ch 25

Tell Me How to Love
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Jackson’s POV

I looked at the night sky through my window. It seems so dark. There are no stars to night. The rain sounds so calm outside. It’s pouring, but soothing.

It’s been two days after Youngneul’s rejection. Actually I already predict this situation will be happening. She would reject my confession. She loves Sehun, I know and it’s obvious.

She loves him selflessly. Everyone can see that although it doesn’t look the same with Sehun. I just can’t see her waiting for Sehun patiently like that. He never cares about her. He never knows how much love Youngneul pours for him. If only I were Sehun, I’ll love her properly.

She is too lovable. Every man will fight for her. Not only me. I know that so many boys in school like her. But her eyes only set on Sehun only. She has no time to look another man.

I’m trying to be her friend only, I swear. But I can’t resist my heart anymore. This feeling is too strong for me.

From the first time I met her, my heart only scream her. When I know her, I always hope that she’ll fall for me. When we were being friends, I try to understand her and make her see me.

But, no. She clearly set our relationship as friends only. She puts me on friend zone. She draws this line that impossible to cross.

She’s not my destiny, I guess. It’s hurt to see the one you love loves someone else. And you know who they are. And more painful that the person you love wasted by their beloved ones. Just like a knife stab into your heart deeply. Their pain is also your pain.

Her tears, her fake smile, her fake happiness, that’s all to me to know how hard her life for loving him. But I must respect her decision, right? I’ll be by her side. Support and protect her. Just becoming the true best friend for her. She needs it.

My phone ring on the table next to me. I grab it lazily.

“Hello?”

“Hey. It was me, Jaddy.” I raise my eyebrow. Jaddy? He’s my brother. He’s stay with my parents in Hongkong.

Actually, I ran from my home. My parents want me to be the CEO of

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tonnettie
#1
Chapter 10: I just want to spazz about Lucas. He’s so adorable
Sey-ra
58 streak #2
Chapter 23: Oh so sehun has a tragic past.But why I have a feeling that when she was kidnap and the kidnapper kill of the victim is I think sehun knows her.
Sey-ra
58 streak #3
Chapter 22: Love love this story.
Cookiecook #4
Chapter 21: Ok, my poor heart can't help this. Sehun is just so (what should I say? I can't describe it) but overall I enjoy this chapter.
Thank you for taking your time to update this story authornim. I wish you all the best.
Fighting with ur study
tonnettie
#5
Chapter 20: Ouch!
Czq0-0 #6
Chapter 19: They are both so contradicting. But maybe its just how they are at that stage of not knowing each others' love. He gets jealous, he is in a confused state. Only knowing what he wants and doesn't want, not knowing exactly what he should do to her. While she is trying hard not to be the pathetic one in love 'alone'. The thoughts in her head might be just how she is used by him, but she would gladly do so because its all she wants to feel and she can't control. Not when its something the brain can rationalize. However, they are both just liking each other. Yet, things have to work when spoken and understood. It's sometimes hard to be honest to yourself, especially when it involves someone else.
gogogirl26 #7
Chapter 19: She cry :(
superpaupular
#8
Chapter 19: Poor Youngneul :( Sehun just be honest to yourself!you clearly love and care for her!!!
Cookiecook #9
I feel you Youngneul-ssi, fighting
Czq0-0 #10
Chapter 18: Knowing you are a mistake, really , on any context.