Love Sick

More... Than Just Friends?

(ChoonHe's POV)

That's it.....

              I had been cracked open....

                               And broken into pieces.....

Usually, I'd love hearing his mesmorising voice play over and over in my head. But this time, I felt as if I had been shot by a gun repeatedly. I felt as if darkness had taken over every part of my mind.....

my soul.....

my everything...

Silence.

I couldn't hear any of the congratulating going on in the classroom. Shin Sekyung..... my girlfriend. These few words had kept ringing in the back of my mind, following me everywhere I go. Like a never ending shadow.

I had a huge urge to let all my tears fall. Not wanting to cause a scene, I held them back. One tear managed to escape, but was too small to notice. At least....

...... that's what I thought.

(Jonghyun's POV)

 

"This is Shin Sekyung.........." A smile had appeared on my face as I proudly announced my girl's name.

Not to my intentions, I paused after saying it. What's gotten into me? I should be excitingly stating these things, not pausing. I unknowingly felt nervous saying the line to ChoonHe. My stomach cringed. Hm... Must be because I skipped breakfast.

I hurriedly finished the line. "........ my girlfriend." I unintentionally said it loud enough for the whole class to hear.

"WAY TO GO MAN!!!" Onew rejoiced as we exchanged a fist pump.

Most of the guys had been congratulating me, while the girls.... let's just say it wasn't the kind of news they'd want to hear. They were upset. One girl went as far as whining, "OPPA! You're supposed to be everyone's!" This clearly wasn't good news to them.

As for ChoonHe? I was surprised by her actions. She had a expressionless face as she walked back to her desk. Is this how someone congratulates their best friend? I think NOT! Sheesh. What's up with her today? I was busy ranting about how rude that was until I notice something slip across her face. I-I-Is that a tear?

"ChoonHe?" I said trying to get her attention. She must have not heard me call for her since she was still looking ahead. I tried calling a little louder. "Choo---------" I was cut off. The teacher had arrived. 

"Everyone back to your seats. Class is starting now." The crowd dispersed and everyone went back to their seats. Oh well. I guess I'll talk about it after class.

(No one's POV)

ChoonHe couldn't think about anything else. There was something she had to do, and she had to do it right now before she starts having a major brakdown. "Get out. I need to get out of here. ASAP." She thought to herself. Thinking hastily, she raised her hand up.

"Question, ChoonHe?"

"Deh. May I be excused to go to the nurse's office? I'm not feeling too well."

ChoonHe was one of the teacher's favorite students. She could see that ChoonHe had to leave this classroom, judging from the sweat on her forehead, and that pleading look her eyes gave away.

"You may go." The teacher answered politely.

(ChoonHe's POV)

Oh thank god! I quickly packed up my things, but not to quickly. I don't want people to think things. I also tried to put on a blank expression, that way people wouldn't be able to read my face.

As soon as I got out of class, tears started running down my face. I was a crying mess. I couldn't think of anything else. I had to go somewhere private, somewhere I can surpress my emotions.

I had finally gotten there..

I called out to the nurse. She's jsut like the sister I never had. She doesn't like me calling her 'seunsangnim' because she's supposedly "too young".

"Unnie! Please help me. I'm really sick right now. Love sick."

(Nurse Unnie's POV)

"ChoonHe? What's wrong?" Pshh oh yeah. She said she's lovesick. Must be Jonghyun. "Is it because of Jonghyun? What did he do to you?"

"H-h-he got a g-g-girlfriend." She stuttered while hickuping from all the crying.

"ChoonHe. I know it must hurt. A lot. Oh the pain of a young girl in love. Reminds me of myself years ago." I knew what her situation was. I was practically the only person she talked to about this. "ChoonHe. Listen to my advice very well now ok?"

"O-okay"

"Jonghyun is a very handsome man. He was bound to get a girlfriend sooner or later. He can't keep hanging with his best friend for the forever you know. Try to put yourself in his shoes. It must be lonely not having a lover with you. Got it so far?"

"I-I think s-so." She stuttered still hickuping.

"Good. Now this is my advice to you. Try to embrace the situation. What happens happens. Fate desides everything my dear. If he's he's meant for his girlfriend. They'll have a nice life, and you'll be fine. If he's meant for you, then he'll eventually break up her. Take that as a sign of fate, and make a move. Confess your feelings. Got it!?!" 

"Got it." She replied with a smile, "Thanks Unnie."

"Your welcome." I smiled back, "Now, your eyes are still puffy. Wait probably until lunch to go back. Your eyes should be normal by than. Got it?"

"Got it." She said and plopped down in bed.

(Hours later) [ChoonHe's POV]

You know? Unnie is right. If he's meant for me, he'll eventually break up with "that girl". If he does end up doing that, I'll take an initiative to confess. Right now I just have to embrace it I guess. I sighed and walked to the lunchroom. Everyone was there. Onew, Minho, Taemin, Jonghyun.... and Sekyung. Really? Urghh. She isn't even friends with us. She was sitting on Jonghyun's lap. They were feeding eachother. I walked up to them. Embrace the situation ChoonHe. Just like Unnie told you to. 

"Hello Noona!" Taemin exclaimed at the sight of me and jumped giddly," I haven't seen you the whole day! Where were you?" 

"I was----"

I was about to respond when Sekyung interupted me with her disgusting act. "Say ahhh~" She held up chopsticks full of rice in front of his face. I could see the fakeness all over.

"I was at the------"

This time Jonghyun was the one to interrupt. "I don't want to eat that. I'd rather eat you instead." He said seductively as he was smooching her face. Cheesy.

"Eww Hyung!" Taemin squealed.

"Get a room!" Onew yelped with disgust in all over his face.

"Stop that this instant! There's a child here!" Minho yelled pointing over at Taemin.

"HEY! I'm 16 for your information!" You know who answered that.

I tried acting like I didnt' care. I didn't say anything either. But I couldn't help but stare at them. I know I'm supposed to embrace this, but I wished I was in her place. I couldn't help but yearn over him, and his soft lips. I could feel tears starting to produce. Oh no. I have to get out. NOW.

"Uhm. You know what Taemin? I think I'll just go. I'm not feeling to well again." I said shakily looking at him.

I walked out the lunchroom. Walking turned to jogging.

Jogging turned to running.

Pretty soon I was zooming out of the school with tears all over my face.

It hurts soo soo much. 

I was pretty much out of school and out at some random street. Just then I heard a car honking at me. I quickly turned around and saw a car speeding mighty fast. I couldn't move. I just remained there, paralyzed by the scene unfolding.

I guess, this is it.

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Typical-Singaporean
#1
Chapter 45: Hahahaha, love the part when JongHyun said he hate JunHyung cause their names are alike XDD
And of course not forgetting the ending ^^ Super sweet~ And LOL at Key~ Haha :))
didzzz #2
done at last!
took jonghyun a whole lot of time to finally realize his feelings. . but yay! at last!


great fic!
timeofmylife03 #3
Ong. This is like, so awesome! Gaaaahhhh<3
notelights #4
Love this fanfic! :D Love your other stories too. :D HAHA Jonghyun is so cute in this story. ^_^ Poor Junhyung though. :(
JongKeylove7714
#5
I finished this story in two days! Kyaa I wanted more kissing.
azngirl1011
#6
LOLOLOL you told Curly-Oppa to go on AFF TOO?
azngirl1011
#7
I find it funny how you update in the middle of nowhere just to tell us you have a new fanfiction. AHAHAHAH.<br />
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I'll read it.
curlyfriesLOL #8
Yet another story?<br />
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AHAHAHA. You're gonna get eyebags because you're so busy.
elisha960809 #9
WAHHHH! YOUR DEBUT STORY! IM SO GONNA READ IT, LOLLLLL! myy debut story cows' balls, its not even funny. BUT I BET YOURS' IS GOOD:DDDDDDD yayyyy, lol!xP love the plot;)