Again

Right Next To You

~Junsu~

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"Yoboseyo?"

"Junsu, I'm out!" Yoochun said

"I'm on my way"

I hurried to the parking plot, saw him standing looking around , waiting for me
When I had parked the car, he hurried over to the car and got inside

"What's up?" he asked as soon as he had fasted the seatbelt

"Well.. first .. we need to go to Selina's graveyard" I said

"Wae?"

"I'll tell you when we get there"

AS soon as we arrived, I noticed that Yoochun was waiting patiently for me to explain everything cause his look on his face, he was really confused

"So.. are you going to tell me or what?"

I looked at him

"You know.. the thing about Changmin.. Asking us about.. supernatural things.."

"oh.."

"Did you sense that there was something behind it?" I asked

He looked at me

"Well.. I was kind of suspicious.. cause that kind of question.. doesn't pop up out of nowhere so he must have had his reasons for asking.. why are you bringing that up?"

"Well.. he surely had a reason..a big one.."

"and that is?"

"JAeJoong and Changmin.. thinks that yuki is Selina"

Yoochun quieten and looked at me. I waited for a reaction

Out of nowhere he burst out laughing

"You're so funny.. You know that?"

"I'm serious!!" I said

He kept laughing

"And why in the world would they even believe that Yuki is Selina.." Yoochun kept laughing

"Because.. it's supernatural stuff.. and that is why Changmin asked us earlier.. if we believed in stuff like this!" I protested

I started from the beginning, what had happened after I had arrived at Yuki's place and what they had been talking about. What I had heard and what JaeJoong and Changmin had asked her. Everything from the very beginning til' the end

As I was telling Yoochun, his laugh slowly faded away, his smile turned into a emotionless facial expressions and in the end his eyes were wide as a plate and he just stared at me

"Say something" I said

"No way.."

"Yes Way"

"How come we haven't noticed?" He asked

"Well.. I kind of noticed.. but you can't really blame her since you haven't spent any time with her. You and your composing and school.. you're not thinking about anything else" I said

Yoochun gulped and swallowed hard

"Aigoo~~"

I nodded

"I know this sounds like madness in your ears but really.. she do resemble Selina a lot.. but I can't believe that JaeJoong and Changmin didn't ask her a bit harder questions.. "

"Questions like what?"

"Memories or something" I said

Yoochun sighed

"So.. they are not allowed to tell us.. because of these.. rules thingy?" Yoochun asked

I nodded

"And we're suppose to find out ourselves?"

I nodded

"And.. Selina's soul are in Yuki's body since she were given another chance?"

I nodded again

"And.. if we don't find out, she'll die again?"

I nodded

"Tell me we're insane"

"We're Insane" I said

Yoochun groaned

"I can't believe this!!! This is madness! This is beyond the human life!!"

"I KNOW! That's what I'm saying! But.. you can't really deny the fact that she do resemble Selina a bit and that.. she kind of acts like Selina once in a while.. and she's the only one who can approach Yunho without... him going all crazy.." I said

Yoochun agreed

"And.. what are we suppose to do now?" Yoochun asked

"Well that's where you come in.. Help?" I asked

Yoochun looked around in the quiet cemetery and then he looked at me

"Books.. Movies.. Fortune tellers.. Anything.. We really have to get down with this now" He said and started to walk towards the car

I followed him behind and we got into the car

"This is.. Aish..!! I can't believe this!!" Yoochun said

"Tell me about it" I rolled my eyes

"So.. how come JaeJoong and Changmin believe her but you don't? You know that most of the times JaeJoong's always right" Yoochun said

I shrugged

"Sometimes, I have to use my own brain.. and I really find this.. awkward.. I mean how in the world.. can a soul.. be transferred into somebody's body and just.. GOSH ! listen to what I'm saying! We're talking nonsense!! This is only suppose to happen in movies.. not in real life!" I said frustrated

"But I do have a slight feeling that you feel that it's her"

"I don't know .. I just.. "

"Just what?"

"Observing.."

Yoochun sighed and looked at the front

"You're scared"

"Scared?" I asked

He nodded

"You and Selina did have a special band.. You just don't want to believe that she's back..after everything you've been through. You're angry" Yoochun mumbled

"No I'm not"

"Yes you are" Yoochun said

"NO I'm not!" I shouted

Yoochun laughed sarcastic

"Then tell me why you're yelling?"

"CAuse everything that you're saying right now is nonsense"

"Not really.. You can't deny the fact that you miss Selina's love for you"

I didn't answer

"You loved her like a Dongsaeng and you had gotten so used to her presence. Having her around you and take care of you.. Since it's not often a girl can do that.. And if I'm not wrong.. You loved having a female dongsaeng too since you basically only hangs out with us and Junho.. So.. in a way I do understand you.."

I didn't say anything and kept staring at the road

"I know you loved her as a dongsaeng and her death really did rip a part of you. But you see.. she had a big place in our hearts too.. the rest of us.. Especially Yunho.. I'm pretty sure that Changmin and JaeJoong.. are.."

"Whatever Yoochun.. I want to investigate this"

"What exactly?"

"If it's.. really true that her soul is right here on earth.. and that she's inside Yuki's body"

"You just don't want to get disappointed.. that is why you're doing this" He mumbled

"Well.. how come you're so sure about this thing?" I asked

Yoochun shrugged

"I'm not saying that I'm sure.. I'm just stating the fact of your feelings.. As for me.. I think .. if she really is Selina.. She'll show it to us somehow"

"You think?" I asked

He nodded

"We just have to be a bit more observant"

I sighed

"Well.. let's investigate this.. I'm curious.."

"Nae~~"

"Just don't give it too much of a hope.. even the fortune teller can lie" He said

I kept driving forwards, listening to Yoochun's directions.

I knew that he was right. Selina and I had a really close Oppa-dongsaeng relationship. I really saw her like my sister and since I tend to get lonely easily.. having that feeling, she was always there cheering me up..

I guess.. I just don't want to get disappointed if it's not her..

But if it is..

I'll definitely make sure that she will stay her..
Just like the rest of the members.. I refuse to loose her..Again

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Nyaikou
#1
Loved this story when I first read it 8 years ago on Winglin and I'm glad you kept it on here for more people ❤️?
Angelz0715 #2
Chapter 68: OMG this story is so amazing!!! I keep crying while reading this story!! This seriously need to be feature!!!
HyunJane #3
Chapter 68: it's really good~ i just hope this story will be featured! can you give me soft copies? i really like it! it made me cry , laugh etc.... it's not just fanfiction~ it can give you the TRUE meaning of life~ even some parts are fiction~ but it's still good~ i'm really crying promise! i'm not lying~
wilnikki
#4
This story is really amazing. I read it one day straight. The tree covered in dew was on replay while I was reading the last part and it made me teary eyed on their final moment on the bridge to Jaejoong dying.. a really really good story, thank you very much!!!
yunjae78 #5
Chapter 68: PERFECT! I LOVE THIS STORY!! ♥♥♥
whateveritis #6
always here!! next to you
koreankendi #7
In AWE!!!
Breathtaking! Beautiful!!!
clinaoh
#8
Amazing story <3