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Youngneul’s POV

“Annyeonghaseyo. Jackson imnida. Bangapseumnida.” He looks at me. He gives me his sweet smiles. “You’re interesting, Youngneul. Let me get closer to you.” My eyes widen in surprise.

Did he… Did he just proclaim he’s into me?

What did I say about him? He is the bold type.

Too bold.

I can’t believe he’s smiling innocently to me. I’m aware of everyone giving me a look. Who won’t? But, hey! Jackson oppa may not mean it. I think he’s playing around.

“Did you just realize it, oppa?” I answer, trying to make it as if I’m joking. “That’s why you need to be my friend. Welcome to our circle.”

Jongin oppa smirks again to me and I catch it. He surely know how to annoy the hell out of me. ”Yah! Kamjjong oppa! Stop smirking now. I really hate when you smirk to me.”

“Aigoo. Only you who hate our smirk especially mine. You know? The girls already faint when we’re smirking. Especially if it was me.”

“Only in your mind, hyung.” Says Lucas so suddenly and I laugh so hard. I give him my hand and we do high five. Jongin oppa sends us death glare.

“You know when to loose, hyung.” Taeyong oppa backs us up. We grinned. Of course we will gang up against you, Kim Jongin.

“You all wanna die now?”

“Before you kill my sister, I will kill you first Kim Jongin.”

“You guys are so annoying!” He whines childishly. Really, Kim Jongin?

While everyone is bickering like bunches of kids, silently I take a glance to Sehun oppa. I just realize that he’s far enough from us. And the rest girls already sit around him. He is talking to them. Joking around. He is laughing. Somehow, it hurts me. He never even once look at me. Those smile, will I see you smile for me one day?

Why is it so hard to love you?

Why you never see me? At least see me as your friends’ sister. What can I do to make you look at me, oppa? I’m waiting that long for you only. Whatever I do for you, it’s never goes anywhere near your heart.

Shall I start to move on?

It’s getting tiring. Love is not supposed to be this way. Love supposed to be the most beautiful feeling. But why do I always the hurt one? Seeing you with another girl. Seeing them in your arms.

But I love you. My love for you is stronger than the will to leave you. To move on. Everyone tell me that I may be crazy for loving you. But my heart can’t lie. My heart will always seek for yo