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Dear Taeyeon,

You'll read this, I'm sure. But by the time you do, I'll probably be dead already. I'm going to be honest with you with this letter, hope to find you in perfect health even without me and you'd live.... live on. I remember our walk together, the first day of snow. You had your pink gloves on, and your white jacket. Your fair-skinned face almost hidden underneath your pretty hat. I told you how i loved you like how i loved first day of snow. You asked me why but i did not answer. I'll tell you why now.

Falling, is what you're used to. You fall so hard. You were never afraid to get hurt, because in the end you know it was all worth it. You weren't afraid to fall, like snowflakes. You're also pretty, you're different than any other. Never the same. You're cold, but soft to the touch. Fun, and did i mention pretty?

Stay beautiful, Taeyeon ah. If you don't, I'll die in vain. You're always, always beautiful if you believe so yourself. I love you with all my heart, with all my soul, with all my body parts and organs, with everything that i own. I swear, i love you.

I promised you I'll love you till the end, till i die, and here i am! Dead! :) Don't be sad, Taeyeon ah. Cancer doesn't hurt me anymore. I'm hurt to know that I need to leave you.

I need to know you'll be alright without me.

Do you also remember the time we met? It was Christmas, you wanted a polka dots scarf and a pikachu gloves but your mom told you it was childish. You cried outside the shop. You were about 10 then. I had the urge to hug you but you were a complete stranger. You ended up scolding me for staring at you. I remembered exactly how it goes.

"YAH! WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING AT, PUNK?"

"uh-uh, nothing! I am just... looking at the shop behind you. The pikachu gloves seems pretty don't you think?"

"You think so too!? But you're so old!! Don't you think it's childish?" You pouted.

"No... I'm only 13."

You immediately smiled.

I remembered falling for that smile everytime. Keep smiling, taeyeon ah.

Hwaiting! Don't be so sad when i leave. You being sad makes me sad (cheesy, but true). You're always in my heart, in exchange, I'll give you mine.

Love, love, love forever, always,

Kyuhyun

P/S ; If i end up in hell, can you please ask God to let me have the permission to visit you in heaven? I need to see you again.

P/P/S : I love you, remember that.

He left me a beautiful heart shaped necklace. There was a tiny note in it (Thank you for letting me have a part of your heart. In exchange, take mine. I'll keep yours forever.)I read the letter in tears. "Babo yah." i muttered, repeating it every now and then. He was stupid. Stupid. Why would he ever end up in hell? He's too good for that. I wiped my overflowing tears and tried to cheer myself up. Yes, Kyuhyun was already dead when i first read the letter. He told his sister not to show it until he's dead. Stupid boy. Stupid boy.

I loved him with all my heart.

How could he leave just like that.

And he expected me to move on?!

It may take... let me see...... 40000 years to do that. Stupid boy,

Kyuhyun will be there with me wherever i go. My guardian angel. Little stupid, guardian angel.

I'm thankful to him for that. He's dead now.... but he gave me a reason to live on.