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It was already really late at the midnight when he decided to finally settle down and have a rest. His body had felt really tired
after a long walk around the town and since then Hyukjae had been fighting tears, not one single drop of tears had form.
He walked out of the bathroom and into the bedroom, still drying his hair from his recent shower with a towel. He was
already fully dressed and ready to end the tiring day when there’s a knock at the door.
“Come in.”
“Did I disturb you?” Siwon slightly peek his head in.
“No, I just out from shower.”
“Do you want something? Anything?” He asked, walking into the room.
“I’m good…. But thank you Siwon-ah, for letting me in. I hope I don’t bother your parent at this late of night.” Siwon’s house,
it was the only obvious place that Donghae would not come to look for him, simply because Donghae doesn’t know where
his house is. Donghae might be pester him for help, but knowing Siwon for such a long time, the taller boy will always
respect and never go against Hyukjae’s will.
“Don’t be silly. They both had thought you as their second son. They’ve always welcome you here, anytime.”
“I really appreciate that, thank you so much.” He said politely and smiled.
Siwon smiled in return, and pats Hyukjae’s head lightly before he walked out the room. He promised to himself then that he
would help and protect Hyukjae as best as he could. Even his love was unrequited, but he still loves their friendship more.
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Donghae finally just gave up on sleeping when the sun starts to come up and went upstairs to prepare to starts his day. He
had been searching for Hyukjae for all day and had been waiting for him to come back for all night long, but the boy still
didn’t show up. The only hope now that Hyukjae will be show up at the school. He really wishes for Hyukjae to come to
school. But his hope crumbled when Hyukjae’s seat was empty for all the time during the classes.
Siwon walked off the hallway and stop when he got to the right room. Slightly hesitate either he should knock the door or not.
He silently stood in front the door, contemplating back. There’s one thing for sure he needs to do, after that he will just goes
with the flow.
“Come in!!” he heard the voice from inside. Siwon opened the door and slowly pace into the room. “Oh, Siwon-ssi… what’s
wrong?” Donghae asked weakly as he saw the younger man walk in.
Siwon can see the different Donghae is now, then before when he’s teaching in the class. As a professional actor as he is,
Donghae plays his character really good. Great even. In class he just became like a normal strict, nerd math teacher, but
now once he was cut out from his drama world, he completely changed into this miserable man. A bit of respect, he had for
the older man. Even he have his own problem, he didn’t mix his life problem into his professionalism. He do his job the best
as he could, even though his main reason for coming here is not here right now.
“Hey, how are you this morning? Slept well…” Siwon watched the other boy climbed down the stairs.
“I’m just fine.” It obviously he’s not alright. Siwon’s not an oblivious person to not notice the red, swollen eyes he got right
now. He must be crying for the whole night. He’s way far from being fine. That’s obvious. “But I think…” Hyukjae then said
hesitantly, “I’m not going to school today…. Can you help me tell the teacher…?”
“Sure… just have a rest for today. I’ll take care of everything.” Siwon knows that’s coming. He’s already known that’s coming
even without being told.
‘They both are just the same.’ Siwon mumbled under his breath. And Donghae’s mind was too preoccupied to hear him.
“Seonsaengnim….” He starts quietly. “Just so you know… Hyukjae is…”
Donghae immediately look up intently to him, waited eagerly. His expression change again. It’s less miserable. There’s a ray
of hope in his eyes. “Where’s he? Please tell me, where’s he? Is he alright?” He cut off hastily.
“He’s living at my house for now.” Siwon said truthfully. “Yesterday, he just got a high fever.” Donghae’s eyes instantly widen,
till Siwon continue again quickly. “He’s all fine now. He’s actually….” he halted, contemplating for a second. There’s doubtful
on his face causing the older man to fidgety in anticipates.
“What’s wrong? Tell me what’s wrong with him?” He desperately inquired as the boy taking too long to continue again.
“That’s all I can tell you, Seonsaengnim.” Siwon then bowed his head slightly, already making his decision. It’s not his thing
to tell Donghae. Hyukjae is the only one that has to decide either to tell the news to him or not. And he was about to turned
and walk out of the room when Donghae called again.
“Please let me meet him. Just once. I need him to listen to me, just once is okay.”
“I’m sorry, sir. But it’s up to Hyukjae to decide about that, I have to respect his will. You too need to respect Hyukjae’s will. ”
Donghae didn’t say anything then, as he just watches Siwon bowed and finally walk out of the room.
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“Hyukkie, you see. Tomorrow I need to be out of town for two days.” Donghae said while walking down the stairs. He’s
already fully dressed, as he needs to be in a meeting at his company soon. “Can you manage to be alone at home?”
Hyukjae continued to flipping the channel on the television, ignoring the older man. “Why don’t I send to your parent’s? It’s
safer there than being here alone.”
“What you think I’m a child? Needs someone to babysit me.” He said harshly. “I’ve always be alone. Whether you’re here or
not, it does not make any changes to me.
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Donghae took a deep breath. “Then do you need something? I will get it to you.”
“No need. I can get it myself if I need something. I’m capable too without your help.” He said again while continued abusing
the remote control in his hand.
“Then, I’m leaving now. See you tonight.” He walked closer to Hyukjae, slightly bend down Donghae give a gently kiss on his
cheek. Without taking his eyes off from the screen, Hyukjae immediately wipes his cheek harshly as soon as the lips
moved away from his skin.
“Aissh…” He cursed under his breath as he didn’t found any channel that’s showing a show that suit his taste. Donghae
sighed heavily and then walk towards the main door after grabbing his car’s key.
Hyukjae sighed as he watched as the sky was cloudy with the grey clouds that threaten to rain. The sky had been like for
quite long, but there’s no sign that the rain will fall any time soon. And Siwon came into room just as Hyukjae sighed. He
joined Hyukjae at the window.
“It’s going to rain.” Hyukjae said without taking his eyes away from the sky.
“I don’t think so. Sun will outshine that grey clouds soon.” Siwon said while looking over at the cloudy sky too.
“You think so?”
“I’m sure so.”
“I hope so... because I hate rain.”
“There will always be a rainbow after the rain.”
“What if there’s no rainbow? What if this rain won’t stop?”
“Hyuk….”
“What if I can’t stop thinking of him? I hate rain. Raining days makes me thinking of him. What should I do now? I love him….
I love… rain.” Subconsciously, a drop of tears flowed down across his cheek.
“Hyuk… Let’s go grab something to eat. Mom said that you still don’t eat lunch.”
“Yea…” he agreed, unable to protest anymore.
“Ok, meet me downstairs after you changed. There’s a place I want to bring you to. The food is incredible.”
“Ok….”
For the rest of the ride back home from the said place, only the sound of music blast through the radio fills the vehicle. Siwon
reached over and turned the station to one that played softer music. ‘Stay tuned and we’ll meet again after this song, My
Everything…’ the dj said ‘by Lee Donghae.’
At the same moment, Siwon glances over to the boy beside him that flinched slightly at the said name. He debated on
switching the channel but Hyukjae beat him first as he reached over to volume up the sound. Hyukjae leaned his body
against the door, listens intently to every words in that song till the end.
“Where are we going?” Hyukjae inquired, once he realized that instead of turn right at the traffic lights towards his own
house, Siwon drives straight. “What are you doing?” Hyukjae asked again once the way that that they are going through now
was too familiar for him.
“There is your home, where you’re belong to.”
“You can’t decide about what I want. If you don’t want to help me, then just leave me here. You’re not entitled to make
decisions on my behalf. Stop the car right here!”
“Hyukjae… as your best friend, I want you to always be happy. And I know, you only will be happy when you are with him.”
“Bull… If I’m happy with him then I won’t be here. Why everyone always make the decision for me? Why everyone never
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Donghae took a deep breath. “Then do you need something? I will get it to you.”
“No need. I can get it myself if I need something. I’m capable too without your help.” He said again while continued abusing
the remote control in his hand.
“Then, I’m leaving now. See you tonight.” He walked closer to Hyukjae, slightly bend down Donghae give a gently kiss on his
cheek. Without taking his eyes off from the screen, Hyukjae immediately wipes his cheek harshly as soon as the lips
moved away from his skin.
“Aissh…” He cursed under his breath as he didn’t found any channel that’s showing a show that suit his taste. Donghae
sighed heavily and then walk towards the main door after grabbing his car’s key.
Hyukjae sighed as he watched as the sky was cloudy with the grey clouds that threaten to rain. The sky had been like for
quite long, but there’s no sign that the rain will fall any time soon. And Siwon came into room just as Hyukjae sighed. He
joined Hyukjae at the window.
“It’s going to rain.” Hyukjae said without taking his eyes away from the sky.
“I don’t think so. Sun will outshine that grey clouds soon.” Siwon said while looking over at the cloudy sky too.
“You think so?”
“I’m sure so.”
“I hope so... because I hate rain.”
“There will always be a rainbow after the rain.”
“What if there’s no rainbow? What if this rain won’t stop?”
“Hyuk….”
“What if I can’t stop thinking of him? I hate rain. Raining days makes me thinking of him. What should I do now? I love him….
I love… rain.” Subconsciously, a drop of tears flowed down across his cheek.
“Hyuk… Let’s go grab something to eat. Mom said that you still don’t eat lunch.”
“Yea…” he agreed, unable to protest anymore.
“Ok, meet me downstairs after you changed. There’s a place I want to bring you to. The food is incredible.”
“Ok….”
For the rest of the ride back home from the said place, only the sound of music blast through the radio fills the vehicle. Siwon
reached over and turned the station to one that played softer music. ‘Stay tuned and we’ll meet again after this song, My
Everything…’ the dj said ‘by Lee Donghae.’
At the same moment, Siwon glances over to the boy beside him that flinched slightly at the said name. He debated on
switching the channel but Hyukjae beat him first as he reached over to volume up the sound. Hyukjae leaned his body
against the door, listens intently to every words in that song till the end.
“Where are we going?” Hyukjae inquired, once he realized that instead of turn right at the traffic lights towards his own
house, Siwon drives straight. “What are you doing?” Hyukjae asked again once the way that that they are going through now
was too familiar for him.
“There is your home, where you’re belong to.”
“You can’t decide about what I want. If you don’t want to help me, then just leave me here. You’re not entitled to make
decisions on my behalf. Stop the car right here!”
“Hyukjae… as your best friend, I want you to always be happy. And I know, you only will be happy when you are with him.”
“Bull… If I’m happy with him then I won’t be here. Why everyone always make the decision for me? Why everyone never
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listen to what I want? I can make my own decision for my own life. I don’t need someone to make it for me. This is my life,
why cannot everyone understand that….”
“Hyukjae, you just need to listen first.”
“Why there’s no one ever listen to me? Even my own parent. When I refused to marry, they still forced me into it. When I
started to love him, he changed and tortured my feeling. When I don’t want him anymore, why he came back. And now...
when I’m already parted away from him, why you’re sending me back to him. Why cannot I get what I want? I just want to be
happy…. That all I want…. Why was this happened to me? Why…” Hyukjae’s voice slowly subsided into mumbled. Feeling
somehow exhausted after the sudden outburst.
“Just this once. Listen to him for just this once.”
“Siwon… stop this car.” Hyukjae demand firmly as they are now already entering his neighborhood.
“Hyuk….”
“Please… this is all what I ask from you. For this time only, let me decide it on my own. I appreciate you for helping, but
please….” He’s pleading sincerely.
Siwon finally succumbed to his request and stopped at the sideway of the road. “Hyuk, give him this chance for once.” He
said before Hyukjae descended from the car. His eyes followed Hyukjae’s figure all the way long.
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Donghae was panting and breathing hard, he still needed to let some fresh air filling up his lungs after the long runs, but he
was really relieved once he saw Hyukjae was sitting on one of swings at the said playground. He just felt really relieved when
he finally found Hyukjae. He had been running around the neighborhood looking for the boy once he received a phone call a
moment ago. Siwon said that he was at the near playground park, but he’d already left before Donghae arrived, to roam
around. Donghae ran down the streets and stops at several place that Hyukjae might be, but he’s still missing Hyukjae.
Eventually, Hyukjae must had made his way back to the playground after strolling, for him to found the boy there.
He watched the younger from a far for a while. Under the moonlit that shining from above, that shining from above, Donghae
still can perfectly see the sorrow and sadness that written all over the younger’s face. And his heart clenched painfully to see
it, because he knows that he’s the reason for all the sorrow and the sadness that Hyukjae have to bear with.
Slowly, Donghae take few steps forward, walked to where Hyukjae was. He walked in quiet and slow pace, so he would not
startled the younger. Hyukjae will be run away again if he startled, which is something that Donghae would never wish to
happen again. Hyukjae’s head that was hang low, staring blankly at the ground failed to notice that someone was
approaching him. Only when Donghae finally knelt down before him, Hyukjae looked up and stared at him, his eyes
bewildered and stunned. And even though Hyukjae finally registered what happened and who’s in font him now, he just sits
still on the swing and stares blankly at Donghae.
Donghae slowly cupped Hyukjae’s face with his hands. Hyukjae’s face felt so cold in Donghae’s hand. He brushed his
thumbs over Hyukjae’s cheek, hoping that he would give him the warmth and wishing that it would also melt Hyukjae’s heart
at least little bit. There’s no single word that come out from both of them, only silent overwhelming them.
Hyukjae still look at him, with the blend of expressions that can not be interpreted by Donghae. But nonetheless, Donghae
felt relieved and the look is enough for him for now. Hyukjae who was still observed Donghae’s feature suddenly stop his
eyes at the corner of Donghae’s lips. There was a still visible bruise. Slowly lifted up his hand, but only to retreat back to it
previous place before letting his finger to touch that bruise.
“It’s hurt… so much.” He whispered. Head hang lowered and hands clenching hard.
“Hyuk…”
“Can’t you see…? It’s hurt so much… I can’t take it anymore.” Hyukjae sobbed. Donghae’s heart broken more as he saw the
tears falls.
“Hyuk… I’m sorry!!
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“Please… just let me go…. I can’t take it anymore… It’s too hard for me….” Hyukjae ignored what Donghae said.
“No, I can’t let you go… I need you!!” Donghae said firmly. “Hyuk… I’m sorry! I’m being so stupid for not realize it sooner. I
was so stupid for not notice it sooner. I was so stupid for taking so long to see your love. I’m sorry for took your love to me
for granted. I'm sorry; I’ve hurt you a lot.”
“If… you said it a month ago… maybe… it won’t be this hurt….” Hyukjae stated, that’s cause Donghae to only gasp in
horror. “It would be… less hurt…”
“Hyukjae…” Donghae reached out then wipes the tears that flow on Hyukjae’s cheeks and Hyukjae just let him, he didn’t
flinch away. “Please… give me one more chance to fix everything that I have done. To make it up for you.” He caressed
Hyukjae’s cheeks gently. “Please give me one more chance.”
“Please, just one more chance… to prove that I’m the right man for you…” Donghae lowered his head. That’s when his tears
slipped out and falls on Hyukjae’s thigh.
Hyukjae suddenly was taken back once the warm liquid being absorbed by his pants and touched his skin. “Please… don’t
leave me! I don’t wanna lose you again. I love you, Hyukjae! I really love you,” And Donghae’s voice cracked up. He choked
back a sob “Please be mine again… forever!!!” Tears continued to flows down on his cheeks. “Hyukjae, please!!” Hyukjae
don’t know why, but he felt that the tears had provided special warmth to his cold-heart right now, his heart seems like
melting again. His heart also hurt more when he saw the tears of the older man. It’s felt more painful than what he felt before.
He… doesn’t wanna see the tears coming out from those beautiful and cheerful eyes.
Quite long after that, slowly Hyukjae placed his palms on top of Donghae’s hands that are still holding his cheeks. He
squeezed them lightly. Donghae looked up at him, stare lovingly. “Please….” Hyukjae quickly stops him by putting his
thumb over Donghae’s lips; brushed those lips lightly. He touched his tummy for a while with his other hand unnoticed by the
other man.
“Enough….” Hyukjae whispered while wiping away tears that staining on Donghae’s cheeks. “I’ll… try to trust you… once…”
Before Hyukjae could finished his sentences, Donghae had already pulled him closer and wrapped his arms tight around
Hyukjae’s waist, burying his face in Hyukjae’s nape. Hyukjae didn’t say anything after that and just circled his arms back
around Donghae’s neck. He could feel Donghae embraced him even tighter when the older man muttered the words ‘thank
you’.
“Let’s us build our life again… together… forever!!” Donghae said after few moments passed. Hyukjae nodded wholeheartedly.
Hyukjae pulled away from the embrace and cupped Donghae’s face with both of his palms.
They stared at each other for awhile before Hyukjae smiled and leaned down again to rest his head on Donghae’s shoulder.
“I’m sorry too… for hurting your feeling….” His voice muffled on Donghae’s shirt.
They stayed like that for a moment, staying comfortably in each other embrace, until then Donghae broke them apart. He got
on his feet and offering a hand to Hyukjae. “Let’s go back… to our house!” It’s take a while for Hyukjae before he reaches out
and took the offered. And then they walked together side by side along their way back to their home.
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