spazz about Lucas. He’s so adorable
Sey-ra
61 streak #2
Chapter 23: Oh so sehun has a tragic past.But why I have a feeling that when she was kidnap and the kidnapper kill of the victim is I think sehun knows her.
Sey-ra
61 streak #3
Chapter 22: Love love this story.
Cookiecook #4
Chapter 21: Ok, my poor heart can't help this. Sehun is just so (what should I say? I can't describe it) but overall I enjoy this chapter.
Thank you for taking your time to update this story authornim. I wish you all the best.
Fighting with ur study
tonnettie
#5
Chapter 20: Ouch!
Czq0-0 #6
Chapter 19: They are both so contradicting. But maybe its just how they are at that stage of not knowing each others' love. He gets jealous, he is in a confused state. Only knowing what he wants and doesn't want, not knowing exactly what he should do to her. While she is trying hard not to be the pathetic one in love 'alone'. The thoughts in her head might be just how she is used by him, but she would gladly do so because its all she wants to feel and she can't control. Not when its something the brain can rationalize. However, they are both just liking each other. Yet, things have to work when spoken and understood. It's sometimes hard to be honest to yourself, especially when it involves someone else.
gogogirl26 #7
Chapter 19: She cry :(
superpaupular
#8
Chapter 19: Poor Youngneul :( Sehun just be honest to yourself!you clearly love and care for her!!!
Cookiecook #9
I feel you Youngneul-ssi, fighting
Czq0-0 #10
Chapter 18: Knowing you are a mistake, really , on any context.