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Tell Me How to LoveJackson’s POV
I looked at the night sky through my window. It seems so dark. There are no stars to night. The rain sounds so calm outside. It’s pouring, but soothing.
It’s been two days after Youngneul’s rejection. Actually I already predict this situation will be happening. She would reject my confession. She loves Sehun, I know and it’s obvious.
She loves him selflessly. Everyone can see that although it doesn’t look the same with Sehun. I just can’t see her waiting for Sehun patiently like that. He never cares about her. He never knows how much love Youngneul pours for him. If only I were Sehun, I’ll love her properly.
She is too lovable. Every man will fight for her. Not only me. I know that so many boys in school like her. But her eyes only set on Sehun only. She has no time to look another man.
I’m trying to be her friend only, I swear. But I can’t resist my heart anymore. This feeling is too strong for me.
From the first time I met her, my heart only scream her. When I know her, I always hope that she’ll fall for me. When we were being friends, I try to understand her and make her see me.
But, no. She clearly set our relationship as friends only. She puts me on friend zone. She draws this line that impossible to cross.
She’s not my destiny, I guess. It’s hurt to see the one you love loves someone else. And you know who they are. And more painful that the person you love wasted by their beloved ones. Just like a knife stab into your heart deeply. Their pain is also your pain.
Her tears, her fake smile, her fake happiness, that’s all to me to know how hard her life for loving him. But I must respect her decision, right? I’ll be by her side. Support and protect her. Just becoming the true best friend for her. She needs it.
My phone ring on the table next to me. I grab it lazily.
“Hello?”
“Hey. It was me, Jaddy.” I raise my eyebrow. Jaddy? He’s my brother. He’s stay with my parents in Hongkong.
Actually, I ran from my home. My parents want me to be the CEO of
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