Second Destiny

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This is only a short story while i'm writing my unfinished ones..

i have some short stories.. so, i will post this one..

It will have Soona, Taengsic, and Soofany..

and.. this is an angst..

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"You lit the fire in my heart..

and left me to burn.."

 

Everything seems okay..

They were okay..

until one day, you find your best misery..

when the best dream you've ever had, turn into your endless nightmare..

 

"I love you.."

It's three words that bring you to heaven.

 

"I promise.."

And two that take you to eternity.

 

"Sorry.."

But only one to crushed it all.

 

A thousand sorry won't be enough to bring the light back..

the light that turned into dark from unbearable pain..

 

Blaming the world, is all you can do..

Or punishing oneself for being too stupid..

 

Hurting too much that starting to feel numb..

To the end of it, maybe vanishing is the best option..

 

What's worst is when what happened is not like how you wish..

Planning everything to end the pain your way..

It turned out that another pain will back you into your sense..

To the point that no painkillers can kill the pain anymore..

 

It hurts, more that she thought..

It kills, but she can't die..

It gets back more, hurting more that before..

She is dying..

 

To say everything's okay was a lie..

To end the grief was an option..

Time will heal is something that doesn't work on her..

There will come a time where you can see the light, was something that she would never believe, not anymore..

 

That's when she found herself lost in the dark...

Foreword

Yoona is sitting on the couch in the dressing room, her eyes lost, empty, losing all its light, losing her smile, her laugh, and she knows, by the time she stepped out from the room, she won’t be able to find it anymore.

Her eyes keep being teary, wet, all red along with her puffy cheeks, surely hurt by the obvious avoidance from a certain person..

The only person she wishes to see everyday, the only one she wishes to stand up right in front of her right now..

But even so, all that crying doesn’t even faded her beauty.. she is today’s princess, all in white.. she is the one-day queen..

 

She holds her phone tightly, obviously waiting for a certain call, from a certain person..

She has been trying to call the person since the start of the day, but the person definitely has her reason to dodge all her massages, phone calls, and all Yoona can do is leaving voice mails..

But still, nothing reach her.. it would be some kind of impossible things if the person calls her back..

She knows it, but it won’t stop her from calling.. she needs to hear that voice badly, that giggling sound, that teasing and flirting from her..

The only person that she wishes to become the only one who is standing with her on the most important day of her life..

The very same person she wishes to be the one to tie her for life, today..

 

“Yoona..” a soft voice called, it’s her cousin, Jessica “you can’t go out if you keep on crying..” she said softly, sitting on the couch beside the tall girl, wearing a small smile.

“..she.. haven’t called me back..” Yoona mumbled silently.

“After what you’ve done, do you really expect her to call you?” another voice said coldly, leaning her back on the hard wall, both hands folded on her chest.

“Taeng..” Jessica warned, making the older girl turned her head slightly, before Jessica shifted back her gaze to her bestfriend “Yoona, when are you going to go out? They’re all waiting for you.. you can’t let your groom waiting forever, right?”

“..I.. will go out after I get any news from her..”

“She won’t call you..” Taeyeon said coldly, obviously doesn’t really want to be there “You dumped her, and you expect her to call you to tell you that she is okay?! Are you on your right mind?! she is broken!! She-..”

“Taeng! Stop it!”

“She begged you..” Taeyeon mumbled silently, but loud enough to let the crying tall girl hear “but you coldly stepped out from her apartment.. a place that you once called ‘your home’..”

“..I-I..” Yoona trailed.

“She is not okay.. she is hurt.. she is broken.. that’s why, she won’t call you to say that she can’t live without you anymore..” Taeyeon added “..not after you stepped on her broken heart..”

“..I-I love her..” Yoona mumbled softly.

“You tell her to forget you.. to get a new life.. that’s why, now, you don’t have any reason to wait for her call.. you don’t have any right to say that words anymore…”

And what Taeyeon said crushed Yoona’s heart even more.. she can’t blame the girl on her harsh words, she knows, Taeyeon’s right..

“..I-I don’t have any choice..”

“You do..” Taeyeon said firmly “you just choose to leave her..”

“..it-it’s my pa-parents..” Yoona said between her sobs.

“And you would rather listen to your parents words than fighting for your relationship..” Taeyeon replied sternly, she is obviously mad, really mad “now, what make you think that you still have the right to call her?”

Taeyeon’s words brings tears more on the taller girl, she is hurting too, but maybe, Taeyeon is too blind to see it..

“Taeyeon, that’s enough..” Jessica firmly stated, she knows that they are all hurting, and blaming each other will do nothing but giving more pain, she just hope that in this kind of situation, she is not the only person who can think that way, someone who at least understand, and thinking rightly.

Taeyeon let out a heavy sigh before she spoke “..i’m leaving..”

“..wait..” Yoona stopped the latter right before she can out from her sight “..can you—can you call me if—if you found her?” she mumbled softly.

“Stop hurting her..” Taeyeon said coldly “just live your life, like how you wish to be.. and leave her alone..” she added, before she walks out from the room.

Yoona stared at the shorter girl, still sobbing quietly, she just needs to hear something from the tall girl.. even a word will do, even hatred words, ever anger, or all.. it’s okay.. it’s okay.. it will be okay.. as long as the tall brunette is talking to her.. it’s okay..

She just need to hear her voice.. just from the only person who can keep her strong..

“Shh..” Jessica calmed down the tall girl, patting her shoulder lightly “she’ll be okay..” she added “will you go out now?”

“..i will.. after I get any news about her..” Yoona mumbled, leaving her cousin sighing in defeated.

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Taeyeon drives her car to her bestfriend’s apartment. Actually she is as worried as the girl she thrown harsh words towards before. She has been calling the tall brunette, but up upon this second, her bestfriend didn’t even pick her call.

Taeyeon stops her car, parking in the basement, she was about to go out from the car before a certain figure stop her from doing so, it’s her bestfriend, walking to her own car.

In another moment, her bestfriend’s car already out from the basement, so does Taeyeon’s. She is following her bestfriend’s.

Reaching her phone, Taeyeon dials the number while keeping her eyes on the car. It’s after the sixth attempt that the brunette finally answering.

“Yahh!” Taeyeon scolded immediately “what took you so long to get my call?!”

“..sorry.. I’m… busy..” the hoarse voice answered, and Taeyeon’s heart immediately softened by the voice. So, she has been crying, again..

“..where are you?”

“Home..”

“I’m driving behind your car..” Taeyeon sighed over the obvious lie “where are you going?”

“..nowhere.. I will just go home later..” she answered “Tae.. I’m okay..”

“Go home now..” Taeyeon demanded, ignoring another obvious lie “go home with me..” she added “my place or yours?”

“Tae-..”

“And slower your car..” Taeyeon cut, realizing her bestfriend’s car starts to get further from her.

“Taeng.. I’m tired..”

“Yahh! What are you-..”

“She will be happy, right?” the brunette cut “way more happy without me..”

“She will regret what she did…”

“No matter how much I tried to hate her, I can’t.. I can’t because I know that she has the right to live her life.. her way..”

“Hey, stop your car now!” Taeyeon demanded, slightly raising her voice.

“I love her Taeng.. I really do.. so much..”

“Soo-..”

“And how I wish she has the same feeling as mine..”

“She does..”

“And that’s why she left me..” the brunette answered, giving a bitter chuckle.

“Yahh! Stop your car now..” Taeyeon’s tone raised, having a difficulty on keeping her speed with her bestfriend’s car.

“I can’t take this anymore..”

“Yahh!! This is not funny!! What are you-..”

“I’m tired of wishing that she was mine.. I’m tired of waking up every night crying by that pain of not having her by my side anymore.. I’m tired of pretending that everything is okay, when I know it isn’t!!”

“Yah! Sooyoung, really-..”

“I’m tired of this pain..” the brunette cut “..Taeng… can I.. just end it now?”

“Yahh! Choi Sooyoung!! Stop saying nonsense!! And stop your damn car right now!!!”

“Taeng.. sorry..” Sooyoung mumbled softly, giving a soft force chuckle after “you’ve been being the best friend I could ask for.. thank you..”

“Soo-..”

“Taeng.. bye..” Sooyoung said lightly, followed by a force chuckle “let’s meet somewhere else later...”

“Soo, please.. stop your car..” Taeyeon cut “just stop your damn car, and we will have a talk, okay?” Taeyeon begged, she is getting scared, Sooyoung is just not in her right mind at this moment “we will work-..”

And Taeyeon swore, she heard it clearly, right before the familiar car hit the concrete border road..

Sooyoung’s whisper, her last word before the car crushed badly…

“…In heaven…”

 

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Wanshine0221
#1
Chapter 31: this story is really good, even I skip the past part because I can't imagine sooyoung hurt huhu :( but if Im ready definitily I will read all of that past part hehe I promise authornim :)
really thankyou for your hardwork, you are really good writer.. keep writing please, I'll always waiting for your update. fighting :)
superstarrrr
#2
Chapter 8: Wtf taeyeon. Wtf man. ._. How dare you hurt my wife like that. Wtf. -_-
colleenorcullo
#3
Chapter 17: I read it from the start again for the second time .. If I were Sooyoung , I will do the same .. I rather die than to see her with someone else .. She cause too much pain to Sooyoung , if I were Sooyoung .. I won't forgive her .. Though I'm SooNata I will choose Fany than Yoona ..
Va_asianloverz
#4
Chapter 31: please update soon
DindaNda #5
Chapter 31: hoho daebak !! thank you author nim~
Earendil #6
Chapter 31: A great great and sweet epilogue!
Thank you author-nim. <3
chchcn #7
Chapter 31: Aaaaaaa finnaly~~~ wohooooooo thankyou for thissss, your story really makes my day authornim :)) thankyouuuuuuuuuu
soosicajpn #8
Chapter 31: 素晴らしい~
良かった良かった!
GG_sone_sz
#9
Chapter 31: that is sooooo sweet.. :)

thank you author-sshi.. :)
nyonyo3012 #10
Chapter 31: Oh, God.. Thanks for making soona together, this is really.. My heart cant take it.. You makes me cry... Thankyou authorniiim
:'''))))