P.S. Before composing anything, I would like to warn that this is not a fanfiction story concluding fangirling chapters and many effects on biases, say that this story is created in order to encourage you to include and participate in more charity activities as much as you can.

If you're finding for a fanfiction story where you need fun to let you drown away in the happiness of youthful teenage dreams, this is not the right story.

The main aim I decided to make this into a story is about how I want you to know the real meaning of life and how precious life is, with yours' even great enough to have delightful chances to spend your time in here, asianfanfics, kpop and in other social networks like facebook and instagram.

In a twist of time, there are many people and teens, who can't enjoy their lives, but to work very tiredly and have to survive and live on their own feet, being looked down by others.

When those sympathetic people are suffering and are locked in the curse of life, we are enjoying life with wonderful colours with our amazing caring parents.

Not all, but a part of the teens are not being able to see and know what they really live for and what their destination and dream is. Here, I'm going to update and add chapters on how my ideas and thoughts include about the people in this world, and how each of them are differentiated from each of us. There may be the poors, the richs, the uglies, the pretties, the wanted, the unwanted, the willings and the unwillings.

To be honest, I've always determined and had a dream of being a successful surgeon for the reason of gaining wealth and other more. I know that it's a bad reason and excuse, but maybe I just wanted to be liberated from my parents' blames, telling my instincts that I have no life goal. I've always thought that being a surgeon with a gratitude from Harvard Medical School would be what I'm supposed and have to do.

But today, the only today, changed me, and my thoughts, my dreams and destination changed and allowed them to be interfered with those different kinds of people intertwined in the fate of god's judgement.

While watching "Who Are You?" korean drama premiered on Channel M this noon, there's a part where the actress, So In Yeon revealed her life quote,

"The willing, Destiny guides them.

The unwilling, Destiny drags them."

                                                                -So In Yeon, while playing a main role in Who Are You?-

There, a thought shattered my mind. Is the successful surgeon whom I really wanted to be what I willingly wanted? Maybe? Or not. I didn't pay attention to that quote, even though I had it marked down on my notes.

Followed by, at 3:30 pm, "Let Me In" Season 2, the reality show aired in channel M when I flashed on the television when I the tv, eating. I had known this show for long, but I never watched it, thinking it was useless. But, after watching only an episode of it, it made me realised how much I had been mistaken all along those 14 years from living.

Without me even knowing it myself, rivers of tears were flowing along my cheekbones. I've always blamed myself for being too not-good looking, but after watching, I praised myself for being good-looking enough when others do not have a chance. They were bullied and teased for how they look and what their parents do.

The surgeons volunteering there were really sympathetic and helpful that I feel the gift and the value of life. I'm a sensitive and emotional person, and I've always pretended to be strong. I told myself that crying was a weak thing, and determined never to cry. But things not always turn out the way we want them to, do they? Sometimes, in the wave of life, we might have to cry and go oppose of the others in order to prove that what we're doing is not wrong and what we think we need to do is not wrong.

I've thought once to become a plastic surgeon as the benefit is high and there's nothing much we need to give, except a great piece of our life for the long years of study. My friends say that they can't waste and they won't waste such youths of twenties of their lives, if they were me. But, I've always gone opposed to them, by claiming that what we are going to receive at the end of our efforts is undeniable.

I wanted to be a plastic surgeon but I didn't know why. And that's why, I thought about changing the major. But today, I think I know. No. I know what I want to be and why I want to be. I want to be a plastic surgeon. I want to give the unables the right to show their beautiful sides to others, and want to let them feel the happiness which they couldn't have received when they were affected by the memories of dreadful scars.

Now, I want the people to suffer a healthier and happier lives for people to receive the rightful rights for them as living things living in this world. Now, I am willing to go to Harvard Medical School to achieve my destination even though it might be a miracle to come true, I'll be continuing on to make it true, and after I reach and achieve and become what I want to be, I am going to be volunteering the people to wanting what they have always afraid of, and help them to be courageous.

You might be mocking or laughing at me for writing this here, as this is a site for fangirling girls and boys. You might be like thinking, if I am like that much of being determined, why don't you just publish this in public and stop using those social networks. Oh, yes, I'm also a fangirl, and I also use most of these social networks, and I mostly wasted my times doing those. But it was not long that I was reminded of how I am wasting a large piece of my life by not learning and studying in school times, and in home in weekends. But I know the fact that we don't always need to learn and that we, especially teenagers need a relief of time as we're getting aggressive these days. But, I would like to encourage you guys that only if you try to help yourselves for 1.5/10 of your time on your studies.

I shouldn't waste and spend my time here, writing fanfics, but I'm having these as a relief and a practice for my entrance exams and university studies. For this story, I want to share my experiences, news and articles on helping the people, and finding your dreams. It is not an easy task, and you will need much of a time to consider carefully your thoughts, and I am just wishing and hoping if I could help you even if only with a small impact on you.

I want you to think and consider on how precious your life is and your dreams are.

In need to search for what you really want to do and what you need to do.

Dreams: Destination of Life